I walked up to everyone who were stood around whilst Matt was at the counter checking in and getting our room keys. I walked up to Zacky and he instantly put his arm around my shoulders and pulled me close.
"Right everyone double up and grab a key." Matt told everyone.
Zacky went forward and grabbed a key off of Matt. He gestured with his eyes that we would be sharing a room. I nodded and smiled at him accepting his offer. He grabbed my hand and laced our fingers together. It was weird we didn't hold hands that often. It felt awkward like they didn't fit properly together. I shrugged the notion off and looked at Zacky.
"You don't mind sharing. Do you?" He asked.
"No not at all." I told him. He reached down to me and planted a kiss in my lips. Nothing too heated just a simple peck but it screamed so much love.
We walked to our rooms. Matt and Val were sharing and they were across from us. Johnny and Lacey were together and they were on the right of us. Brian was on his own and too the left of us. I felt sorry for him being the only one on his own but the feeling faded quickly as I was still really mad at him.
When we got to the room and opened the door, it was massive. There was a big king sized bed in the middle of the room which my eyes went straight too. I was looking forward to sleep in that. It was covered in rich, white silk bedding which matched the painted white walls. I saw a door at the end of the room. I realised that must be the en suite. That was another thing I was looking forward to. Having a proper shower and not have to squeeze into the small one on the tour bus. I placed my bags down and sat on the bed.
"Nice room isn't it?" Zacky seemed to question.
"Yeah and this bed is extremely comfy." I replied.
"We might have to test it out later." Zacky said with a smirk on his face. He gave me a small wink before disappearing into the bathroom. I felt quite on edge by that comment because me and Zacky hadn't slept together yet. I didn't even know if I wanted to. It would be weird seen as Brian is the only person I have ever slept with.
I felt a bit uneasy and my stomach wasn't feeling great so I decided that I would go for a little walk.
I shouted to Zacky. "I'm just going for a walk. I feel a bit sick."
"OK babe." He shouted back.
I got up from the bed and walked out of the door and shut it behind me. The corridors were quite and empty which I was grateful for. I needed some thinking time to finally clear my head. I walked down the corridor past everyone's rooms. I turned the corner and carried on until I reached the lobby. I noticed there was a small cafe earlier so I decided I was going to sit it there for a bit. I walked through the doors of the cafe. It was weirdly set out as you had the counter as you walked in and then you had to turn a corner to get to the seating area. I went up to the counter and asked for a coffee.
The service was quick and I got my drink straight away. I went to turn the corner when I heard a familiar voice whispering something in a harsh tone. I stayed where I was and listened intently.
"I saw the way you looked at her. I'm not stupid. You have to stay away from her." The voice spoke harshly.
"I don't know what you are talking about." Another voice said but I knew this one straight away. It sent shivers up and down my spine just hearing it.
"Bullshit. Just stay away from her. Do you really want to hurt Zacky? It's not right Brian." The voice pleaded which I realised it belonged to Matt.
"Like I said there is nothing going on between me and Kelly. We are barely even friends." Brian replied. His words cut through me even though I knew it was true and I was the one to stop things between me and Brian. It still hurt.
"Don't ruin your friendship with Zacky because it will only lead to this band breaking up and you know it. Look, I know you're not going to tell me anything but I have known you for years and I can tell you have feelings for her but let them go for everybody's sake. Including yours." Matt told him. I heard his chair scrap against the wooden floor signalling that he was leaving. I quickly ran behind the door so Matt wouldn't see me. Luckily, he didn't and he walked straight past me. I sighed with relief.
I moved out of my hiding place and finally rounded the corner. Brian had his back to me. I looked at him for a bit just thinking about how I shouldn't be here and I needed to turn round and go back to my boyfriend but my feet wouldn't let me. I had an inner battle with myself for a bit but in the end my heart won and I walked over to Brian and sat down in the seat that was once taken by Matt.
"What are you doing?" Brian asked in a cold, harsh tone. I guess I deserved it.
"I'm having a coffee." I replied smartly.
"Why are you sitting with me?" He asked again whilst rolling his eyes.
"Because I want to and I don't want things to be weird with us. Cant we still be friends even after all the things that has happened between us?" I questioned him back.
