Hello my lovely readers :D i lost track of my outfits for this whole thing so at chapter what 12 hopefully i'll get myself together it's just the Final Exams coming up and i need to study which i'm not so probably screwed but heck with it i was born to be an Athlete not a study freak. SO this is dedicated to Mal8787 hope you guys enjoy :D (smiley today sorry probably because of the 2012 entry draft is on a Friday and i want the Oilers to Pick Ryan Murray because personally i watched him the the juniors and Seniors IIHF he's amazing and sooooo lucky.) Oh that's her brother Eric(just watched Beastly) Sorry last thing
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"SHIT AMANDA WE'RE LATE!" I woke alarmed and Ryan running around the room
"THEN GO GET CHANGED!"I yelled back.He ran out the door to his apartment me hearing the guys screaming at him for not being ready to go.I didn't bother brushing my hair or changing i brushed my teeth got my stuff packed and was out the door. I like it how me and Ryan had the same idea and went running to the guys car.
"how are you guys up so early?" Jordan looked at me like I was stupid
"ever heard of something called alarm clocks?"
"Ha ha very funny and yes I have but mine didn't go off why?"
"Do we look like we know?"Taylor snapped
"Taylor stop acting smart with me and get us to the Airport quickly before coach Fries us!" I didn't know that when you tell Jordan get you somewhere quickly he speeds there, he does 90 in a 50 ,140 in 100 zone. I was hesitating to get my belt on every time but then Ryan took my hand and pushed it to the buckle.
"Thanks I needed that!"I couldn't get the most easiest thing in it's buckle!
"yeah don't worry we're here"well way to stay safe.
"how do you know"
"because he's driving into private access also known as the run way for planes"
"oh no please Jordan i'm to young to die!"
"shut up it's quicker other wise we can drive to Calgary"
"okay out out out move move move lets go " we all jumped out of the car and got the stuff coach and everyone were just boarding the plane
"see i told you they'll find a way to get here. Oh and that's 50 bucks Sam pay up" Sam took the money out showing attitude to coach
"sorry coach slept in"
"yeah yeah get in hurry!" Jordan gave his keys to someone and they drove the car into team parking. We found some seats in the back and then i realized when everyone was laughing that i was still in my PJ's and my hair all over the place.
"hey whats the hair salon that you go to i could really use some Bed hair" my cheeks went red i could feel it.
"Theo stop please" whining it works and you should try it. Instead of sitting with Ryan i sat with Jordan we were going to stay at my parents all four of us and i was really nervous because my parents could take our relationship like "oh Mandy he'll love you then mess you up and leave us to care of you and your son ,daughter whatever" or " your just using him you never loved hockey players and there's a reason why they are called PLAYERS because they play people"
"so miss Cait already?" he was texting her and i couldn't help but looking at what he was saying
"yeah i really do. But she said that she is going to Vancouver for training and Kristen went to Colorado because of Gabriel Landeskog funny huh?"
"you really love her don't you?"
"what makes you think that?"
"Idiot that's a good thing she can trust you that you won't cheat on her like all those other Jerks"i ruffled his hair
"she turning 20 soon"
"she's older than you?"
"yeah her then Kristen then me the youngest i was born June 12 1993 Peter Lougheed Hospital my parents didn't know it was a birth control thing you know."
"yeah. so when's her Birthday?"
"January 1st"
"wow New years day"
"yup lucky her right?"
"i know the perfect thing to do!"
"what?"
"we can have a get together when we get off hockey for Christmas break and you know, like have a Friend or Girl friend reunion"
"yeah you do that but i need to fix my hair" he let through him but Ryan didn't
"where are you going"
"Washroom why?"
"ha your going to fix your hair aren't you?" Taylor teased
"shut up Taylor"i punched him as could in the arm "i don't know why i'm even letting you stay at my parents with me"
"Ryan" Theo answered at the same time he took this Hockey magazine out and started reading
"well i very stupid for listening to him" opening the door to the washroom and saw my hair all over place i can't believe Ryan actually likes me like my hair HIDEOUS! i found an elastic on the counter i know weird but i put it in my hair.
"are you done?"
"shut habby i'm almost here" smiling at him then skipped back to my seat like a 8 year old girl.
"so long is Calgary from here now?"
"Really Manda it's like an hour now since you took 30 minutes doing your hair."
