the sound of pouring rain, it makes me feel some sort of way as if feeling lonely doesn't feel too lonely and all my heart does is beat, beat and beat to every single rhythm of the song stuck in my head and every single smile i make, every smile i faked disappeared into the back of my mind with only the knowledge of realness instead of fakeness and i just feel every happiness in my soul and i can imagine every single day i'll cherish instead of suffer and every spare second i'll live much longer and dying won't be what i'll feel a n y m o r e.
for fran, thank you.