Sunburn

Introduction

Searching.
That's all my mind is ever doing. Looking for something I lost along the way. I know what it is. Who it is. How it is. Yet that's not how it's meant to be. Well I don't think it is anyway.
I miss that person a lot more than I'll admit. A friendship built on playful hate and jokes screeched to a finish. So abrupt...so sudden. It didn't even hit me at first. At first it was fine, another guy gone out of my life I'd see him every now and then anyway so I wouldnt just forget him. How I was wrong. He was as hot as the sun and he surely left sunburn behind once he left. Me and meg well we are happy. But me and Dean our love was so much more, different, forbidden and exciting. But it wasn't like a relationship it was different in ways I can't even explain or come to understand myself. But listen to me. Drabbling about nonsense. Foreshadowing perhaps with more emotion, if that's even a thing. I should just get down to telling you the actual story all of it. For a friendship that only lasted 6 months it's surely a friendship I won't ever forget.