dear ashton,
I'm gone by now, and you've found this letter.
I'm sorry. that's all I can say. I just couldn't take it anymore. no one understood. they had me wrapped around their fingers, as much as I tried to get free, it was the knot no one could untie. but I will always love you. this is not goodbye, this is see you later.
don't follow me. they need you. be a great father. I know you have it in you.
love,
arienna xx
p.s. I love you, always.