*Averi
[Averi in the mm ----->]
Ps: that's her after the book is completed
I was so tired and it was an early Wednesday morning. I had trouble sleeping all through the night because of that kissed me and Major shared
He is fucking gorgeous,i don't know what he was trying to do but whatever it was it really put thoughts on my mind.
I layed in my bed just thinking,replaying the image over and over again,trying to understand how big of a moment I had.
I never kissed a guy.He is my first kissed.
The door swung open and of course my roommate friends came flying in.
I put the blanket over my head feeling annoyed
Maybe If I pretend to be sleep, then they won't start with me
But I was wrong.
"Hailey how can you sleep with a rat?" raven asks
"I pretend it's not here" she replied
"GET UP YOU AINT SLEEP!" one the girls snatched the cover off my body
I aggressively got up and snatched it back but she wouldn't let go
It was like playing tug of war
She let go and caused me to fly to the ground
"I hope all you bitches burn in hell!" I shouted as I went flying into the bathroom
I leaned up against the door as I calmed myself down
Since I'm in here, I might as well brush my teeth and wash my face.
I dried my face off and looked up in the mirror
I had skin peeled,pimples,black spots,braces,and to top it all, big ugly grandma glasses.
I kept on thinking, how can Major remerez kiss something like me?
I open up the door and hailey and her sidekicks was gone.
I spit on her clothes in the dresser just to relief some anger
The bitch deserves it
The sun was just rising up.
I opened up the blinds a little and continue to get dressed
I have to see major again and get some questions about that kiss.
It's just too big to ignore
I put on a navy blue plain t-shirt,some black jogging pants,and some all black converse.i grabbed a big gray jacket, threw my hair up in a curly pony tail. I grabbed my school bag and headed out.
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The halls were filled and crazy. I walked by the walls and try not to be in the middle.
I seen major posted up against his locker texting on his phone.
This is my chance
"Hey...major" I said as I walked up to him
He looked up in comfusion.
"Wassup?...." he eyed me up and down
"Um....you do remember last night ...?" I asked
He stared at me...
"Oh um...the kiss, yeah" he shrugged
"Well um, I just came over-"
"Ugh why you talking to this ratchet bitch major" Diana walked up to us with her friends.
"Nah she came up to me" he says
"Bitch go crawl back into the water ole octopus looking ass" Diana says and caused everybody to laugh including major.
I was confused but more likely hurt.
"whats wrong? cat got your tounge dog?" She teased.
She smacked down my books.
I jumped as hit the ground
Tears was flying down my face because Everytime I looked at major he was laughing at me
"Leggggo y'all " he says
"But what about that kiss?" I asked
"Why you making shit up,bitch I would never kiss your ass.You dirty and ugly as hell, goodbye" he insulted then walked off
WHAT???
BUT HE JUST CALLED ME BEAUTIFUL LAST NIGHT!!!!
I quickly picked up my books then ran out of the building
I was crying hard as hell.
I headed back to my dorm and let out all my cries
That's what my dumb ass get for believing that he actually some what was attracted to me!
I layed on my bed crying.
I didn't wanna see or talk to anybody
My world is crashing down
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*Major
I felt completely wrong for talking to that girl like that.
I know exactly what she was talking about but I didn't want anyone else to find out
You know how bad that would make me look?
"Yo you got bitches claiming you now?" sonny asked
We was chillen in class
"Bitches been claiming me" I shrugged
"Damn my boy" he patted
As class went on I couldn't help but to keep thinking about that girl.
The taste of her lips still was on my mind.
I've been knowing Averi since the 9th grade. I never talked to her but I can't help but to be attracted to her.Her personality is too sweet and ginuwine.She seems so innocent and caring.i hate the fact that my reputation is on the line if go with her.She just so diffrent.When it all comes down to publicity,that all changes.I flip out and start blocking her off
Last night was my chance to get at her I couldn't help it.Her lips was calling my name.
And now that I defintley kissed her I oh made it worst for me
Classes was over and it was time to go sell some shit for Seth
I was in my dorm and seen Diana walked in.
"What you want ?" I asked
"I just came to keep you company baby" she walked over to me.
"Well you can leave cause I gotta go sell" I looked at her
She started rubbing on the back of neck ,knowing good and well that turns me on
"Stop" I tried to fight her off
"Or what ?" she got in front of me
She started rubbing on herself.
"Don't do this Diana not right now" I stated
She leaned in and started kissing me.
"Fuck" I groaned forcing her on the bed getting on top
"I knew you couldn't resist" she smiled
"One round" I looked at her
"Yes papi" she slid off her skirt.
*****
I lost completely track of time fucking around with Diana
The bitch always gotta fuck up my focus
With her big booty ass -__-
"Where the fuck are you????" sonny asked as I called him
"I'm leaving the room nah" I started putting on my clothes
"Hurry up nigga! " he hanged up
I looked back over at Diana
We don't go out,but she like a lil sex toy,when ever I desperately need some head or pussy,i call her up.
I quickly headed to sonny dorm and we headed out
Sells was going crazy,me bad sonny was making that bred.
Later on that night me and sonny was at some girl party
"Aye I got a baddie waiting for me,ill be back" sonny says
"You good,use protection bro" I nodded
"Hey baby" this young lil Mexican girl came up to me
"Wassup?" I asked in a nonchalant way
"Me and you" she gave that dirty look
I know she was DTF but my heart wasn't in it right now.
"Nah, I'll pass" I shrugged.
"Ugh whatever" she got upset and walked away
"Hey major" two more bitches walked up to me
I was annoyed.This is why I hate being this fine and sexy
All these girls are the same.
I simply walked off heading on the balcony
There was two couples making out so I turned back around and ended up bumping into a nigga from the cobras.
Purple and yellow is our color,thsrs how I know he a cobra.
"Watch it bitch" I stated
"Fuck you talking to?" I asked
"You nigga,pretty boy" he pushed me
I swung off and we started fighting
It took a lot of people to break us up.
I ended up leaving cause I was just plainly aggravated
I was walking down the side walk when I seen Averi heading into the book store here is my chance
I walked in there.She was bopping to her music.she was dancing and bouncing around.
I guess she didn't get hurt earlier about what I said
I decided to scare her
She was shaking her little round booty as she was looking at books
"Boo!" I tapped her
She screamed and jumped up
"What do you want you asshole!" she asked with an attitude
I was laughing too hard to answer
She stormed out the store.
"Averi wait" I went after her
"Oh now you wanna talk?aren't you afraid that somebody gon see us!? huh!? Just leave me the fuck alone!" she pushed me
She was pissed off
She had every right to.
"I'm sorry about earlier" I stopped her
"Yeah me too,and in also sorry that I saved your ass from that jumping!" she yelled
"I'm just having hard time controlling my feelings for you Ight?" I said
She gasped as she looked up at me
"That explains the kiss" I added
"Why would you kiss me if your afraid of people finding out about it?!?" She yelled
Shhhh! keep it down!" I tried to calm her
"Oh! your afraid someone might see YOU talking to a girl like ME! I'm sorry let me get out your way so you can feel free to feel like a big king!" she bumped me and continued to walk off
"Averi!" "Averi!" I called
"Damn" I said
This is difficult
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~xoxo Tyvia