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I pushed through the halls crowded with students. I kept my head down, headphones in trying to make myself as invisible as possible while the tears ran down my face.
Some girls snickered as I passed, seeing my tears. I tried to ignore them. I'm bullied, the laughing stock of my school. I hate myself. The scars are there to prove it.
I finally made it to the basement where I was alone no one ever came down there. Sometimes there was a brave couple trying to get a makeout session but they would leave once they saw me. I walked to my closet where I had most of my things, I made that closet my home putting some of my stuff in there like a little radio, lamp, some my writing notebooks, and other things. Once I was inside I shut the door and full on cried. I wept and wept, I wept for what seemed like hours when I decided I should go back to class. Before I left I wrote one frase: "I am lonliness, I am sadness." And I meant every word.
As I stepped out of the closet looked up and froze. I couldn't believe this day could have gotten any worse. But what or should I say who I saw confirmed me wrong, Michael. Well Michael and the bitch that was the reason behind my tears.
Michael was my best friend we did everything together, we would hangout just about everyday. Our parents you to call us the inseperable twins, attached at the hip. I was in love with him though I don't like to admit. Mike was the one I could tell anything to without even thinking twice or worried that he would tell anyone. I trusted that boy with my life.
The main bitch Bri Conners, she hates me with every fiber of her being. Bri was jealous. She was obssesed with Mike crazily obssesed. She went to all of his baseball games and threw herself at him. He wasn't into girls like her though, so she blamed the fact that he wanted nothing to do with her on me. Slowly she broke me, tortured me with the words and actions untill I had no ounce of self esteem left. During the process she tricked me told Mike I was in love with him even though I never told her. He believed her though. He got scared and ran he ran fast leaving me when I needed him the most. I don't blame him though, they all run. After that he finally gave in to Bri's sluttiness and started to date her. That part hurt me the most. He knew how she was treating me but yet while she was hurting me he went with her and left the one that was with him though the death of his mother his bad breakups and everything else in between.
I just stood there terrified. They were making out and he was feeling her up and down and she was grabbing him just as much. I gaged disgusted at the fact that Mike used to tell me he never wanted that in a relationship. I started to turn around.
"Where ya going Nothing? Weren't you getting turned on watching us wishing you could have gotten this much action with him? Cause all you can do is imagine." She gasped "Maybe you even put a camera in his room to watch him. What a scary thought!" She grabbed Mike's arm trying to look like she felt bad for him. Mike just stared at me. He didn't say anything and listened to her say the hurtful words to me that he knew wasn't true. His eyes didn't say anything either. I could imagine what he saw. My black hair in it's wavy state probably tangled because of my meltdown in the closet, the little makeup I did wear probably running down my cheeks, and the sadness that was displayed under my eyes. Bri went on going on about my "fantasies" about him. Then she started walking towards me I knew what was going to happen. She pushed me to the floor " No one likes you Hailey you are NOTHING everyone wishes you were dead you disgust me!" She turned around and walked up the stairs and out of the basement.
"I wish I was too." I mumbled. As the tears started up again.
Mike was still standing there. He just looked at me. I stood up, the anger in me welling up. "uh.." he muttered moving around nervously looking up at the stairs.
Why did he let her say those things why didn't he say anything why did he leave me. I hated him! I hated him so much. I walked towards him.
"I HATE YOU!" I yelled shoving him as hard as I could before running out of the basement and out of the school.