and the truth is
i am not a very expressive person
or a person who is willing to tell you everything on my mind
and it is not because i don't care about you
or trust you enough to share my innermost thoughts
it's just that i am not very brave
and emotions are not something i'm good at
so please don't feel bad
when i don't say "i love you" out loud
just know that i do when it is 4 am
and i call you
because your voice is the only one i want to hear
when i'm feeling down
or when i reach over to take your hand
for absolutely no reason at all