The raindrops on my face. The wind bringing pain around my eyes. The tears streaming down my cheeks. Memories flooding my thoughts with havok and chaos. This has happened before. Too many times to count. The hurt building up and getting worse. I fall to my knees and grasp for breath. No air enters my lungs. I loss all strength and fall on my side. My vision blurs and the raindrops mesh together. My only remaining thoughts are of how i got here. How did things get this way? Was it all my fault? Do i deserve this? It doesnt matter now. Everythings gone black. I feel my body going numb, but i still feel the tears flow. I sense its almost over. I smile at the thought of being released from this pain. My breathing stops. My heart ceases to beat. This rain is the blanket for my dead body.