"i did not ! and you boys need to watch what your saying because i have a fist and i'm not afraid to use it oh yeah my brother is a hockey player." Jordan jumped out of his seat and ran to the guys and the for the rest of the ride i was stuck sitting alone and everyone stayed away from me.
"We have now arrived at Calgary please remain seated in your seats until the plane his fully landed" Even after the pilot said that Jordan still didn't return. We walked out of the plane and still nobody came near me like i had a disease that can kill everyone.
"fine"i flipped my hair and walked away from the team skipping the rest of the way to the coach.
"hi ya coach"
"oh hey Amanda"
"what'cha doin' "
"trying to plan the game plan"
"easy"i did know what i was doing and the he grew a smile
"that actually might work"
"what can i say i'm amazing. aren't i?"
"yeah.... okay what do you want"
"the team to talk to me!!!" i whined and you wouldn't believe his reaction.
"OKAY BOYS HERE SHE'S YOUR RESPONSIBILITY"he pushed me to the group and everyone started laughing
"nice silent treatment wasn't it?"
"Theo shut up i'm suppose be the one that says that and shut up!" i walked away and Ryan caught up
"sorry they didn't even let me come to sit with you. sorry"i put my arm around his shoulder to bring him down shorter then me
"not your fault but give me one good reason why i should allow Hall and Eberle to sleep at my house?"
"Amanda you know i suck at trick questions! but........ when we tell your parents they'll be happy and kick them out either way?"
"works for me" the great thing about having a child-like boyfriend is that he skips with you.lalalalalalalalalallalalalallalalalalalalalalla yes i was singing in my head.
"AMANDA!" my mum ruined me sing in my head! and i put a pout on.
"what? i mean MUM!" she came up to me running
"why are you still in your PJ'S?"
"woke up late and we happened to rush out of the house" she looked at Ryan behind me then back at me.
"well where's your stuff lets get home" she pulled my arm but i stopped her
"RYAN, TAYLOR,JORDAN LETS GO!"they grabbed the bags and came running over to catch up to me.
"um hunny who are these guys?"
"well Jordan Eberle plays Right wing, shoots right, number 14, 21 no we're not dating he's dating Caitlin oh yeah that's Taylor plays left wing, shoots left, number 4 , 19 and currently single i know i thought he would date Kristen but it turned out that he's not her "type". Last but not least Ryan Nugent-Hopkins plays Centre, shoots left, number 93, 18, born April 12th 1993 Burnaby,BC, and mom we're dating" i was looking in his eyes and didn't look away until....
"We'll talk about this later" she pulled me so i grabbed Ryan who grabbed Taylor who grabbed Jordan.
"hello sorry why are you holding my daughter?"she asked stupidly
"mom remember how i said i have friends coming with me and if they could stay and you said yes"oh i'm good at this game.
"Amanda me and your dad need to talk to you about-"
"-Eric i know he left big whoop"
"well then the car is too small sorry"
"i can wait mom, me and Ryan can " she was really pissed at me by the way she glared at them then me.
"hurry up and get to the car" the guys ran and i tried but she held me back
"and tonight we're going to have a nice long talk with your daddy" i yanked my arm away from her and ran to the guys her being 48 walked back.
"she pissed and now we're having a family talk at dinner probably after you leave for the game.PLEASE TAKE ME WITH YOU I'M TOO YOUNG TO DIE!" i sounded kind of desperate but i worked either way
"we were going to talk you anyways"the car beeped open they dumped our bags in the back and hopped in
"mom we already made plans for tonight"
"yeah like what?"
"they have a game against the Flames that's what" Ryan squeezed my hand since he was sitting behind me we held hands near the door so my mom didn't see but she did through the rear view window and looked shocked.
"then we're going to see him now"she made in illegal u-turn to downtown.
"mom that was an illegal u-turn!"
"yeah but don't think that we're not going to talk about this with your dad just because your "boyfriend" and your so called friends."
"mom they're right here!" I shouted to her, god this was embarassing!
"we'll hell with them wait until your dad hear's about this"
"MOM SHUT UP!" we stopped at a red light and had a stare down until someone honked at us to move our- yeah not a nice word that they said.
"who are you?"
