"hey val" i heard my name being called by a familiar voice.
"yeah" i said turning around from my makeup table seeing ashley
"have you seen this?" she asked getting her phone out of her pocket and unlocking it.
"what?" i asked
"it's about derek" she said
i suddenly grew more interest in this situation
"oh, what's wrong?" i asked
she turned her phone my way. i got closer to the phone and started squinting my eyes to get a closer look.
oh...
i'm now wishing i never looked at her phone.
it was a picture of derek on stage bending down singing to a girl. yeah normal celebs do that but this time he was a little too close for my liking.
"oh" i said backing away from her phone.
"can you send that to me please?"
"sure" she smiled
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i came back home from my photo shoot still upset over the photo of derek and that girl. i put my bag down and took my phone out of my pocket and messaged him.
MESSAGES
me; care to explain...
derek🌹; oh no
me; oh no's correct
derek🌹; listen val it's
me; hold on
derek🌹; yeah
me; did you guys kiss?
derek🌹; you want the truth?
me; yes
derek🌹; yeah i did but her friends forced me because it was her birthday
me; wow
derek🌹; you got the truth
me; yeah and i respect that but what makes me upset is that you kissed her for her birthday and yet you wasn't even here for my birthday.
derek🌹; i told you i was going to make that up to you
me; my birthday was a month ago!
derek🌹; it was a birthday kiss! i wanted to make her happy!
me; funny that you can keep a girl you barely know happy yet you can't even keep me happy.
derek🌹; don't be like this
me; derek how can i trust you?
derek🌹; you can!
me; no derek, i don't think i can handle this anymore
derek🌹; what do you mean?
me; i don't want to go through this, it's honestly stress i don't need
derek🌹; so you're saying, you don't want to be with me
me; yes derek
me; that's exactly what i'm saying
derek🌹; but...
me; i'm sorry derek...
derek🌹; it's okay, i respect your decision
me; thank you and bye derek
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i was crying by this point. i really loved derek but what's a relationship without trust?
~the next day
derek
i don't think anyone knows how much i love val and i just let her slip away like that.
i gotta win her back, i need to show her how happy i can make her
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ik i don't usually add these lil notes at the end but i gonna start to. i wanna express my weirdness🌚
and don't worry, the chapters will get longer as you continue to read