fix me » 2jae

By j_i_n_xx

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im jaebum is lonely. choi youngjae wants to have some fun. two very differnt boys' lives crash and make one b... More

preface
영재가
이상한데
나쁘지 않아.
하지만
혼자 있는 것은
아픔보다 더
좋아.
누구는
믿을 수 있는 것
같지 않아.
영재는
다른데.
영재 때문에
인생은
어려워.
영재를
만나고 싶자 않아.
거울에
나를
먹고 싶지 않아.
숨을
쉬고 싶지 않아.
그래서
외로움
제일
쉬워.
아플 수 없지?
만약에
사랑을
받으면
인생관은
달라져.
달라져야 돼.
아니면
진짜
죽을 것 같아.
사랑
받고 싶은데.
영재
원해.
영재 없을 때
공허한
느낌인데.
외로움은
아파.
영재 같이 있는
시간은
좋을 것 같아.
영재 같이 있을 때
행복해.
행복하고 싶어.
사랑한 것은
배울거야
근데
아직
무서워.
어려울 것 같은데
영재만
믿어.
영재 사랑
나를
구할까.
그리고
고마워.
end

보고 싶지 않아.

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By j_i_n_xx

"So, are you guys coming with me to work? It's been awhile. My parents miss you two," Mark asked, gathering his belongings into his arms.

"Sure. I think we could both use a day out," Jackson responded, sending a nervous glance at the fake sleeping Jaebum. Under a pile of blankets, a Jaebum was peeking at his two friends, neither of them aware he had woken up five minutes ago.

"I still can't believe he relapsed. What happened?" Mark's tone was caring and somewhat sad, leaving Jaebum with a heavy feeling of guilt.

"I'm not entirely sure. I just know that he's been acting weird since he started talking to this guy." Jaebum watched as Jackson hesitated. "I think you know the guy Jaebum's been talking to."

"Really? What's his name?"

"Youngjae." Mark froze in his spot and Jaebum could see that Mark's mind was racing.

"Youngjae," Mark repeated slowly. "I... Yeah, I know him."

"Has he ever talked about Jaebum?" Jackson was holding back the frown on his face—Jaebum could tell that Jackson's smile didn't reach his eyes.

"No, he hasn't." A pang of sadness prodded Jaebum's gut. "But to be fair, I haven't talked about either of you guys. We just don't really talk about our friends much."

"I see."

And Jaebum could sense that he and Jackson were thinking the same thing: did they meaning nothing to them?

~

"I didn't tell you guys earlier, but I've been seeing someone," Mark announced. A fake look of surprise showed on Jaebum and Jackson's faces. "And I want him to meet you guys. He's on his way right now."

"Give us some background. Tell us about how you two met." Jackson used his excited best friend voice in an effort to get Mark excited, and Mark fell for it.

"A friend of ours set us up," Mark answered, simply. With a frown, Jaebum leaned towards Jackson, making sure Mark was facing away from them.

"By friend he means Jinyoung," Jaebum whispered. Jackson's face now held genuine shock.

"He still talks to Jinyoung?"

"Apparently." Jackson was about to respond, but the sound of the restaurant door opening had all three of them frozen.

"Hey, Youngjae!" Mark greeted. He eagerly grabbed Youngjae by the arm and brought him over to the table Jackson and Jaebum were sitting at. "These are my best friends, Jackson and Jaebum."

"Nice to see you again, Youngjae," Jaebum mumbled. He couldn't bring himself to look at Youngjae, so he acted like wrapping silverware in napkins took a lot of concentration.

"You two have met before?" The jealousy in Mark's voice was evident to everyone.

"You were our waiter, remember?" Youngjae pointed out, kindly. Mark seemed to be thinking very hard trying to recall what Youngjae was talking about.

"Oh. I remember now." Mark had an embarrassed flush over his cheeks.

"You don't need to be so jealous. I haven't even known him that long." Youngjae meant to whisper to Mark, but Jaebum could hear him clearly. Jackson must have been able to hear too, since he slung an arm around Jaebum's shoulders.

"I'm ready to jump out the window right now. You coming with?"

"Gladly."

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