"your daughter the one you never wanted."she tried to interrupt me "mom i heard you tell auntie Carol on the phone when i graduated you said that you never wanted me" the guys were silent in the back i guess feeling that they were in a awkward position which i felt bad about putting them into. My tears didn't hold back like i wanted them to instead they came out."and for you to say that about them is wrong because without these guys i wouldn't be in school i would be in California or in Vancouver with Cait" we arrived at my dads Building
"boys stay here we'll be back." i slammed my door on my moms face and walked into the building.
"Hi i need to see Mr.Murray right now family Emergency"
"he's at the top floor-"the lady shook her head
"i know thanks" i went into the elevator closing it so my mom wouldn't get in. I ran to my dad's room he was in a middle of a meeting but they all looked sleepy.
"AMANDA!" he ran to me and gave me hug.He always understood me the time they left us was my mom's choice obviously and my dad hates her guts now after my brother left.
"daddy" we had our moment then my mom came
"you two in the office room now!"she walked out and looked at me
"what did you do now pal?"
"dad i swear falling in love is a pain!"
"you didn't"awkward situation right now
"dad you never chose fall in love it just happens. And i didn't, why would you think that?"
"the way you put it wasn't really the way i thought it would be" we walked back into his office her slamming the door.
"what is it now?"he asked
"your daughter has been going around with a hockey player and didn't tell us like who knows what if they.... they.... had s*x"
"oh Jesus mom for crying out loud!" she was something you can say "tearing up"
"i don't see where's the problem she's in love and she just told me a minute ago you never chose to fall in love it just happen.I don't blame her as long as she's studying and is still in school"
"that's the thing dad i was ready to drop out second day and Ryan stopped me-"
"Ryan?"i nodded my head and he smiled "Ryan Nugent-Hopkins?"
"yeah dad you wouldn't believe what he did just to get me and he's nice,funny, sweet, caring, adorable, everything i've ever wanted and dad- Ryan i like saying his name - i mean dad Ryan is the most amazingest thing that's ever happened to me besides you watching all of my games and being there for me" my mim looked at him
"i don't care as long as your focused on School, soccer, and that you don't let him touch you in any way that hurts you better yet you have to take me to the game and practice"
"yes dad i promise!" i jumped into his arms for a hug.
"how could you give into to her like this James she's being used by a hockey player that's why their called players!"
"Alice keep one story not two and for you info. your son is a hockey player , your daughter is a soccer player, i was a hockey player" my mom was a somewhat Trophy wife she wanted me to be a doctor dad wanted me to play soccer but she threw a huge fit and fight in the house we had to give in.
"here's my Keys Alice take my Truck i'll take the kids home" i was undoing the knot on his tie and she stormed off.
"well that was a interesting talk wasn't it dad?"i chuckled
"very interesting Honey very" he grabbed his stuff and walked out with me with his arm slinged over my shoulder."i never know why i married that women but i guess if i didn't i wouldn't have you here" Ryan was out of the car walking back and forth.
"Mandy!"he ran over picking me up then saw my dad
"sorry Mr.Murray but i won't let you take her away from me. I love her more than hockey and will give up hockey to be with her"
'' now i see why you love him"
"what do you- ohhh your not mad at her?"he said stupidly
"No he isn't idiot so zip the lip" my dad laughed
"hey there son"they shook hands "see now how did Kristen react when he asked you out? Don't you regret saying he's-
"-beautiful"i said quickly trying to ignore my dad's comment
"he's what Mr.Murray?" Taylor and Jordan were just dieing to hear this and torture me.
"Ugly" my dad replyed to him
"dad!" i kept punching him in the arm
"you thought i was ugly.Hurtful!"Ryan grabs his heart
"sorry she wouldn't shut about you Guy's and her and dad watched hockey everyday really annoying!"i defened
"it's good"
"OH MY GOD YOU BRANG TAYLOR HALL!" my dad was scaring me and embarrassing me. I thought he knew that before when Taylor asked the question.
"and Jordan Eberle"i say
" I LOVE YOU AMANDA"Dad ruffles my hair.
"i do too dad" the guys came out of the car and my dad broke our hug
"Hello Mr.Hall,Eberle"
"What up Mr.Amanda"i laughed
"Taylor his last name is Murray?"
Jordan elbowed him.
"how do you know Jordan?"
"Idiot name tag"Jordan slapped in the back of the head
"what up Mr.Murray!"Taylor did this weird hand shake thing.
