Stiles pov.
It's Thursday.
In art class the Teacher gave us a project due. In a month. It has to mean something. And then write about it.
Right now I am drawing. A left arm. His hand is griping a Herat. And his right arm And hand is holding a blade.
Left arm has cuts on it says. 'No hope'
Derek passes me a note.
' Hey you want to go to a party Friday night. '
' No '
'Why ' he slides it back
' Because I don't like big crowds and they don't like me. Also. I have something to do '
He looked at my drawing.
I put my arms over it. And looked at him. " Stop looking at it "
"Just looking. Cora's going. And Scott and Alison. "
"Point is "
"You will know people so ?"
"No Derek theyll just make fun of me. Your friends well they just don't like me alright " I sigh looking back at my drawing.
"Fine what if I say to not bug you that night will you go then? "
" If I say yes will you stop bugging and talking to me " I say looking back at him.
He frowned a little but then smiled.
"Yes"
"Fine I will go. Where's it at "
"Cora will show you "
I went home that night. After me and Cora ran
And then I cut. They are making me eat. So I have to do something right. Sitting down at my desk to do homework.
I heard a howl. Is it the wolf Again.
I looked out my window. I didn't see any thing.
So I walked out to the woods.
I looked up it's a full moon. This is like the movies. Oh shit. I am gonna die.
I walk little more In.
I see him. I walk closer and then I snap a twig. And next thing I know it's right in front off me. Wait this is a different wolf.
" Well your not the wolf I saved. Oh my god. Scott actually isn't stupid. "
Wolf smiled I swear.
" See you're nice too. are all wolfs nice or just beacon hills wolves? What the hell am I doing. Talking to a animal. That's it i need to take my medicine obviously ."
It stood there looking at me. Till another wolf walked up. Now this wolf I saved.
" I see your doing better. That's good. Well I have to go my friend Cora is dragging me to a party tomorrow. Which I know I will regret. Cause of her brother. Who still scares me a Little. "
I rubbed my head. So tired.
"Well. I have talked to animals today. Happy no one saw that. I already get bullied enough. Well later. Wolfies "
I walked back home. Dad was home.
"Hey where you been "
"Went for a walk "
" Oh ok. Dinner will be done in little bit if your hungry "
" Alright "
I walked up to my room. Shut the door.
I took two adderal and laid down.
He popped in my head.
Hey no stop that. It's your friends brother.
But man he's fine. No bad stiles. Bad
I fell asleep thinking about him. Damnit.
' Strong as Dixie. ' Sang as my alarm goes off. I think that's the song. But it's by Danielle bradberry . shes pretty And a really good singer.
I turned it off. Took shower and got dressed Fixed my hair.
Went down stairs.
I sat at the table.
" Hey. Want some eggs and bacon "
"Eggs ". If I don't eat. Cora will find out. Some how she always does.
I ate my eggs and drank a cup of milk.
" I am working late tonight '
" ok I am hang out with Cora and Scott and his girlfriend Alison "
He smiled. " Well I have to go. Bye son love you "
" Love you too dad ".
He hugged me. Ok then
" Dad you alright "
" Yeah just don't get to see you that often "
" It's fine. " He let go. And left.
I went up got my back pack and phone. Keys.
Went to school.
Cora ran up.
"So your going to the party "
"Yes "
She squealed. I winced. Damn she's loud in the morning.
We went to English. Scott was talking to Alison . they looked at us. And smiled
"Hey stiles. Hey Cora " Scott said
" Hey your all coming tonight "
"Yes. We are " Alison said.
The teacher came In and started talking.
" Hey stiles what are you wearing tonight " Cora asked. When we got with our partner to head to the computer lab.
" Umm I don't know. I fell alseep last night after I talk to the wo- I mean I after I walked through the woods. "
" Stiles. You went walking again. Stay out of the woods I told you. Someones gonna grab you and hurt you . You are really skinny and frail "
I laughed she always says that.
" That's why I didn't want to tell you "
" well don't get your self hurt "
" The things in the woods don't hurt me as bad as my own species "
She frowned and nodded.
She knows I am right. I felt a hand on my shoulder.
It was mr.dane. he patted my back.
" You got a date to night "
I blushed. " No. But I am sorry about the other day. You just don't umm ". I trailed off.
He smiled. " Look like the gay type. Yeah. I know. "
" How long you been married "
"Year. We been dating since. Senior year Of high school. "
" What how old are you "
He chuckled.
" 27. "
I nodded.
I sat by Cora. In the lab.
He's dated him for about 9 years.
Huh.
We finished our paper and turned it in.
I sat at lunch. Nervous about tonight.
Jackson came over. With a smirk.
And whispered to me.
" Id watch your self. I'll give you a reason to hate being gay. And ugly. And fat. "
He winked. " See you at the party "
What's that mean. Oh god. I am not going now. Nope. Not happening. No way.
Cora skipped over and sat by me.
" Ok. I am going home changing then coming to your house. To help you get ready. "
" I don't feel well. I am not going "
" Stiles no. You can't back out " she frowned
"What's he backing out of. " Derek said sitting by me ? why he always sits by Cora.
" The party ". " No your going. You told me you would go " I did tell him I go if he left me Alone the other day.
What was jackson talking about.
I rubbed my hands. I was so nervous what was he going to do to me.
