Hey my lovelies!!! I am feeling so much better since the last time I wrote! =) So hopefully that will help me write in a happier mood.
The song is The Other Side by Bruno Mars. Yah you could say i kind of love that guy. =)
Liam's POV
I felt uncomfortable just sitting there knowing I wouldn't be able to fall asleep until Leann did. Every time her breathing and heart beat became more stable I was hopeful that she had fallen asleep. But she would soon turn uncomfortably and sigh.
I gave it another five minutes before I decided neither of us were going to get any sleep like this and as an alpha it was my duty to make sure...who am I kidding I just want whatever's best for my mate and right now that was sleep.
"Leann?"
"Yah?"
"Have you fallen asleep yet?"
"Nope."
"Oh..." It became quite as Leann got up as quite as a human could and crossed the room to my bed. I automatically reacted and scooted over making room for her. My wolf wanted so badly just to reach out and grab her, because all of a sudden he decided he didn't hate humans. Well at least not this one, he loved her too. She was so close yet to far away because we were not touching. I think that she might have sensed my anxiety and scooted closer and cuddled up close. But with her that close I couldn't control myself or my wolf. So I reached out and grabbed her around the waste pulling her as close to me as possible.
"I'm sorry my wolf kind of has a mind of his own and with you so close and me being so tired I didn't even think about stopping him." God she probably thought I was some kind of creeper.
"I'm not complaining." I leaned down and placed a kiss the back of her head. But I could tell she was already fast asleep.
"Have good dreams baby, I really do love you and hope that you pick me. It will be difficult not having you with me like this but if that's what you want...then I will give it to you and just love you from the side lines." I kissed the back of her head one more time before I drifted off to sleep the happiest I had ever been.
***
I woke up to the most beautiful sight. The most perfect angel, sleeping perfectly next to me where she belonged. She was so adorable even in her sleep. Her brows come together as she became confused I almost woke her up until the confusion soon became a smile. I couldn't help but hope that the smile was about me.
Those hopes were soon crushed and I became angry. "Kyle don't be silly I love you most." How could I have been so stupid to think that Leann would love me more than Kyle? He had never tried to hide the mating bond from anyone. Why had I been so stupid! Seriously if she loves him more in her sleep then that obviously meant that she loved him more when she wasn't unconscious.
I will show her though. Ill show here that I will be a much better mate for her. Ill be everything she ever wanted in a guy and if she still picks Kyle then it will take every fiber of my being not to kill him. But if he makes her happiest then what more could I ask?
I will be a better mate than Kyle though, so that is not even going to be a possibility. With that thought I slowly and carefully untangled myself from Leann and as I did she frowned again and reached out unconsciously for me. That almost did it, I almost climbed back in bed and would not have gotten out of it until she told me too. But I was really going to try to win her over. So I slowly crept out of the room ignoring my wolf as he complained about leaving our mate to go downstairs and make her breakfast.
What would she want? What if she hated what I made? Would she tell me she hated it? Or would she just choke it down? What if she was allergic to what I made? What if...I'm just going to make her one of my favorites and hope she likes it. If not then she better tell me that way I don't make it for her again.
I got to the fridge and this is where my inhuman reflexes came in handy. Within less than a second I had grabbed the blueberries from the back of the fridge without disturbing anything in front of them. That fridge could literately kill someone if what's inside it decided to spill out on someone. So I was definitely going to talk to my mother about fixing it. I could just see it now "Only human in town gets crushed to death my falling food."
I let out a soft chuckle at the thought not that it was funny to think about Leann dying. But the thought of someone dying from food falling out of a fridge I don't know it just seems like something very implausible.
"What's so funny?" I didn't have to turn to know who it was.
"You know, you weren't suppose to be up yet?"
"Well sorry that I get up at a normal time."
"Actually you aren't forgiven, what teenage human doesn't sleep in? What is it like six forty?"
"Does it matter? What are you making." I looked up from the pancake mix I hadn't even noticed I made. She looked absolutely beautiful.
"You know you look mouth watering right?"
"Haha very funny but seriously what you making?" Alright I would let her think I was kidding.
"Blueberry pancakes and if you don't like those I can make you anything else."
"Are you kidding Blueberry pancakes are like my favorite breakfast food." Ok good, I did good.
"Ha really me too." She smiled cutely at me but the way she looked right now it came off more as a sexy smile and I couldn't resist myself. I threw down whatever was in my hands and walked around the counter.
"What are you..." She didn't have time to finish her sentence before her lips were on mine. To my self satisfaction she didn't pull away and was eager to kiss me back. 'Kyle don't be silly I love you most' it ran through my head over and over again as I kissed her with more aggression. I needed her, and I needed her to only need me.
