《 chapter 5 》
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Flashback
Kageyama sat in his wheelchair and went around the building, but to the main office was his priority.
When he got there he saw bright orange hair at the counter. Kageyama's breath stoped, the whole world stoped. Only days before he remembered bright orange hair comforting him- but that was only a memory. A memory he would never get back.
His hands rested against the wheel, as he contemplendted whether to go over to the person who could make him feel at peace. But a dreadful feeling stoped him. If it really was the person he wanted it to be, what would happen afterwards. He didn't know them- but they knew him.
He hated his life as it was already- not being able to walk, to breath properly, being in love with someone he didn't even remember. But this- this was it.
He scratched at his hands to the point where red marks where visible. He wasn't trying to hurt himself, but he was so frustrated and lost he needed to hurt something.
But then someone called out to his name, it was the person he wanted.
But it wasn't them.
They had the same orange hair, the same eyes, the same curiosity etched onto their voice. But it wasn't who he remembered.
"Kageyama? Why are all the way here? Your room is on the other side how did you get here on your own?" The person said again, before walking behind the counter- it made sense. This person was just the receptionist. They only knew him because they worked here. They don't really care- it's just their job to care.
"I-I don't k-know. I guess I was hoping to find s-someone. " Kageyama said, he didn't know why he said this to a complete stranger- but he did.
"Oh? Who? Is it your nurse? Should I call for him?" They said reaching for the phone.
"U-uh no. I don't k-know who I was l-looking for." He said. He honestly wanted to stop talking to this person- but he couldn't stop. He yearned for someone to talk to, someone who cared. And not someone on the other side of a phone screen.
"I see. You can talk to me you know? I may not be the person you're looking for, but my job is to help people. might it be finding the toilet or talking to someone who listens."
Thats all he needed to hear. Someone who would listen.
He rolled his wheelchair to behind the receptionist desk. Where he spoke, for hours. And the person listened- they would ever so often pause him to help someone or tell them which room someone was in. But they listened.
Maybe it was the spark of the moment, or maybe it was that the person was so similar to the person Kageyama was looking for. But he told them everything.
Everything.
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Hinata:
Hey kagggs my study group had to finished early because assbum Tsukishima didn't turn up to teach english. He was probably arguing with Yams. Poor yams ;--;
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4 : 07 pm
Hinata:
Oiii oi oiiiiiiiiiiii
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4 : 17 pm
Hinata:
Oh I have a surprise! Remember shizumiya? That girl in the girls team- she said she saw you in the Cloverfield hospital when she broke her ankle! So guess whose comming to see you~
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4 : 32 pm
Hinata:
Well I'm here so there's no turning back now, and I kinda need to tell you something. ..
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4 : 48 pm
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" hi how may I help you? " the lady asked at the counter. She looked kinda like me but older, and a girl.
" hello, what room in Kageyama Tobio in? " I asked politly, but the lady gave me a harsh look before tapping something into her computer.
" I'm sorry but Kageyama is a strictly authorised family visits at certain times only. I can't let you go in while he's in his current state. " she said a venomis look in her eyes.
" um, but I'm in bestfriend! And I spoke to him just yesterday! Why can't I go in now? Just for a little bit I promise!" I said to her my hands on the counter. She continued to stare at me.
" look kid, I know who you are. When Kageyama walks around the hospital me and him talk. He does keep mentioning a boy with orange hair that he keeps remembering- but I am not allowed to let you in now! If you come back in a few hours you can go in with his mother- but not now. " she said her eyes turning softer.
" remember me? It's only been a few weeks and he's forgotten me?! That douche..I'll get him back for this later. By a few hours how long?"
" 4 hours. "
I choked.
" 4?! Come on please let me in I need to tell him I lik- " I slapped an arm around me mouth as the lady also looked at me wild eyed.
" um listen...-"
" hinata. "
" listen Hinata...do you think this is the right time to tell him that? " she asked, dead serious. But her look, she looked like she knew I liked him.
I gulped and I could feel my confidence drop. "What do you mean?"
" with how he is now, what if he doesn't remember? " she asked. I was angry now.
" why does everyone keep asking me this?! If he doesn't remember, what if he forgets?? What does this have to do with Kageyama-"
" ok hold on, I thought you were his befriend and you two spoke yesterday?! Why are you speaking like you have no idea whats happening to Kageyama?! " she said also growing angry.
A few people started to look up from the waiting room, even some of the staff- so I lowered my voice.
" Thats because- I. Don't. Know. No one's telling me?! What's wrong with him miss?! What is it?! " she had a sad frown on her face and she was about to say something when a piercing scream filled the ground floor.
Followed by more and more and more of painful screams.
I was about to break down sobbing at what I heard next.
"KAGEYAMA CAN YOU HEAR ME?! KAGEYAMA TOBIO LOOK AT ME OPEN YOUR EYES-"
The lady said something but I didn't wait to listen, I sprinted towards the screams and shouting pushing last people, skidding on the cold floor.
"EXCUSE ME! BOY YOU CAN'T GO THERE! SOMEONE STOP HIM!" A heard a man shout, and it was definitely aimed at me. But I didn't stop.
I didn't notice it when I was running but I screaming at the top of my voice.
"KAGEYAMA! KAGEYAMA IT'S ME HINA-" Suddenly I felt a strong grip pull me back and I jerked forward. I looked behind me to see a man holding me back shouting Something but all i could hear was mournful screams ringing in my head.
I tried to break from the grip of the man but then someone else came infront of me pushing me away from the door. I kicked amd punched anything and everything but I couldn't get any closer to Kageyama. So I shouted as loud as I could.
"KAGEYAMA STOP! KAGEYAMA DON'T HURT YOURSELF!"
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Hinata POV? Hehe.
I'm pretty sure this chapter is absolute trash because it makes no sense. Is there anything you don't understand that I should change?
Other than that tysm for the lovely comments and votes!
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(All you fabulous people seem to love angst so here you go-)