Deontai
Mia knows what the hell she's doing. She makes sure that I'm watching when she does it to. I would say fuck this bet already but the guys put money on us, well all except Jay. He's been distant lately, I mean he's in the room physically but seems like he's somewhere else mentally. I would like to truthfully say that it isn't jealousy but I honestly don't know. I'd like to back away but something about Mia keeps pulling me back. Is it wrong to be feeling deeply about your hommie's ex? But I don't think of her as his ex anymore it's just Mia now. I've tried to talk to him but he just pushes me away how the hell am I suppose to know what to do if he won't even straight up tell me how it is? Mia turned out to be real chill and funny. Tremon even calls her bestie which I'm watching out for cause that shit isn't funny AT ALL. But on the real she has turned into one of my best friends and I wouldn't mind making her mine but with her it's kind of like a convincing argument, like I got to convince her that I'd be the right choice. And I did asked her to be my girl about three weeks ago and she still hasn't answered. It annoys the fuck out of me to know that she could go out right now and flirt with anyone she wants and I'd have no say, but fuck that I'm going to say something if it happens. Yeah I am protective of Mia but that's because I want her to be mine.
That shit at the mall was fucked up she flirted right in front of me and I can't lie it hurt. I mean I know what I did was wrong too, I shouldn't have let that chick flirt with me either especially when I'm trying to get Mia. And I know I lied cause she did slip me her number but I ain't about to tell the girl I like that something is going on between me and that other chick Sarah. I didn't even know Mia saw what happened but she looked hurt when she said it. Mane, Mia is screwing with my head. I wouldn't care if some chick I knew was flirting with a guy even if we were dating I'd just say screw it and we'd both be cheating on each other. But with Mia it was different I was about to wipe the floor with Meek's ass and at that moment I mentally broke up with her, even though we weren't dating, Like that shit hurt me mentally. Once I got to Darcy's I hopped out the car and jogged to Mia's side and opened the car door for her. Yeah I was mad as hell at her but I can't help that I still like her, I was mad at myself too. I let Mia think that I'm just some playa' and I am but I want to change for her. She looked up at me confused but didn't say a word once I helped her get all the bags from the mall inside and I headed to my car. I need to cool off before I do something to make Mia hate me.
"Where you doing?" She questioned running out the front door.
"Out." I stated in a deep tone. And she stopped right on the porch steps and watched me drive away.
Now I just have to figure out if I wanna end this or try..
I went back to the house a couple hours later to talk to Mia and when I asked Darcy where she was the answer made me black out in anger. "With Meekko." She stated simply. THE HELL!?! Why would she be with Meekko!?
"Are you okah?" "You don't look so good.." Darcy stated looking at my white knuckles that clinched onto the counter so I wouldn't go straight up thug.
"Where'd they go?" I said through gritted teeth. "Ehrm..." She hesitated.
"DARCY!" I screamed. I lost control and I felt bad cause Darcy hasn't done shit to me. She jumped in fear and spoke quietly like a little kid that just got in trouble.
"She said they were going to Club Nine."
"Thanks" I said rushing out the door and speeding down the road, swerving into the parking lot of the packed club and walking into the club enraged.
I immediately scoped out the place looking for her and found her grinding on Meekko on the dance floor which made my "pissed off level" sky rocket. I didn't know if I was going to yell at her or beat his ass first. I honestly didn't care at that moment, even if we aren't dating.
I pushed them apart and started cracking Meek, see you might be wondering why I'm so pissed at Meek cause he just a guy that works at Foot Locker.....Wrong. He's apart of our gang; Mia doesn't know of course cause she don't even know we in a gang.That nigga knew how I was feeling about her cause everyone has been talking about how whipped I am, see I don't think it's that bad but of course they keep telling me I'm in denial. He hit me dead in my eye and I hit him square in his nose, my eye was red and bloodshot; most likely going to be a big ass black eye, and the blood from his nose was making a puddle on the floor. We both knew how to fight so we were beating the shit out of each other. The security guards finally peeled us off of each other and kicked us out the club.
"All he wants is sex from you!" I yelled at Mia who was taking a cab to Darcy's.
"Stop acting like you're any different!" She yelled back getting into the cab and driving off.
I DID care about her, and on top of that she got into the cab with Meek!
I guess we're done then.