Her short and petite body was annoying me now. I couldn't get her close enough if I had to bend down like this. Without even thinking I reached out and pulled her up so that her face was level with mine. She made me even happier as she wrapped her legs around my waist and locked her hands in my hair obviously enjoying our kiss as much as me.
Slowly I moved us both over to the couch and laid her down easily on her back. I could feel her smile into our kiss. She knew how to drive me wild with her tongue, her body, and her amazing lips. She ran her hands slowly through my hair and brought her body closer to mine. So I leaned down and brought more of my weight onto her, not really sure if that's what she wanted. But when my lower half came closer to hers and she let out the sexiest moan I had ever heard in my life I couldn't help myself and I knew I should have stopped but I couldn't.
I pulled away from our kiss and brought my lips to her collarbone shoulder area and bit down. She moaned again not really knowing what was happing. Hell I didn't even know what was happening. It was obvious to me and not her that my wolf had taken over and had just marked her. Shit.
I slowly licked around where I had bit. Knowing that that would help heal the wound. I lifted my head up in shame knowing that she would be angry at me. I had just marked her without her permission, without her knowing what marking meant, and without her being able to think about Kyle.
She smiled at me oblivious to what had just happened. Marking of your mate was suppose to be a joyous thing, something you do the first day you meet your mate. But both Kyle and I had decided to wait to mark her to see which of the two of us she chose.
I slowly lifted my body off of hers staring down at her with shame. I couldn't even look her in the eyes, I could only look at my mark. I couldn't lie and say that it didn't look amazing on her, or that I hadn't picked the right spot to mark her. I just didn't want to see her sad.
"Leann I'm so sorry. I'm just so so sorry. Please forgive me. I..."
"What are you talking about? I am happy, why would I be mad at you."
"Leann how can you be happy I just cheated."
"What are you talking about?"
"Who do you love more me or Kyle?"
"You obviously." I couldn't help but smile, that is exactly what I wanted her to say. But right now it was the exact opposite to what I wanted her to say.
"Leann, honey in so so sorry I cheated please forgive me. If there was anyway I could take it back I would. I lost control...I..."
"Seriously what are you talking about?"
"Leann go look at you collarbone and tell me you don't hate me." Slowly she stood up and walked to the bathroom. I fallowed close behind.
"So you bit me, no big deal. Kinda weird but its no big deal. Truthfully it was kind of kinky."
"NO Leann I didn't just bite you, I marked you."
She shook her head and rolled her eyes. "Sorry I'm kind of new to this whole werewolf thing you wanna explain what that means to me?"
"I will but just please don't hate me."
"I couldn't even if I wanted too." I think she forgot that I have better hearing than a human because that obviously wasn't meant for me to hear.
"Leann when your mate marks you it claims you as his. You are now mine and no one else's. To everyone else they see an alpha's mark on you and they know not to mess with you. It means...it means that there is no way to break the mating bond between us, it means you cant...you cant be with Kyle. Leann I'm so sorry I know that I cheated and that you probably hate me but my wolf took over and usually a mate marks his mate on the first day they meet. Leann please honey forgive me." Her eyes went from shock to sadness to hatred.
"So your saying that since you bit me I cant even decide who I want to be with? I'm stuck with you?! What if I wasn't going to choose you?! What if it was Kyle all along?! What if I never even really loved you?!? What if I was just saying that so that you didn't feel bad?!!" Each word stung me like hundreds of jellyfish. Now that she was marked our bond was much stronger and my wolf couldn't have his mate mad at him. We would do anything to get her to not be.
She stomped out of the bathroom and up the stairs to out room. I would be afraid that she would wake my parents but I could tell we were the only two in the house. I let her close the door before I tried to open it which was a big mistake because she locked it behind her. I knocked on it and begged her to let me in. Soon my knocks became pounding and my begging became commanding. As I was about to walk away in frustration ready to punch the wall Leann let out a scream that broke my heart.
Before I could even process what I was doing I had the door broke down and I was inside the room. Leann was laying on the floor screaming and covered in sweat. I collapsed next to her and brought her head to my lap.
"Leann what happened!" She didn't respond instead she just screamed more. What was happening to this beautiful girl I loved! And why couldn't I stop it? I lightly set her head back down and ran to the bathroom and got a towel wet with cold water and ran back to her. Quickly I started whipping sweat off of her. Each one of her screams making me want to die.
Five minutes later I heard the first bone crack. OH MY GOD! "Liam what is happening to me!!!!"
So what you all think?! I love you all thank you so much for reading and being there for me. =)