yelling
screaming
i covered my ears to try to block them out
mom,,
dad,,
please stop fighting
i don't like hearing you shout
i don't like it at all
i want you to be happy
but you can't because of me
i am the failure you created
and i am so very sorry
i was never a part of this world
but when he came
god when he came
he made me a part of his world
and i am so grateful that i have a place
where i belong