Baekhyun POV
I hop in the cab as soon as it stops in front of me, the driver seems to noticed that I'm crying because when he saw my face, his face turn into awkward expression
"Where are we going sir?" He ask and obviously he's trying to avoid looking at me
I told him the address and just stare at the different buildings we're passing by, but even though how hard I tried forgetting how mad Chanyeol look like when he left me there, still my mind keeps replaying it
And it makes my heart shutter into pieces, just by remembering his dark eyes and his low but mad tone, I can't help but to feel pang right in my chest
And tears started falling from my eyes again, even though how hard I try wiping every drop of my tears it keeps being replaced by another tear, so I just let it fall
"Are you okay sir?" The driver ask but still has his eyes on the road
"A-ah, yes I am" I manage to say even though I'm lacking of voice because of my dry throat cause of too much crying
"I know your not sir, I know it's about your girlfriend" he said again and if I'm sassy enough I already punch this guy, but I'm to lazy right now to be sassy
I just heave a deep sigh, and just stare at the window again ignoring the talkative driver who keeps blabbering about love life
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Finally I'm in front of Jongin's house, away from the talkative driver that just add to my annoyance right now
I knock three times and wait for that kkamjong to open the door, and soon I heard his foot steps towards the door
"Baekhyun what happened?" He said right after he open the door and move aside to let me in
"Chanyeol left me" I said and walk towards the couch and sit there hugging one of the pillows
"WHAT!? THATS TOO SOON!" I was startled when he shouted and quickly sit beside me and grab my shoulders to turn my body to face him
"What are you talking about?" I shrugged his hands off me because he was holding me too tight
"You said Chanyeol left you! You guys just got married!!" He dramatically said and if I was not sad today I already laugh ny his frustrated expression
"Not that kind of 'left' idiot! I mean he left me alone in the hospital during my supposed to be check up" and again I remember Chanyeol's expression a while ago
It makes me hug the pillow tightly to hold my tears up and not show my tears falling again
"What? He did? Why?" He questioned and make his self more comfortable in the couch
"We argued, because I was supposed to be examined to checked how did I got pregnant, and when I already changed my clothes into hospital gown, Chanyeol didn't let me do the examination because he said he doesn't want the doctor to see my naked body, then we start arguing because I want to check our baby too and in the end he left me"
I stated and before I knew it, tears are talking from my eyes again, I look at Jongin's side, and instead of seeing a sympathy from him, he's giving me a 'I can't believed you' look
'WHY!?" I ask when he click his tongue and shake his head
"You see Baek, Chanyeol is on point, he's just protecting what is his, listen...just imagine what if other guys stare or touch Chanyeol's naked body, what will you do?"
He ask crossing his arms, and suddenly the questions starts sinking in my mind
Chanyeol? Being naked in front of other person?
"I can't let that happen!!! Chanyeol is mine!" I shouted when a conclusion form in my mind
"See? Now you understand why Chanyeol doesn't want you to do it!"
"So I guess...it's my fault?"
I ask even though it's obviously spoken already, Jongin just nod and flick my forehead
"Aww! That hurts" I caresses my forehead where he hit
"Pabo-yah! Go home now, he must be worried of you"
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When I got home, it was quiet no sign of mom or Chanyeol around the house or even Yoora noona
I walk in the living room and there I found Chanyeol's mom fixing her clothes and it looks like she's going somewhere
"Mom" I call making her look in my side, she quickly jog to me and held my hands
"Baekie, finally you're here! I was so worried of you! Chanyeol came home being so grumpy and a minute later he came out from your room again and went out the house, and came back so sweaty, I tried talking to him but he doesn't answer any word..."
A sad and worried look was written all over her face and she was gripping tightly on my hands
"W-we argue mom, that's why" I said and she just nodded like saying 'I know' to me
"So, I will just left you two here, I guess you two need some private talk so don't worry, you have till night to fix this, please talk to him...and fix this okay?"
She pats my cheeks and gave me a cheerful smile, I just nod before she walks out of the house
Now what!?
I felt nervous whenever this kind of situation happens, I don't know why but Chanyeol gave me fear whenever he's angry, and beside of fear, it pains me emotionally too
"You should talk to him Baekhyun" I mutter to myself and walk towards the stairs to walk up
But soon my stomach grumbles like a wild animal, and I remember I haven't eaten my food while I'm at school cause I was busy with some school stuffs
I decided to walk in the kitchen first to grab food to eat, I quickly opens the cabinet where Chanyeol placed the chocolates I've been craving for
Unfortunately, it was in the highest part of the cabinet...seriously!!! How can I reach that!
A CHAIR!! Right!
I walk towards the dining area and grab a chair and drag it towards the front of the cabinet
I step in the chair, and before I could step my other foot I was startled by a deep voice behind me
"Don't dare do it" he says and pull out the chair in front of me, he out it back in the table and walk back in my place
"What do you want?" He coldly ask and his eyes were staring at me blankly
Why do I feel stingy in my heart when he acted like this, the feeling that the pain in my chest reaches my stomach and make my throat dry, too dry that I couldn't even swallow my saliva
"Chocolates" I said with a low tone and avoided his dark eyes with a blank expression
It fucking hurts me when he's this cold to me
He reached for the chocolate and place it in the kitchen counter before turning his back to me
It's more painful when he quarrelled with me using silence, gosh it makes my heart beat abnormally and causing it to be painful
I didn't bother looking at the chocolates he just got, I made my way towards our room where I know he went in
I slowly opens the door and walk in, I found him sitting on our bed and a book on his hand
I know he noticed my presence but still he didn't give even a single glance on me, he just keep reading even though I was already standing on his footside in the edge of the bed
My stupid eyes were forming a tears again, my eyes were getting painful now, of course it will hurt, I just cried and now I'm crying again
I played with my fingers while my eyes were still sticking on him, but it seems that he has no interest on giving me his attention
"Ch-Chanyeol...talk to me please" I said with a cracked voice, I almost got chocked with my saliva and it's even harder to talk now cause I'm suffocated with the pain in my heart now
He close the book and look at me, still his eyes were blank like a while ago and I cannot read his expression cause he's wearing a poker face
I manage to stare directly to his eyes even though my sights were blurry because of tears in my eyes
"I-I'm sorry" I mutter with a hiccups cause of too much crying, and still my hands were playing each other and now I can't see his face because my whole eyes were filled with tears
"It hurts Chanyeol, d-don't be mad an-anymore...it hurts m-me"
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Double update.... Because you guys were good to me 😁 thank you!