@kingniallol i just wanna keep calling your name til you come back home
8 hrs ago
@kingniallol oh wOAH OH OH dayum @zaynmalik 's voice is a fine work of art!!
7 hrs ago
@zaynmalik liked your tweet.
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09:09 a.m.
@kingniallol: omF
@kingniallol: zAYN LIKED MY TWEET Omf omF oMG
@kingniallol: he's the only 1d member i havent talked to right?
@Louis_Tomlinson: He's not a 1D member just saying.
@Louis_Tomlinson: He USED to be.
@kingniallol: oOPS 4 IN OUR EYES 5 IN OUR HEARTS U HATER
@kingniallol: forgot there was a bad blood between you two
@kingniallol: speaking of bad blood dayum my cramps hurt af
@kingniallol: SCRAPE THIS LIVIN HELL OUT OF ME
@kingniallol: WHO NEEDS A UTERUS I WANNA RIP IT OUt
@Louis_Tomlinson: Can I ask a quick question.
@kingniallol: how quick tho
@Louis_Tomlinson: Idiot.
@Louis_Tomlinson: I'm gonna ask anyway.
@Louis_Tomlinson: Why the hell are you talking to me about your period?
@kingniallol: bc my friend lana is busy
@kingniallol: something about dragging her dog around the town
@Louis_Tomlinson: Do you mean "walking" the dog?
@kingniallol: nope. really meant dragging bc she kept whining how old her dog was and how fat it got
@kingniallol: would be no surprise if she left it by a street lamp or something
@Louis_Tomlinson: Oh now that's mean.
@Louis_Tomlinson: Being left at a street lamp is just offending why not by a Lamborghini or something.
@kingniallol: ....a lamborghini?
@kingniallol: why the fuq
@Louis_Tomlinson: Why the fuck not?
@Louis_Tomlinson: Lamborghinis are cool.
@kingniallol: ur really no help most of the time loubear
@Louis_Tomlinson: Only Harbear gets to call me that!
@kingniallol: okay LOObear
@kingniallol: it's different k
@Louis_Tomlinson: Why am I dealing with you rn
@Louis_Tomlinson: Shouldn't you go bother Niall instead?
@kingniallol: HA
@kingniallol: someone else is bothering him
@kingniallol: why should i try to squeeze myself between them
@kingniallol: he's clearly happy
@Louis_Tomlinson: What is wrong again?
@Louis_Tomlinson: I swear to God if it's because of Luke again I will have him stuffed into a kangaroo's pouch.
@kingniallol: nothing
@Louis_Tomlinson: Just say it, child.
@kingniallol: im so sorry for bothering u always lou
@kingniallol: this is childish
@kingniallol: just forget about it im fine
@Louis_Tomlinson: Ella are you kidding me
@Louis_Tomlinson: You're my friend! It's okay if you keep bothering me.
@Louis_Tomlinson: Better you than Brianass
@kingniallol: brianass?
@Louis_Tomlinson: Because her name is Briana and she's an ass. ;)
@kingniallol: oooooh smart wordplay u got there
@kingniallol: 3 CLAPS FOR U BOI *clap clap clap*
@Louis_Tomlinson: Of course I'm smart is that even a question?
@Louis_Tomlinson: Hey really cmon, share me what's been bothering you El. :)
@kingniallol: omf tysm for listening to me rn sassmastah from doncastah
@Louis_Tomlinson: Please don't call me that again.
@kingniallol: anyways, wow... this really sounds so fucking childish.
@kingniallol: but sassmastah from doncastah...
@Louis_Tomlinson: I said stahp it Ella staaahp
@kingniallol: SASSMASTAH FROM DONCASTAH
@kingniallol: nikiddo's up barking another tree
@Louis_Tomlinson: What
@Louis_Tomlinson: Is he a weredog now?
@kingniallol: dont take it literally i will break ur dick
@Louis_Tomlinson: Period=Feisty
@kingniallol: Louis<Period
@Louis_Tomlinson: Selena>Ella
@Louis_Tomlinson: Whoops?
@kingniallol: fuck
@kingniallol: Ellie>Selena>Everybody>Ella
@Louis_Tomlinson: Wait what?
@Louis_Tomlinson: I was just joking Ella sorry!
@Louis_Tomlinson: There's a thing between Ellie and Niall now?
@kingniallol: idk
@kingniallol: two days straight and he still not talking
@Louis_Tomlinson: Damn.
@Louis_Tomlinson: Management maybe?
@kingniallol: ur on hiatus. and your band has quit modest as far as i could remember
@Louis_Tomlinson: You know Niall's solo atm.
@Louis_Tomlinson: Maybe Capitol Record's management is as evil as Modest!?
@kingniallol: maybe.
@kingniallol: or maybe ellie is just really hot
@Louis_Tomlinson: She's like 40 or something
@kingniallol: 29** u brianass
@Louis_Tomlinson: OH you just didn't call me that she-devil's name!!!
