9:40 pm
it was just deep enough for me to feel it.
the pain, the memories and flashbacks.
but it wasn't deep enough to kill me, for - im staying.
for one reason, and one reason only.
it slowly seeps out and onto onto the water, that eventually turns a light pink and washes down the drain. it stings. it stings so much, but at the same time; it makes me feel alive. to see the red milk coming out, means im still living. even if i dont want to be, i am.
for you...only for you.