I think I know what I want
It has two eyes and a heartbeat
a heartbeat, maybe slightly faster than the average heartbeat
And a mind, which seems more messy than it actually is
Combined with staged behavior and personality traits you could view as psychopathic
or maybe narcissistic is the right word for it
What I want is conversations so interesting that make me eat slower than I usually do
And fierce debates about politics or just anything that make me yell in places where it isn't really appreciated
Eyes that look at me as if I just said something shocking or inspiring
And a voice that constantly repeats "you're insane" but with a delighted undertone
I found something and I've never been sure what it was
And I don't think I know much more now
All I know is that I want it
in some way
I just don't know in which one yet