Kaitlyn's POV
One word.
Invisible.
Thats what i have been feeling all day. Jess has been avoiding me. I've tried to talk to Harry but he just answers short and to the point. Alrighty then...so i guess you could say my day went great! Note sarcasm.
As of right now, im walking home...alone, singing to a random song that i heard a kid singing in class..
"see you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart,
never really had luck, couldnt never figure out,
how to love"
By the time i finished, i was already standing in front of my house. I bent down getting the spare key from the lantern and unlocked the door. I immediatley went up to my room and plopped down on my bed.
After a few minutes, i sat up and grabbed my phone. i typed in the number that i knew by heart..
"Hello?", she answered nervously. "Hey jess, can u come over? i need someone to study with." i asked anxiously, hoping for a good answer. After a few moments she answered, "uh yeah i'll be over in 5." and hung up. I literally got up and did a victory dance. I still got a few tricks up my sleeve to find out.
Before i knew it, my doorbell was ringing downstairs. I jumped up from my bed and ran to the door, opening it to reveal my bestfriend.
"hey", i said opening the door a little wider to let her come in. She just smiled back and walked inside. "Come on, we'll go to my room." and with that we went upstairs.
Once we were setlled in my room, it was insanely awkward, Aside from our "studying" session. Its been a while now, and im tired of it.
"alright what the hell Jess? You've been avoiding me all day. You agree to come over and now we are sitting here like we are strangers and have no idea who we are. Whats going on?' i shouted. My sudden outburst made Jess jump up a bit. Shock ran across her face and then settled with guilt.
"im so sorry. You dont know how hard it is to keep this from your best friend.", her voice came out as an inaudible whisper. If I was her best friend then why would she keep this away from me? Even though its been a day, it still annoys me! If the situation was reversed, i would IMMEDIATLEY tell her.
"Ok" i said bluntly, causing her to stare up in confusion. Little did she know what was about to happen. "Then get out." she stared up at me in shock. Bingo! Just what i wanted. After that, we just stared at eachother until i decided to get up and walk out the door. Right when i was about to walk out, she grabbed my arm pulling me back to the bed.
"Okay fine, ill tell you but dont be mad at me okay? you can be mad at him but not me." she said warily. Jesus, he? oh my god. Is she talking about Harry?? Instead of asking i just nodded slowly.
She took a deep breath before beginning. "Remember when you asked me to close your locker?" i nodded . "Well, when i went over there, i uh, saw Harry"-oh god no, please-"kissing Jennifer. Like a full on makeout." i furiously shook my head, choosing not to believe. I stood up but only to be brought back down again. "Trust me Kaitlyn, i was going to tell you but as soon as he saw me standing there he kept telling me to say not to say anything. Im so sorry." the look of guilt stuck on her face as she searched me for any type of reaction. Before i could think, i pulled her into a hug, which obviously took her by surprise cause she stiffened, but then gave in. "I forgive you" i smiled smally.
~~~~~~~ Later On~~~~~~~
Its been an hour since Jess left, and honestly, im a mess. If your wondering, NO, I did NOT cry. No guy is worth my tears. Sure i really want to, but he doesnt need to know that i make him weak. But besides that, im furious. Not only am i furious, but im hurt, so hurt. I honestly dont know what to do for tomorrow, since its only Tuesday.
And her i am, sitting on my couch, thinking of ways to act. Should i approach him? Should i act like nothings wrong? UGH! Why does everything have to be so hard? He said he loved me, that he would never hurt me, and i believed it. Boy, was i wrong. I've literally been having an internal war over what to do for hours, that i havent noticed its 12:00 am.
Snapping out of my trance, i lazily got up and went to my room. I took out a pair of shorts and a cheer t-shirt and made my way to the bathroom.
Once i was changed and did my nightly routine i got into bed and snuggled up against my heart pillow. I dotn know what i am going to do about tomorrow but right now all i want is a good nights sleep.
Right when i was about to sleep, I jumped up..
I got an idea.