Lyrics from my Twisted Soul

By XTinaLeStrangeX

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Lyrics from over the years and more recently written by me :) More

Lyrics from my twisted soul
My Existence
Lost In Hell
The Struggles of This World

I'm Not Your Lolita

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By XTinaLeStrangeX

Have you ever thought what it's like to be Lolita?

Just one of many, I was but a girl,

My innocence stole, like fine crystal shattered,

Why must your kind always prey on the weak?

Why must you make the weak weaker?

Have you ever thought what it's like to be Lolita?

Educated and cultured,

Top of the class, Straight A*s,

Achieved by your muse, the focus of your fascination,

The Lolita I have slowly become.

Trusted you, I did, Help me with this equation sir,

Help me with this complexed chemical study,

Your attention elsewhere, I was unaware,

My subconscious suspicions now the truth...

I was just a doll, Lolita, you pride and joy,

Pale porcelain for skin, compact red lips,

Oriental silk for hair, Crystal eyes full of intrigue,

The jewel of the cabinet you obsessed over too much.

I was just a doll, Lolita, your pride and joy,

Dressed like a child with the body of a lady,

How would I know you would feel this way,

I thought it was innocent but then you discovered me

Have you ever thought what it's like to be Lolita?

Looked at as a child, A tragic being,

The guilty one, Your sympathy synthesised for my presence,

No one understands, I've lost my innocence.

Does no one think I may be the victim instead of you?

Trusted you, I did, Help me with this equation sir,

Help me with this complexed chemical study,

Your attention elsewhere, I was unaware,

My subconscious suspicions now the truth...

I was just a doll, Lolita, you pride and joy,

Pale porcelain for skin, compact red lips,

Oriental silk for hair, Crystal eyes full of intrigue,

The jewel of the cabinet you obsessed over too much.

I was just a doll, Lolita, your pride and joy,

Dressed like a child with the body of a lady,

How would I know you would feel this way,

I thought it was innocent but then you discovered me

Wrapped round roses, Ivy lacing it's way round my limbs,

Against the old stone wall, trapped at your mercy,

Beauty is suffocating, Beauty has a price,

A price I was paying when I saw no beauty myself,

But you saw the beauty and ripped it away from me,

Touch by touch, pain by pain, scream by scream...

Losing myself, I will never be the same again...

I was just a doll, Lolita, you pride and joy,

Pale porcelain for skin, compact red lips,

Oriental silk for hair, Crystal eyes full of intrigue,

The jewel of the cabinet you obsessed over too much.

I was just a doll, Lolita, your pride and joy,

Dressed like a child with the body of a lady,

How would I know you would feel this way,

I thought it was innocent but then you discovered me

And the worst part of it all?

I will never be the same again.

But no one notices.

No one understands.

No one believes me.

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