Enjoy!
MICA
I-I don't even know. I just- I don't know that either. I feel incomplete, I'm missing my other half. I want to say I hate him,but I can't. I know I sound like a married woman, who's been married for 5+ years. But my feelings are so strong for him, I just can't cope is the fact that I can't text or call him and have those funny/nasty conversations. I miss him. I really do. I was so hurt that he didn't even call atleast to apologize about putting me out of his house. I don't know, at least I have Dre. I really owe her an apology,she had told me everything about ace and stuff. I should've been there for her
" Knockity knock." Dre poked her head in. I smiled wiping a tear. I've never cried this much. Like ever. I just might love his annoying ass. She came in with Ace behind her,with his hands around her waist. I was jealous. That used to be us.
" I'm going to the mall, you uh- you wanna come?" She asked, almost hesitant. I nodded looking at my phone. Brandon is texting me threats. Lord give me strength.
My grandma had called. " Hey,grandma." I smiled, " Oh,hey honey. Where've ya been? I miss you. I was at your house last night, ya mama said you was at that boyfriend of yours' house." She sighed, I love love love my grandma! She is my pride and joy and I can talk to her about almost anything. . . . I smiled, while telling her I'd stop by later. After that she ended the call.
" You re--you look cute!" She smiled, I had on some light blue ripped ' Levi's ' and a blue vans cropped shirt that Jalen bought me,with my black and white converse,that Jalen got me. My hair was dark brown,but I dies it jet black. It's cute. Dre looked cute too. She had on A red angry bird muscle tee with some light blue Levi's and some red toms. Her hair was in a French braid.
" Thanks,you too." I smirked,while grabbing my purse. As bad as I wanted to sit around and mope I couldn't bring myself to do that. I am a strong person and if J wants a break,we'll have one. Let's just hope this break won't lead into a breakup. Life goes on with or without him. Period . Point. Blank.
" This is J." Dre says,while looking at her ringing phone, I shrugged.
" You can answer. Just because I'm not talking to him,dosen't mean you don't have to." I said, but I really wanted her to answer it.
" What." She says,with much attitude. " I don't care.... Go to the doctor then." Oh God, I hope he's okay.
" I don't know. How about you call and ask her....what do you mean,what I mean. Just what I said. ...when the time is right ......it's not my story to tell....no,you're on your own on this.....watch ya mouth....goodbye." She ended the call. I took it as she knew I wanted to know what he said,so she starts to tell me.
"Mic,how come you didn't tell me Brandon was back?" She asked, her and Trey are the only ones who know about Brandon and what he did to me.
" I don't know. I- I just, I thought he'd just go away, I have no idea how he got my number, he somehow finds me every time." I sighed. We'd walked into several stores by now. I was super hungry so we're gonna eat in the food court.. Everytime we eat in the food court we get something from almost everywhere..Yeah we fat like datt!
" Uh Dre?" I started, she looked my way.
" Hm?" I sighed, " I'm sorry for not being a good best friend,and avoiding you. Forgive me?" I poked out my bottom lip, she laughed.
" You good, and I'm sorry too. Communication is a 2 way street. Forgive me too?" She smiled,I nodded hugging her. Once we had gotten our food we went and found a table. I was finna go ham on dis food, like forreal forreal.
" Shit." I heard Dre say. I looked up at her,with buckeyes .
" What?" I said,chewing my food. " Trey...........and Jalen " The F??? Both of our exes ( as of now. )
I closed my eyes. Still eating. God please don't let him come over. We sat and ate,and this group of fine niggas walks up. Good God.
" Wass Good, my beautiful ladies." One said,all of us started laughing. " Uh,hi?" I smiled, Dre was still giggling.
" My.Beautiful.Ladies. Can we be your friends??" He says,they are childish. Acting like we are In kindergarten.
" Uh,sure. Can we know your names?" Dre smiled,goofily. " Major, Kayla , Darrick, Aree, Kobe, and Sasha." The LightSkin one said. I smiled and asked did they wanna sit with us..
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" Kendrick is better! Y'all niggas must be smoking on that strong! " Darrick laughed, I pouted. We were having a debate on Drake and Kendrick; who was better. Y'all know Drake is my pick,nobody else can top that nigga.
" Kendrick is cold as hell, he could kill Drake with a verse. Shit,he has!" Dre protested, I rolled my eyes.
" I don't care what y'all say, Drake is way better than Kendrick tired ass."( A/N; No offense to any Kendrick Lamar fans..I personally think K.Dot is better than Jimmy from degrasssi!) Kayla rolled her neck with every word she said. I rose my hand and gave her a high five! Somebody has some sense.
In the middle of making jokes about celebrities, here comes J. He cleared his throat to get our attention.
" Yo,Mic..can I holla at ya for a sec." It came out as a statement more than a question.
" No!" Dre says,before I could respond. I stuck a fry in my mouth,hoping he'd just leave.
" Mic,please. It's important." I rolled my eyes,still not saying anything. " Aight,well it's obvious she don't wanna talk, you can bounce." Kobe says, oh god. Did anyone tell him to speak? Speak unless spoken to!
" Nigga,speak unless spoken to. Mic." He took the words right out of my head. Kobe stood up, saying " Today aint the day and I aint the one. Nigga you'on want it with me,you betta back the fuck up. On the real." I stood up,before anything else took place.
" It's Good Kobe, I got it...Thankyou." K sat down as I walked with J. Dre scoffed. Once we got a few feet away from them,I crossed my arms putting all my weight on my right leg.
" What. What could you possibly want? I thought you needed a break." I rolled my eyes,just to keep the tears that were threatening to spill. He sighed.
" I'm sorry for putting you out like that, and disrespecting you.." I smirked, " That's all?" He didn't say anything..I walked away,but he pulled my arm. " what?" I was starting to get annoyed.
" Why? Why'd you cheat? What I do wrong?" He says, I wanted to laugh so hard. . . Was this nigga stupid or slow? Which one? I'd really love to know,maybe I won't be so mean. Why would I cheat on him?! He's been nothing but perfect! He's the first actual real serious relationship, why would I wanna fuck up something like that? But can I blame him for thinking like that?
I mean if your boy/girl friend has his/her ex calling and calling you baby at that and they don't know about your current realtionship, wouldn't it be a little sketchy? But my reason is important! Life threatening . Why didn't you call the police? Why didn't you get a restraining order? Questions I ask myself.
But getting him locked up will not help. It'll only make things worse. Brandon knows A LOT of people. He could get me or have me killed in a heartbeat. If he wanted to. So nah, I can't have that.
" Only if you knew," I shook my head walking back to the table. " You Good?" Dre dragged out. I nodded reaching for my ringing phone. It revealed Bramdon's name, he sent me a text.
Brandon: At the mall huh? You look fine,by the way...
Brandon: who was that nigga you was walking with? If yu gotta notha nigga,you gon regret that slutty shit.
What?! He's here?! He knows where I am?! Shit!! I looked around to see if I'd see him. I recieved another text.
Brandon: Lookin fa me?? I'm closer than ya think Babygirl
Tears welled up in my eyes. " Nice meeting y'all ... Dre let's go.,.NOW!" I demanded, she said her goodbyes and got up.
" what's wrong?" She asks, " He's here. Damnit Brandon is in Cali!" Before I moved here I lived in Indiana. That's where he was. How'd he know,I was In Cali??