Yuju:
Sure he'll just use me ...
I can not take my chances, I have to focus on my career, this has to work!
But why? Why did he do this out of the blue?
His kiss still marked my mouth, I could feel my lips still warm. I told him to leave because I could not take it anymore, I would go to bed with him and I would regret it.
This kind of guy just wants to use women and then throw them away. The worst thing is that I live with him, so I would have to live with being used and discarded, looking at him every day while I'm here in Korea.
The music was still loud, and there was a lot of shouting, the party was still going on.
I walked half a somnambulist down the hallway until I stopped in front of his room ... I was not sure what I was doing there, but I wanted to talk to him, we need live together in good terms.
I thought about knock, but he would not listen to me and the door was half open, he might not even be in the room.
I opened the door and if regret could kill, I would be buried already! Jungkook was fucking hard with a girl who moaned loudly his name.
I swallowed hard and my eyes opened in shock. I know I shouldn't be surprised, but the truth was not the attitude of him that surprised me, but the speed, he was with me 30 seconds ago.
What the fuck ...? -I said without realizing it.
The two then noticed my presence and looked at me, standing there like an idiot at the door. I then realized and ran out closing the door behind me.
I went downstairs as fast as I could, stopped in front of the bar breathing heavily, half-dizzy. The bartender approached me and I ordered his strongest drink.
Why am I like this? Is this all the shock?
The drink arrived and I drank it all at once.
Another please -I said.
Calm down, hotty!
A low voice said behind me.
I looked and saw that it was V. My glass came and I drank it all at once.
I saw that he was looking at me with lust in his eyes ... another one, I can not handle playboys now.
Get out V, I'm not in the mood for this now.
And who said I want your mood? I want only your body- he said, looking me up and down.
I dashed out the door, into the garden outside the house, sat on a bench that was hidden in the garden.
Why am I like this? To see Jungkook there with another woman, when a few minutes before he was with me ... I felt used, good thing I had not gone deeper! I knew I was right ... playboys, all of them.
A knot formed in my throat. A few years ago I got involved with the wrong guy and almost got pregnant with him, and when he found out I suspected the pregnancy he ran away, and still took my "best friend" with him, the two were in a relationship behind my back.
Since then I can't trust guys, not that I did not get involved with anyone else, but I can not stand these playboys, they bring me those bad memories.
Then I felt someone approaching me, I turned around and saw that it was that friend of my cousin ... hmm ... Jimin I think.
He sat down beside me on the bench, took a deep breath and said
Are you here alone? why? There's a party going inside if you didn't notice.
Look, I don't have the patience to party, nor to company, if you can leave me alone please - I replied.
What happened? -he asked
I could tell he looked interested.
I didn't do well on my first day of school model- I said.
Was that all? It's not what it looks like. -He looked at me suspiciously.
I sighed.
I guess ... I shouldn't talk to you, you're his friend.
Let me guess, taehyung or Jungkook? -He asked.
Jungkook ...- I said looking at the floor.
Did he hit on you?
No, he grabbed me, we kissed, and in fact, I liked it but ...
But ...? -He asked, making me look at him.
He was having sex with another woman in less than four minutes.
I was more angry than I thought.
Jimin smirked and said
We're playboys yuju, that's what we do!