me: so do you like it babe?
ethan: yes i do hun ;)
me: i just want to say that you make me so happy
me: and i love you :)
ethan: awe i got the feels
me: i was wondering, what do you like about me?
me: i'm so lame lol
ethan: nah i am
ethan: you're confident, beautiful, and funny af
me: i'm blushing
me: but i wasn't always like this
ethan: what do you mean?
me: i tried to kill myself two years ago
me: yeah ik plot twist lol
me: while laying in the hospital bed, i found your youtube videos and it made me feel so much better
me: very cliche but true tho
ethan: first of all, thank you for being here today
ethan: i never talked to a suicide survivor before so idk what to say
me: it's okay lol but you saved my life (in a way)
ethan: talk to me whenever you're feeling down or whatever
ethan: actually talk to me whenever babe
me: oooH you called me babe
me: you love me now aha
ethan: good news! we are coming to chicago in three days
me: don't change the topic hehe
me: but i'm so excited to meet you
me: i'm meeting the love of my life who fanzoned me
ethan: i can't believe you remembered that
ethan: and i'm meeting a girl that i might be in love with ;)
me: i'm totally not freaking me out
me: omg
me: blush blush blush you are my big fat crush
ethan: slick
me: now you know a bit of my story, what's your story?
march 9, 2017
9:53pm
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