"okay not weird at all" Ryan nodded his head in agreement
"yeah sorry but we need to get to the arena for Practice"
"sure thing Mr.Nugent-Hopkins"
"the saddledom is my dad and Kristen's home except for when the oilers come then they're in enemy mode"
"so what happened to Mrs.Ama-
"-Murray" Jordan corrected him for the 2nd time.Taylor was up with my dad talking about Kristen and where he messed up which i was recording for her. Me, Ryan And Jordan sat in the back of the car.
"hey Ryan we've got a problem" i whispered over to him trying to make it not obvious that we were whispering
"dad wants in for the game is it alright if he comes?"
"it's all cool at least i'll know you're safe" he kissed my forehead and i cuddle into him.The ride there was awesome perfect i guess you can say now that i know that my dad trust's me and wants me to be with a NHL player my life is perfect.
"okay we're here!" my dad parked in front of the Scotiabank Saddledom and let us out while he went to go park. I, being the girlfriend of a hockey player, had to roll his bag in for what reason I don't know he's Ryan just like a 5 year old kid who has his mommy take his bag in while he ran and played with his friends except this time his friends were carrying their own bags.
" i like that idea Jordan your Einstein!"Taylor yells
"what idea?" Please don't break Kristens heart anymore.
" Jordan here"he pointed him out for me "asked Caitlin to convince Kristen to come to Edmonton for Christmas break and she said yes so now i have a chance on getting back with her!"Oh poor guy doesn't know what he's getting into.
"okay first of all stop acting like a teenage girl , second of all she HATES YOUR GUTS! if that wasn't obivious enough"
"why?"Taylor's smile drops
"moron you yelled at her when you came over and she doesn't take any of that crap coming at her. Seriously even in soccer ,when people swore at her when she played backup goalie she got the ball took it down and sat on it waiting for the reff to card the girl and never forgave her for that she never does that's why we're all careful except for you." Taylor looked a little happy but pissed at the same time.
"so what she said is real?"
"no shit Sherlock"
"we don't have time to talk about Kristen lets go before coach makes us do sprint's again"Jordan pushed Taylor while he was thinking about what happened that morning.
"Hey Honey"
"hey dad" we put one arm around each other shoulder's and walked.
"i can't believe i actually let your mom make you become a doctor same thing with Eric. I'm sorry"
"oh dad what can we do about the mental mom's we have these days?"
"trick question. i don't know what we can do?"
"i don't know myself and don't care i just ignore her, that's kind of why i don't phone home"he took Ryan's bag from me and rolled it
"why are you carrying his bag?"
"oh did i mention My boyfriend is a kid?"
"nope not a single word" we laughed and arrived to the locker room Ryan was waiting UN-patiently for his bag.
"go sit down somewhere we should be doing sprints today"Well it is not my fault cause he could have taken the bag himself
"well that's sure going to be fun"i found myself delighted by the idea
"nah just kidding he can't do that before we have a game at 8 now go sit" my dad was freaking out the whole time we were in the players box for the oilers , you know taking pictures' of everything he could. The team came on and it got even embarrassing that i had to hide by sitting behind the boards.
"RYAN JONES CAN I HAVE YOUR AUTOGRAPH?!"
"rookie! no fans allowed only family"
"uh Jonesy that's Amanda's dad" everyone started bursting out laughing so i sat up back with my dad
"Listen you need to calm down, breathe."i assured dad
"why !it'sRyanJoneswhyshouldgivemeonegoodreason"
"dad calm down!" Practice was boring since all they were doing were drills to get their skills up and ready for the game. All thought the funny part was that Ryan couldn't score so the people waiting after him were lying on the ground waiting till he did then they got up.I talked to my dad about school and what Ryan did for me and everything that's happened so far and that Eric told me that he left to Abbosfort to play for the heat. We waited outside of the locker me banging my head lightly on the wall behind me then out of nowhere i tripped someone, how? i don't know
"are you okay i'm so-"
"- JAROME IGINLA!"
"dad not again" i whined as we helped him up
"yeah sorry in a rush got to go" he didn't even say anything and the fact that he's what 35 and married i pass big time!
