She knows that most of boys doesn't really love her. They want her. They want her body only. It's kinda hurting for her. She try to be positive but that fact is just so clear that she can't deny it.
It's hard for her to trust any boys yet she still accept almost every boys. And when she's dating, she'll still think that he doesn't in love with her.
Don't blame her because she thinks that way. Boy search her just to get an advantage from her. She's trauma. She've been treated like a bitch once. It's not her fault.
Oh boy, please grow up. Do you want your mom to be treated like you treat a girl?