" I am just not sure . is all. "
I played with my salad
" Please go. " Cora whined
Derek just looked at me
" Fine I'll still go. "
We ate lunch.
Classes went well.
I went home and laid down.
Night mate. memory ////////
"Mom" I walked in the kitchen.
" Yes stiles "
" Can I go to the movies with Scott. His mom will take us. But you have to pick us up "
" Yeah sure. " she smiled over at me.
Scott's mom picked us up.
And took us. We watched journey center of the earth
We waited out side.
We heard car horns and about 10 mins later the sirens.
A deputy car pulled up. Tara one dads deputy's got out.
" stiles Scott come with me "
We got in.
"Whyd you pick us up Tara " Scott asked
" We are going to the hospital. "
My Herat started pumping. Dad
" Is -is it's my dad "
" No "
We got out and walked in. Dad was talking to a doctor. Melissa walked over. To us. She was crying.
" H-hey boys. Sit down please "
We sat down.
Dad walked over he's crying what's going on.
" Stiles. " He broke down. Melissa rubbed his back.
" John you have to do this. You can do this. You're a great father "
He nodded and wipe his face kneeled in front off me.
" Stiles "
"Yeah dad. What's wrong. Wait where's mom "
He looked back at Melissa.then back to me
" Stiles mom was in a accident "
I felt tears come to my eyes. My Herat hurt so bad.
" No. No your lieing. Stop " I shouted. Some people looked.
Scott was crying. Both our moms called us sons. And brothers.
I started gasping for air.
" Melissa what's happening " it was dads voice
"He's having a panic attack "
She took my hand
" Stiles honey look at me. Come on. Breathe "
" Mom no. Mellisa save her you have to. You have to. " I screamed
Someone shook me
"Stiles. It's ok stiles wake up
////////end dream.
I woke up crying and gasping for air.
I looked up it's Cora.
She wiped my tears away. And hugged me rubbing my back.
" Shhh it's ok. Come on calm down your ok "
" C-Cora. Don't tell any one. Please "
" You know I won't boo. Come on let's get you ready "
I nodded. I sat on my bed criss cross style.
Cora. Picked out black v neck and khakis.
I put them on. Went to the bathroom and re spiked my hair. Put Cologne on
"Sexy stiles. "
I rolled my eyes. She's wearing a purple shirt , jeans and black flats. Black leather jacket.
" Is having a leather jacket a hale thing"
"Nope " she smiled.
" Cause you and Derek both have one so just asking "
She shurgged. We left and went to the party.
It was cool. Cora left me though. Damnit. I got a drink.
A guy came up he's hot. Might I say
" Hey what's your name "
" Stiles yours "
" Tyson. Want to dance "
"Sure "
He pulled me to the dance floor. I danced . he took something.
Oh well.
He grabed my waist. Pulled me closer
I could feel him breathing on my neck.
He kissed my neck. I took in a deep breath. " W-what are you doing "
" Want to have some real fun" music was so loud I barely heard him.
He pulled me back to this hall way.
Pushed me in a room.
He turned the lights on. It's a storage room.
Pushed me against a wall.
"Want to have some fun "
"No. " I went to go he blocked me
"Oh come on " he rubbed his hands on my arms then chest down to my waistband and pulled on it.
" May I "
" No let me go " I tried to push him.
He punched me in the face.
I whimpered. " Everybody wants me " he yelled I looked at my hand after touching my face. It's bleeding
I tried to leave again but he Threw me on the ground.
He unzipped his pants.
No. I tried to get up . but he pinned me down.
He leaned his face down. " Jackson might just not have to pay me for this. After all " he whispered.
Kissed my check then my neck.
He started licking and nipping.
" Help " I whimpered trying to push him off.
" Shut up. No one cares about you. Not even your own mother. "
Mom. I started crying. I miss her so much. No stiles no ! You need to keep calm and find a way out.
He pulled my shirt off I tried to pull it back it was no use.
He Started kissing my chest. His knees were on my legs I couldn't move them. I started hitting him he punched me on the face again. Oh fuck.
" Help " I screamed and struggle against his hands on my wrists now
"S-stop please " I begged
The door swung open .
I looked over. It was Derek. Thank god.
" Derek" I whispered
He pulled Tyson off and beat him up.
" Don't . ever. touch . him .again . Understand . me " every word he said. Came with a punch.
He got off him. And looked at me.
He helped my stand up. And gave me my shirt.
" Here Ill take you home "
I pulled my phone out. Midnight
" No I can't by time we get home dad will be there. He thinks I am hanging with Scott and Cora. I would have stayed the night at Scott's "
" Fine just stay the night with me. Ill give Cora keys to my car and we can ride back in your jeep "
I nodded.
He took my hand. I felt heat go straight to my face.
Gave keys to Cora. I said Id tell her later.
We listen to music on the way to his house.
We walked in.
" Shhh "
I nodded. And walked up to his room.
He pulled me to the bathroom and cleaned my face.
He shrugged " good as it'll get for now. We will get my dad to look at it in the morning. " we went to his bedroom.
I took my shoes off.
" Lay in the bed it's big enough for two"
I nodded and got in. And snuggled into it. Smells like him. I smiled.
Closed my eyes.
I am going to sleep in Derek freaking hales. Bed. Holy shit.