"We have to win ,we have to win"
"Ryan relax your going to win like hard are the flames to verse they get their ass kicked already by easy teams"
"are you calling us a easy to verse?" his face dropped
"Ryan you know what i mean"
"okay Honey you didn't put that the right way again"i elbowed my dad in the stomach and smiled at Ryan.Still all i got was a frown so i had no choice but to kiss him in front of my dad and i hate doing that it's so embarrassing.
" i mean it .now lets go home and get some food i'm starved" he left his bags at the arena with the rest of the team. Jordan and Taylor were having a talk with my dad about relationships and what not to do if you get into a fight with you spouse. Ryan and i just walked formally back to the car talking you know about what we're going to do when we get home and so far we had no idea still on what we're going to do.
"dad isn't mom going to kill us when we get home?"
"for what?"
"well we didn't take her? oh and she is kind of pissed at me and you for the whole talk"
"maybe but remember she just uses me"
"i'm on your side for a divorce dad" he let out a chuckle but i was serious i would love for my mom and dad to spilt maybe i would get my way for once.
"We'll talk about that later but what i really need to do is call your brother"i tossed him my phone i know risky.
"i'll drive"he tossed the keys to me and sat in the back with Jordan and Taylor letting us( i guess you can call us love birds) sit in the front.We stopped at a red light and my dad was off the phone all jumpy and happy
"Squart put on Crazy Train"
"okay!" Crazy train was mine and my dads favourite song we sang along then slowly the guys joined in remembering the lyrics. When i pulled into out driveway i was scared to walk into the house fearing that my mom would kill me i don't know why i would think that but she was really pissed.
"you first dad"we pushed him up the steps and he opened the door without getting attacked.
"Chickens" i grabbed Ryan's hand and ran him upstairs to my room it was the same except the walls were plain i jumped down on my bed and breathed in my covers smell remembering everything i went through whrn i was a kid.
"wow nice room?"
"Ryan i took everything out of here and moved it over to the apartment at Edmonton....... MY TRUCK!" i grabbed his hand and ran back down with him when the guys finally reached the top.
"BUBBLES!" i ran over to my car hugging it.Well it wasn't a car it was a Ford F-150 black and beautiful.
"Bubbles? who names their truck?"
"yeah yeah oh i got it" running back into the house to the backyard and saw my German Shepard named Buddy
"BUDDY!" we had a moment then the guys ruined it.
"dude you have a dog" Taylor looked excited
"yeah wanna touch him?" Jordan came over and petted buddy with no fear.Dad walked over leaning against the patio door.
"are you done yet because i was thinking you could take the guys downstairs to the basement to play NHL the wii or X-box" they pushed their way down stairs except for Ryan he waited for me.
"come one buddy lets go" i turned around and bumped into his chest and Buddy started barking
"shhhh bud it's alright" Ryan put his arms around my waist and pulled me close to his body, i went with the move and wrapped my arms around his neck.
"so what do you think?"
"you never told me your family was rich"
"sorry i don't like to think of it that way"i scratched my ear and looked back at him being buried into his lips.It was a good descent kiss that my dog had to bark about and jump on him for.
"hey there Buddy" he brushed his head and then took my hand we all three went down to the guys that were already set up by my dad.
"so i'm guessing the lovers want to be on the same team so here you go"
"um i don't play than-
"- what to chicken? RELAX"
"shut up Jordan.Watch me kick your ass" i grabbed the remote out of my dad's hand and he gave me a ' smatin it up' look. It turned out me and Ryan won the fact we didn't fight and that we communicated even though it was just a game we need to tell each other when to pass or shoot.
"wow that was easy 3-1 not bad hey dad?" i turned around and saw my dad shocked
"he's changed you a lot." Neither of us kids liked the sound of that
"but i like it !" we felt relief he was happy not pissed.
"I'm going to order Pizza, what kind do you guys eat?"
"they eat Mexicana but since they have a hockey game i'll go make so Caesar salad" i got up and walked upstairs taking out everything i needed. I remembering being a kid eating a whole bowl of Salad all by myself my dad would always call me fatso.While i was cutting Ryan being the only one in love with me hugged me from the back.
" scared for tonight?"i said dumping the lettuce in. I heard bags drop and Ryan right away loosened up and moved away from me.
"mom?"
"i knew he was no good"i rolled my eyes and continued with the salad.
