fix me » 2jae

By j_i_n_xx

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im jaebum is lonely. choi youngjae wants to have some fun. two very differnt boys' lives crash and make one b... More

preface
영재가
이상한데
나쁘지 않아.
하지만
혼자 있는 것은
아픔보다 더
좋아.
누구는
믿을 수 있는 것
같지 않아.
영재는
다른데.
영재 때문에
인생은
어려워.
영재를
만나고 싶자 않아.
거울에
나를
보고 싶지 않아.
숨을
쉬고 싶지 않아.
그래서
외로움
제일
쉬워.
아플 수 없지?
만약에
사랑을
받으면
인생관은
달라져.
달라져야 돼.
아니면
진짜
죽을 것 같아.
사랑
받고 싶은데.
영재
원해.
영재 없을 때
공허한
느낌인데.
외로움은
아파.
영재 같이 있는
시간은
좋을 것 같아.
영재 같이 있을 때
행복해.
행복하고 싶어.
사랑한 것은
배울거야
근데
아직
무서워.
어려울 것 같은데
영재만
믿어.
영재 사랑
나를
구할까.
그리고
고마워.
end

먹고 싶지 않아.

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By j_i_n_xx

wangmeupinside:
that was fucking terrible
why are they so cute together

gaybum:
i don't know
they're so annoying

wangmeupinside:
i'm actually so stupid
i should've told him i liked him back when we were in school

gaybum:
if it makes you feel better
i think you and mark would be way cuter than mark and youngjae

wangmeupinside:
wait do you think he'll see us
texting each other when we're supposed to be helping him with the restaurant

gaybum:
nah
he's on his phone too
and it's the middle of day
everyone is at school or work so there won't be much business

wangmeupinside:
true
anyway
he was totally jealous about you and youngjae knowing each other
i wish he would get jealous over me

gaybum:
you sound so desperate

wangmeupinside:
i am

gaybum:
at least you admit it
but you're literally the dream guy
for men and women alike
i don't understand how mark doesn't see it

wangmeupinside:
i can't force him to like me

gaybum:
well have you even made an effort to show him you like him?
in the slightest bit?

wangmeupinside:
firstly
don't tell me what i'm doing wrong mr. i'm pining after a guy i've known for four months
secondly
i know what you're doing

gaybum:
and what am i doing

wangmeupinside:
ever since i found out
you've been directing all our conversations to be about me

gaybum:
i'm not doing that
is it wrong of me to be concerned for you

wangmeupinside:
i've liked mark since i was a sophomore
i'm used to it and i really don't care
i just really want you to be okay

gaybum:
i am okay

wangmeupinside:
i know you're not
i've known you since i moved to korea
don't act like you can hide things from me

gaybum:
you know you can't force this stuff out of me
i'll tell you when i tell you
i'm not trying to avoid it
but i know you need to talk things through
otherwise you'll go insane

wangmeupinside:
well i wasn't the one that ended up in the hospital when i got overwhelmed by my incapability to share my feelings

gaybum:
that was too far

wangmeupinside:
but you know it's true

gaybum:
that doesn't make it okay
i thought you were supposed to be my best friend

"Mark?" Jaebum called out. Mark looked up from his phone and made a noise of acknowledgement. "Can I sleep over tonight?"

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