Leah's POV:
Last night ended better than I expected. After Harry came back we ended up just laying wrapped in each others arms. When we went to bed Harry ended up falling asleep with his head on my stomach. It made me smile knowing that he really was on board with this.
Once we were up we were notified that we were going to have the house to ourselves while the others went out. Mady said it was her idea because she figured that we needed some alone time.
Harry was making me breakfast, shirtless might I add. while I sat at the bar looking up random things. Most of it having to do with babies and doctors. I peeked over my laptop to see his standing over the sizzling bacon.
"Oh hey, can you make some hash browns too?" I asked.
"Course. " He smiled and winked before attending to the oven once again. When I was pretty much done on the internet for the morning, I walked over to him to get out the bread for toast.
"One or two?" I turned and flapped two pieces of bread in his face. He laughed showing off his dimples and a mouth full of beautiful white teeth.
"Two." He said and kissed my cheek. I sashayed over to the toaster and put all three pieces in. Before returning back over to Harry. I wrapped my arms around his waist and rested my head on his back. I could feel his muscles contract with every move he made.
"Watch out, It's hot." He warned as he took the eggs and bacon off the burners. I let go of his waist and walked to the bar cleaning it off to make room for our plates. Harry made mine placing it in front of me and then when back to fix his. I heard the toaster beep so I hopped up grabbing a small plate to place the golden toast on. I placed it between our place mats and went to retrieve the jelly.
"What kind of jelly?" I asked poking my head around the door.
He pursed his lips and shook his head, "What ever you want." Good choice. I grabbed the grape and went back over to my chair. Harry come up beside me and started digging into his food. I did the same keeping my head down. I don't know how we are ever going to talk about this.
"When did you take the test?" well that's a way to start.
"Yesterday morning." I answered looking over at him, he was already looking at me.
"Does anyone else know?" He looked a little sad. I guess I could understand. It's his child and the possibility of one of his own mates knowing and not telling him would kind of hurt.
"Just Mady. She had to go with me to get the test." I nodded. His face softened, "Did you tell anyone last night?"
He nodded, "Just Louis." then he shoved a fork of eggs into his mouth, "When should we tell the others and our families?"
I shrugged, "I'm not sure. First of all, are you sure your ready for this? I mean with your career and everything." He placed his fork down and wiped his mouth off before turning his chair so he was fully facing me.
"I'm ready for this and I'm going to be right beside you every step of the way."
I smiled, knowing he really was going to be there, even if he is on the other side of the world on tour, he will be supporting me, us.
But that smile soon faded. "There are other options though." I mumbled. I glanced at Harry and he was frowning. He sighed and stood up tugging on my hand, telling me to stand along with him. We walked over to the couch and sat down at the same time I did.
"What other options?" He sat so where with one of my hands in his. I was sat facing forward so I didn't have to stare directly at him. "The only other option I can think of is leaving, and I am not leaving you. I would die, before I left you with a baby."
I shook my head, "No not that option." I looked up at him before speaking again. "I meant abortion."
He just sat there, not moving a muscle. His face softened as he processed my words. He looked down at my hand and played with my fingers.
"Is that what you want?" His voice was soft and I heard a small crack in it.
"I'm not sure. I just think that at the moment its probably the best choice. Personally I don't think that we are emotionally, let alone, financially ready either. I mean, with your career and all you wouldn't always be there and that would be a pain in the butt when I'm alone. Your management, your fans. I don't want to complicate your life anymore than it is."
He looked up and shook his head, "You know I would make enough to support you and a child. Every chance I get you know I would fly home to you, even if it was only for a day. I told you I don't care about management. If they ever threated to do anything, I know the boys would stay behind us, and the idiots that those men are they wouldn't risk losing all five of us. As for the fans, they warmed up to you eventually. The true fans would be supportive of us too." He sighed once he was done pleading his case.
I sighed. I know he was right about all of this.
"Would you be ready?" He asked.
"Yes, to be honest I've wanted a kid since I was like fifteen." I laughed, "But now that I have you and now that its real, I'm not so sure anymore."
"If you did have an abortion, what would we tell the guys?" He thought aloud. That is a good question.
"I mean, the only ones that should know is Mady and Louis, so I could tell them it was a miscarriage. That's why I don't really want to share it with the others until we make a choice." I answered.
He grabbed my face and stared me straight in the eye, "I will support any decision you make." I detected a little hint of doubt in his voice, but I nodded my head in understanding. He pulled my face closer and placed a loving kiss on my lips. He pulled away and rubbed his nose against mine before pulling me in for a hug.
I groaned as our chest got smashed together and Harry pulled away looking at me with concern.
"My breast are tender." I mumbled and I felt my cheeks heat up in embarrassment. A huge smile graced his face and he laughed.
"Oh that's too bad." he kissed me again, but was interrupted by his phone ringing.
He checked his phone, "It's Liam, I better take this." He sighed and walked up the stairs to take the call.
I laid down on the couch and closed my eyes. I'm glad I finally got that off my chest. I can tell Harry is not 100% on board about the possibility of the abortion. I think in the end it will be the best decision for both of us.
Harry's POV:
I sat on the bed after ending the call with Liam. All he had to tell me was that we had a meeting with management tomorrow afternoon. Why couldn't he just text me that?
Anyway, I was still perched on Leah's bed thinking about what she said down stairs.
I really hope she doesn't go through with the abortion. I know she thinks its best but I can tell that there is a part of her that will greatly regret it later on.
I really hope she changes her mind about the whole thing.
Leah's POV:
Harry came back down stairs and went to the kitchen. "Do you want ice cream?" since when do you eat ice cream in the morning?
"That sounds good." I opened my eyes and sat up. I heard him open the fridge and groan.
"I'll go to the store and get some. Need anything else?" He slipped his shirt and shoes on as I shook my head no, "So no pads or tampons?" he smirked.
"Not funny." I rolled my eyes at him as he went to open the door.
"Love you."
"Love you too." I said back.
Once the door was closed and I heard the car leave the drive way, I pulled out my phone and went back over to my laptop. I opened it up and click on a tab I opened earlier. I scrolled down to find the number I was looking for and dialed it on my phone. I held it to my ear while it rang. Finally a voice sounded from the other end.
"Yes, Hello...I need to schedule an appointment...for an abortion."
A/N
Should she really go through with it? I want your opinion.
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