"i'm going down" he kissed my forehead gently
"don't leave me" i pulled him close to me and kept him near me as she ran away "crying"
"URGH!"i pulled my head back and forth in a quick motion
"i hate her"
"don't and now hurry up because we're really hungry and the game is in 3 hours!"
"may i remind you that you just said 3 hours"
"yeah you may and it may be 3 hours but i have to be there in 1 hour!"i handed him the bowl and he took it down while i went and got some bowls out for us.
"they were making out in the kitchen How can you still love her?"
"not again"i whined, which Ryan didn't care because he walked into the room dancing with the bowl then setted it down on the bar table.
"FOOD!" Jordan and Taylor came running over all of them taking a good bowl full of salad.
"so what the game plain" Taylor asked with a mouth full and opened.
"coach will tell you not me." my mom and dad walked out of the room finally realizing we didn't care.
"so why is she freaking out about you and Ryan dating?"Taylor asked
"You guys i really don't she takes Hockey Player as a player."i played with my food and the guys looked at me
"wow that's all?"Jordan said
"yeah pretty much"
"sorry but that's lame because knowing Ryan he's not that type"Taylor had a point but i wish mom was here to hear it.
"i know. Excuse me for minute or two"i got up feeling a lump in my throat which was noticeable but they couldn't get me. I thought and memories of me and my brother came to mind and how much i'm missing him. The part he would yell at me when i was at my soccer games messing up or missing an opportunity for a shot or pass.Also the other thing i missed about him was him being here for me yelling back at my mom for being dramatic about me doing something.
"Amanda are you going to open up?" i pretended that i went to the washroom and flushed the toilet then washed my hands.
"yeah sorry you guy, are you ready to go?"they pulled me into a group hug
"don't think your going to get away with this Missy"it felt good knowing that someone cared about me while Eric was gone.Their cologne smelt good all together.
"let's go because i can't stand my mom" i grabbed one last bite and ran upstairs.
"Honey"i went over to the front door seeing my parents with bags in their hands
"we have to leave because your mom said so" of course the usual mom leaves dad leaves.
"yeah well bye then"they left the house and i smiled running around
"BUDDY!" my dog came running over
"guess who's going to go watch a hockey game? You are.yes you are. Lets go"i put the leash on him and walked to the garage opening the door and got into my truck.The guys didn't have a problem buckling buddy into the seat and petting him the whole ride there.
"are you guys ready?"
"yeah of course we are" Taylor said with no worry in his voice
"easy for you two to say, you've versed them for like 1 or 2 years" we jumped out of the truck and i took buddy on leash and ran to catch to the guys.
"thanks for waiting"i said sarcastically
"no prob cutie" Ryan kissed my forehead
"hardy har har should i go to my seat?"
"yeah but do you think that they're going to allow you with your dog?"
"pishh of course they will"
"okay we'll see you later"Taylor and Jordan grabbed Ryan's arm before we could kiss but then i just did a blow kiss and gave a half smile.
"i guess it's just you and me...god hold up buddy i need to see Ryan" l book it down stairs to the dressing room."RYAN!" i yelled
"AMANDA YOU CAME FOR ME!"
"yeah well if your Idiot friends didn't take you i would have had the chance to do this"i gave him a kiss and pulled back
"i'm sorry but i'm in a rush and i need to get out of here"i gave him on last kiss and ran back to my seat.
The Oilers won 3-2 in over time so i got up and walked away with Buddy leaving the crowd.
"excuse me miss where do you think your going?"
"jeez i'm Ryan Nugent-hopkins girlfriend now may i go?" he let me go and i walked slowly over to the locker room sitting outside on the bench with Buddy
"what to do?" he had heavy breathing since he was a dog and all.
"i thought of that too!"i said going along with whatever i guess my imgenation
"okay that's not weird" i saw the team walk out and Jonesie talking.
"well sorry if i got lonley"Ryan walked out smiling
"we won"
"yeah i know i was watching"
"so are you guys ready?"
"why?"
"i need to get home i ordered Pizza and-
"- um the team wants to hang out at the bar in the hotel so i'll catch up with you tonight"
"yeah, alright have fun"
"hey listen i'm sorry but this is the first time i won a NHL game be happy"
"i am" i lied.This was stupid! what did i do that was wrong to make him not hang out with me.
"bye" he tried kissing my lips but i moved myself to my cheek and walked out.