He looked at me. His eyes glazed with anger and sadness. "We can be friends. I guess. I just want you to know that no matter what I will always be here for you. I'm willing to wait." He said. He finished his coffee and got up. I couldn't even look him in the eye. I heard him sigh and then his feet moving away from me.
I fell back into my seat. I gently rubbed my temples as I could feel a headache coming on. I quickly drank the rest of my coffee and headed back to my room. Wanting to forget the encounter with Brian. I unlocked the door to find candles everywhere and rose petals spread across the room. I couldn't see Zacky but it was so romantic of him. I walked further in and closed the door behind me. I felt a pair of hands snake their way around my waist and pull me against their chest. I felt their hot, moist lips attach to my neck which sent shivers through me. I turned round in his arms to be met by his face which had the biggest grin on it.
"You did all of this for me?" I questioned.
"Yeah, I wanted our first time to special." He told me.
"Wow." Was all I managed to get out. I couldn't believe he had done all of this for us.
"Im glad you like it and I know we haven't talked about it but I really wanted to surprise you." He laughed nervously.
He quickly pressed his lips against mine hungrily. Lust had taken over him. I felt his tongue glide across my bottom lip wanting access. I granted it straightaway. His tongue dived straight in and roamed my mouth. It was weird I didn't get the same feelings as I did when I was with Brian. It was completely different and I could shake the notion of how weird I felt. He broke the kiss and his lips worked their way down to my neck. He started nibbling and sucking at it. Determined to leave his mark. I felt his hands snake up my top as he pushed us back towards the king sized bed. He pulled my top over my head and his lips immediately moved to my chest and then to my breasts. I grabbed the hen of Zacky's shirt and tugged at it. He stopped kissing me for a moment and pulled the t-shirt over his head. He grabbed hold of my knees and moved my legs apart so he could fit in between them. He started unbuttoning my jeans and sliding them down my legs. I could now feel his bulge pressed against my core. Without wasting anytime he quickly took his pants off along with his boxers. Now his excitement was fully visible and it actually made me chuckle as he was nothing compared to Brian.
"What's so funny?" He asked.
"Nothing." I replied. I quickly kissed his lips so he didn't peruse the topic. I felt his hands wrap around my underwear. He quickly pulled them off and without any warning he put a condom on and plunged into me making me scream very loud. He thrusted in and out of me at a fast pace. I could feel the knots in my stomach building but all of a sudden he started moaning really loudly.
"Fuck Kelly." He moaned and I knew he was about to release and I wasn't. Then he did so I did the first thing that came to mind and faked it. He collapsed on top of me breathing heavily. "That was amazing." He said and kissed me on the cheek as he pulled out of me and disposed of the condom.
"Yeah." I replied and gave a small nervous laugh. I quickly jumped up and grabbed my clothes and rushed to the bathroom.
Once I reached the bathroom I put my underwear on and closed the toilet seat lid and sat down. I sat and thought about what had just happened. It made me realise that I wasn't in love with Zacky. The way he kissed me and even touched me had little effect where as Brian set my body on fire each time. It was weird when me and Zacky first met it was like that but after being with Brian I realised that what we had was much more special than Zacky and me. Zacky couldn't even satisfy me in the bedroom which made matters worse. I couldn't even think about having sex with him again. I put the rest of my clothes on and fixed my hair before returning back to the bedroom.
Zacky was already fully dressed and looking pretty pleased with himself. I rolled my eyes at him but he couldn't see as he had his back turned.
"We gotta go and have a sound check. Do you wanna come?" He asked.
"No. I think I'm just going to stay here and clean all this up." I said pointing around the room.
"OK but you are coming to the show. Aren't you?" He asked worriedly.
"Yeah. I will be there don't worry." I told him.
"Good. I gotta go." He said frantically. He rushed over to me and gave me a kiss on the cheek. "Bye." He called as he rushed out of the door.
I started to go round and blow out all of the candles that were placed around the room. I opened the curtains to let the natural light in. Just as I did that I heard a small knock on the door. I walked across the room and opened the door wondering who it could be. Once I had opened the door I was greeted by his brown eye that were glazed with sadness still but had a hint of lust in them as he scanned my body. His body was pressed against the doorway and his low cut v-neck made me want to rip his clothes off and have my way with him. I could take my eyes off of him.
"Is Zacky here?" He questioned.
"No, he left for a sound check." I replied.
"Good." Was all he said as he pushed his way into the hotel room and closed the door behind him.