" Where do you think you're going ?" She grabbed me and started shaking me around, She had a nasty breath that smelled out of booze .
"Do you know how much I've been through ?! And the last thing that i need is that you .. you stupid fucking worthless shit will cause troubles ! "
She stopped shaking me and looked at me for a fragile second before throwing me to the floor, she started kicking me and punching me until i spat blood , I started to see blurry from the tears who blocked my eyes , Okay I'm getting up i can't take this anymore.
" You know what I had it ! I had it from you coming home drunk every single fucking day ! I had it ! from you fucking beating me around like I'm a piece of shit like I'm nothing ! " I yelled at my mother, She looked at me and wondered around.. wow she's really drunk isn't she ? .
"Well you know what you are worthless ! and you are a piece of shit and i regret every single day for not getting an abortion . " She said while drunk grinning and she looked at me.
" You know what mom one day I'm gonna leave this god damn house and be fucking happy ! " I said slightly shouting and struggling to fight my own tears .
" You might as well leave now. common be my guest . leave . " She said amusingly and held the door wide open.
Okay you know what I had enough of this I had enough of everything I cant take this anymore .. I just cant ! I don't want to kill myself I don't want to lose my own battle , I cant take this any longer I had it she wants me to be out of this god damn mental house then I'm out ! .
"You know what .. fine." I said with a shaky voice .
"Fine ! Have fun in the streets Mel I'd Love to see how that will work for ya ! " My mother said and sounded so sarcastic she even put a emphasis on the 'Love' . She slammed the door and left .. I started cracking slowly trying to hold my tears until I broke in tears like a freaking dam I collapsed and broke down .. and released my tears.
I got up and toke my largest bag out of my closet I havn't used it for so long that it literally got covered almost completely with dust.. I patted on it and shook it and eventually got all the dust out , I toke everything that I could take that will fit in the bag , clothes , shoes , a tooth brush and a tooth paste . I packed it all up and laid it on my bed .
With the rest of my power I got up and toke one quick shower before I'll go I mean how hard can it possibly be ? I'm sure I'll find some place to take a shower again but just in case that i wont .. I'll take one now.
I finished showering and got dressed , I sledded my socks up my knees and putted a shirt over my bra and a pair of baggy sweat pants over my underwear, I slipped my feet into my shoes and tied the laces . I combed my hair and put it up in a ponytail hairdo . I lifted my bag of the bed and toke it with me down stairs.
"Oh great.. She's asleep " I said to my self quietly and rolled my eyes, I watched my steps very carefully and manged to barley make a sound . I toke 3 bottles of water, opened the zipper of my bag putted the bottles in it and i closed it .
"Goodbye house, I'll surely wont miss ya . " I said as i headed to the door , I shook my head finding it hard to believe that I'm actually taking this step.
I closed the door behind me and slowly went down the three small steps that led to the entry of our house.
"Okay this is the last one.." I said , toke a deep breath and stepped down .
I released all the air that I held inside of my lungs , yes finally I'm free ! . I ran out and started running just running without knowing where I'm heading .. boy it sure does feel good to finally escape ! I laughed and I felt this big sense of liberation tingling every single part of my body. I stopped running and I just stood in my place.
"Wooooo ! " I shouted out of my lungs I don't care who's watching they can look at me as long as they wish too . I'm finally happy I'm finally free ! .
I started looking for a good place for me to crush around for this night , I roamed around until I finally saw an open good spot under the old Arizona bridge , I camped down and toke out one bottle of water out of my bag , I looked around to see my surrounding and I noticed a rat .
"Shoo rat shoo !" I tried to make the rat go away and so I did .
I laid my head on my bag and covered my self up with a blanket that i fold into my bag , I stared at the blue sky that were shinnying from the stars .
"Well Mel ... you better go to sleep now, tomorrow is a new day."