The first morning of my marriage life was horrible and i was hiding myself from everyone and was sitting on floor in my room and crying my eyes out and it really starts to feel as i am going to regret this in my life. he is not the only one in this marriage and i know we both were forced to be together and there was nothing we could do to stop it but what's done is done? right? why he can't he understand that.
I spend my day helping mom in kitchen and by evening some friends of her stop by our house and all of them were chating like some teenagers and around 9 Dad and zain came home both of them looked very tired and angry about something like they were arguing and i asked them about that and instead of asnwer my question , zain narrowed his eyes and stare at me like he was going to eat me alive and then he did what he do best. instead of this arrogant bastard my sweet uncle answered me.
JU ( JAWAD UNCLE) nothing sweetheart it's just work and i am starving and we have something to tell you both. it's a surprise.
Oh boy , whenever someone sayd that they have something to tell us it's either that we are getting married or worst having sex with each other. it didn't make sense at all. we were in dinner table and everyone was eating their dinner silently and avoiding each other eyes and i am really gettting sick of the silent treatments. jawad uncle was the one to break the ice.
JU - inkita the food is really nice and i am feeling like eating some more but i have to watch my weight. thank you so much for lovely dinner.
Z- yeah mom. it's been a long time since i have a food like this. it's great and you should make me dinner every night.
INKITA - thanks for the compliments and both of you are sweet but i didn't make a thing tonight. It was naina. she made the dinner and zain i don't think making you dinner every night is going to be problem for naina.
the moment she said it. he looked at me with death glares. thanks mom .She then looked at me and winked oh my god what is with this women and her creepy son?
JU - naina i told you that i have something to tell you right?
M - yes dad what is it?
JU - well zain is going to london for a business meeting and i was thinking that it would be better if you go with him and this could be your honeymoon. i mean have you guys thought about where you want to go for honeymoon?
we both were suddenly feeling so uncomfortable and sharing a quick glance at each other.
M - i m sorry dad but we haven't thought about it at all.
Z - dad meeting in london is only for 2 hours then i will catch next flight for home. what's the point of her tagging along with me?
JU - if you guys decide to go their for honeymoon then we will extend your trip okay. listen tell me right now so i can make arrangments .
None of us said anything so mom said that we both are shy and they confirmed our tomorrow night flight to london and we will stay there for three weeks and then come back. this was so hard for me to digust so i excused myself and escaped in my room. zain came in room and we both avoid each other and i dont want to start any fight or argument.
Z -naina?
M - yes zain.
Z - what are you doing in bed?
M - sleeping?
Z - get out of my bed right now.
M - where do u expect me to sleep?
Z - you are asking me like i give a fuck? i don't fucking care if you sleep in bathroom or floor? just out of my sight ok?
M - what the hell is your problem? the moment i step in too this house you are constantly blaming me for what happened? do you think i wanted to get married to you? have you thought about what you are putting me throught? no all you care about is you.
All of the Zain get angry and he start walking towards me and he was putting me down with his glare and i was walking backward untill i hit a wall and he put his hands on both side of me. now i was truly trapped. why the hell he do that all the time? i didn't dare look at him but i puck up the courage and looked at him. he was staring at my eyes while biting his lips and then he glance on my lips and smiled.
Z - if you want to have sex with me all you have to do is ask, i won't say no. i been noticing your body and you have a hot body and i wouldn't mind a hot night with senseless fucking then you can sleep with me on bed otherwise take the bathroom or worst floor. your choice.
I was so disgusted by his words and behaviour and i looked at him and said '' I rather sleep on floor all my life than have sex with you but thanks for the offer and i'll take the floor.
I pushed him with all my might and walked away but he grab my shoulders and threw me on bed and said " sleep on bed then i don't give a fuck anymore and go to hell and after him i yelled I'll see you there.