"Tatawagan ko ba o hindi?"
"Tatawagan"
"Hindi"
"Tatawagan"
"Hindi"
Ano ba ko? Para akong baliw. Kanina pa kong paikot ikot sa salas. Parang bumabalik na naman ang college life ko ah este pati rin high school. Nachochope na naman ako pero naman eh. Ang huling pagkakataon na kinalimutan ko ang pagiging torpe ay siya ring naging mitsa ng aking matinding pagkabigo. Kaya simula noon I became so closed about my feelings. I had the phobia of being rejected. I became a coward, I lost hope. All becaue of Abby. At ngayon up to present siya pa rin ang dahilan ng pagkabagabag ko ngayon. It took me some time to move on, akala ko nga moved on na ko eh pero just the other day look at how I reacted. I was so childish. i should have not act that way I should've shown her that I'm a new person now, far from the boy she busted. But look what impression i left of her, I just showed her that up to now I'm still vulnerable. I'm still the same old lovesick puppy dog for her. That's so immature. Dapat pinakita ko sa kanyang hindi na ako affected. Haixt.. To think na pati ang very exact line na sinabi niya sa akin ay ginaya ko pa.. What could get worse?
Still, I know I have to apologize. But how? when? where? I don't know what to do. I should be a man.. I should.. I should.. I should..I should.. and this starts today.. with the same girl...