"come on buddy lets go" he ran away from Jonesie hand.I got into the car and waited for a couple seconds thinking why does he chose the team over me every time.I let a few tears go then pulled out to my house.Dad and mom weren't home so it was just me and Buddy.
"okay Buddy what should we do now?" the door bell rang and i went with my wallet to pay for the Pizza.
"how much?" the person didn't answer then i looked up and saw my self standing face to face with Garrett.
"Amanda?"
"Hey. Uh how much?"awkward situtation
"10" i handed him the money and took the pizza.
"bye" he stopped the door from closing
"where did i go wrong?"
"in alot of places Garrett now bye" Garrett and i had a secret relationship since he was a bad boy type and all but he did something in front of me and too me that was hurtful.
"wow that was weird wasn't it Buddy" he barked at the window so i walked over and saw him standing there staring at me.I pulled a piece of paper and wrote in big letters "go away" i shut the blinds and turned the satellite on. "Friends with Benefits" was on and since i've never seen it i watched it falling asleep in the middle of it then woke up seeing that the time was 12 in the morning. I walked up slowly changing into my PJ's locking the door to my bedroom then fell asleep.
"mandy please tell what i did wrong"i woke up freaked out then realised it Garrett.
"what the hell how did you get in!" I grab my baseball bat and hold it upi
"I climbed the tree. Why?"
"the way you touched me that night then almost forced me to do something i didn't want to do listen i was so close that day i almost lost my Virginity!"i pushed out of my door then locked my bedroom door. I couldn't fall asleep after that so i had to get up and kick him out of the house my self then being forced to the wall.
"Garrett let go"
"no"the front door unlocked and he kept me under him then forced his lips to mine.His breath was the worst it tasted like he just smoked a cigarette. He moved his one hand to explore my body this wasn't something i wanted.
"Amanda!"ryan pushed Garrett off of me. Jordan and Taylor pulled me close in a protective way not letting me go.
"GET OUT!" Garrett didn't leave instead he tried getting me from Jordan and Taylor.
"fuck off she was mine first"Taylor lost it and threw a Punch at him
"nobody talks to me or does that to my sister!"i was left with only Jordan holding me letting my tears go after hearing those words.
"calm down" Jordan was holding me tight and whispering those two words non-stop. Later it turned into a fist fight and still Jordan didn't let me go but some how i managed pulling away.
"STOP!" the three of them stopped and gave me a second to look at their faces most of all Ryan was cut on the lower lip.Garrett walked up to me and hugged me.
"GARRETT get out before i call the cops"
"for what?"
"lets see breaking and entering, and touching me!"i could have gone on but he walked out the door slamming it shut."i could have handle it myself!" I yell at Ryan.
"no you couldn't. He had you under his control." I looked at Ryan and couldn't hold it in anymore he needed to be there for me
"Ryan at least he came back for me and cared.He never chose something else over me even when it was his friends!"i ran upstairs slamming my door shut then locking.I brushed my teeth then rinsed it with mouth rinse before collapsing on my bed crying to my self, i tried texting Caitlin and Kris but they both didn't reply.
"amanda open up please"i ignored Ryan and acted like i was sleeping
"Mandy come on" i guess they all were outside trying to get in. "for me. Taylor" i walked over to the door pulling Taylor in then shutting it before the other two could.
"come on what about me!"
"sorry Jordan"i looked at Taylor who was trying to look in my eyes and see if i was hurt.I shook my head then burring my face into his chest crying hard but not loud.
"i know it's alright"he picked me up and took me to my bed. I continued crying for a good 15 minutes before i was losing my breath and started coughing.
"okay amanda that's enough calm down"i slowly let it go then curled up next to him.
"go talk to Ryan"
"what?"i looked at him confused..who's side are you on?
"Mandy i did this to your cousin. I turned her down evey time it came between the guy's and her, that was the biggest mistake i've ever made because after that i lost her."
"but Vicky is just like that."i turned the TV on quickly before he told me again to talk to Ryan.
"let's go."he took my hand and tried pulling me out but it didn't work.
"let go Amanda!"
"never" he gave up and sat down beside me.
"good night"
"good night"i smiled at him one last time before shutting my eye's just thinking about tonight. What if there was a bed close by or if the guy's didn't come what would have happen? This had to be the worst night in our relationship.