Black and white

Unknowing

"SARAH GET DOWN HERE NOW", Mother roared. I ignored and went back to sleep, which of coarse I regretted. But it's not like I have a choice, harming, roasting and stuff like that, there are two sides in the world. There is a red and a blue side, no this isn't Romeo and Juliet the nice story. It's the opposite of it, if
  even smile then we get killed, yeah I know. But like I said bef-
"SARAH!", Mother roared (again) finally I got out of bed and went straight to work. Which was of course roasting the blue side. I didn't even bother, I just took out the trash and tried to avoid the other side.
"Hey you!", said an angry voice. I ignored and went on but he knew my name. I turned slowly and cautiously.
It was a tall blonde guy, he had these cherry lips and blossom eyes. I just stared "You know, avoiding me isn't gonna help", he said liked he owned me
"Well then, I guess your right". I said trying to continue.
"Wait, no roast?"
"Nope, you've won."
"The names john."
"Well you already no my name."
Somehow I couldn't help but smile. I was scared knowing someone was gonna see. He smiled back.
"You have a beautiful smile." He said, trying to flirt
I started laughing. I then heard noises and ran. I didn't know what to expect. I knew he was a player I was to dumb to see it. But I had a crush why else would I smile. All I know is I'm friggin dead.