@kingniallol: do u know im a larent
@Louis_Tomlinson: Wtf is a larent?
@kingniallol: i ship larry
@kingniallol: and i treat u both as my babies k
@kingniallol: so larry + parent = LARENT
@Louis_Tomlinson: Why are we talking about this
@Louis_Tomlinson: Let's swerve back to your man problem.
@Louis_Tomlinson: Have you tried calling him?
@kingniallol: what no way
@kingniallol: u have sisters i know u know how girls brain work like
@kingniallol: we have prides k so we dont call the guy first
@Louis_Tomlinson: Then fuck your pride!
@kingniallol: rude
@Louis_Tomlinson: No I mean c'mon, Niall just climbed a tree for you.
@Louis_Tomlinson: It wouldn't hurt to call him.
@kingniallol: it would hurt me
@kingniallol: what if he's ignoring me on purpose?
@Louis_Tomlinson: He'll have a reason on suddenly ignoring you.
@Louis_Tomlinson: You matter to him. He just gave you a customized sweater!
@kingniallol: ok wow he had the money to buy me stuffs so i shouldnt be a whiney bitch???
@Louis_Tomlinson: You know that's not what I meant El.
@Louis_Tomlinson: It's his thought that counts. He exerted effort.
@Louis_Tomlinson: If it was me I'll just send you a picture of a flower.
@Louis_Tomlinson: But he brought a box of goodies to your house!
@Louis_Tomlinson: So call him NOW before Ellie...
@Louis_Tomlinson: Wait for it...
@Louis_Tomlinson: LOVE HIM LIKE YOU DO L-L-LOVE HIM LIKE YOU DO
@kingniallol: ur bothering me wtf pls i hate that song
@Louis_Tomlinson: Or you hate the singer ;)
@kingniallol: i hate both ok
@kingniallol: stupid 40 yr old
@Louis_Tomlinson: I thought 29?
@kingniallol: same thing
@kingniallol: okay hold one tit ready imma call him
@kingniallol: if this makes me cry u will buy me peppermint ice cream ok
@Louis_Tomlinson: You bet.
@Louis_Tomlinson: Do I need to climb a tree too?
@kingniallol: fuk u
I exited out of the Twitter app. My fingers hurriedly swiped to my contacts, pressing on his contact ID. My heartbeat was like a ticking time bomb. What will I tell him anyway?
'Oh hey I miss you, and you bitter ditch Ms. Forty Year Old or she'll be dead by dawn.'
That will just make me come off as delusional. And creepy. And insane. And lame.
He will never love me that way! Well, as if he'd love me anyway, even if I act sane. What am I really to him? Was all that tree climbing an act of friendship? Is that what friends do? I know Lana won't do that, she's too lazy. Curse this, why don't I have experiences with friends?
With a blink, I pressed call and waited for him to pick up. It was ringing. He declined the call.
Well, wow.
This shouldn't dishearten me. Maybe he butt-ended the call? It won't hurt to call again, right?
I didn't hesitate and let my phone ring again. I was about to give up after five rings of him not picking up, but then just as my thumb hovered over the end button, he answered.
"Ella?" his voice filled up my silent room. I've been a couch potato for a week now, since I've got fired from that grocery store I work at. The manager always caught me on my phone. You know why.
With nervousness, I picked on my fingernails, clearing my throat. "H-hello Niall. Uh, lovely afternoon, right?"
I heard him sigh from the other line. Also, a booming noise could be heard on the background. By the sound of it, it was an electronic dance music. Which only means one thing, he's at a party.
Is that why he was ignoring me? This better be a hell of an important party. Wait, why am I being strict? Of course he could go around any parties that he liked. We're not together. I have no rights over him.
"Yeah. Why did you call?"
Oh. He's being straight-forward. Maybe a joke to lighten up his day? Yes, my jokes always work. It could remove some tension and awkwardness in the atmosphere.
"You sound tensed. Want to hear a joke?" I said in the best cheery tone I could muster. I instantly racked my brain for any funny jokes I could remember that I've read from the internet.
"I'm kind of busy right now, Ella. Can we talk later?" his voice was monotonous. My heart ached a little at his sudden coldness. He doesn't sound like this when he first called.
At a spur-of-the-moment, I scoffed at this. I know he was famous, and parties are like part of his job or something. But this was ridiculous. "You've been busy since yesterday. Doing what, volunteering for a charity? Or slutting around a party?"
Okay, that came out very wrong. Very, very wrong. I always hated it when I get mad, or even just slightly annoyed. I had no control over my words. I always end up saying things I'll regret.
Before I could sputter out a bundle of apologies, I hear him chuckle with no humor on the other line. "Why do you care? What are you to me?"
My lips fall into a straight line, the noise drowning out of my ears. It was no question that my tears were brimming in my eyes, his words on repeat, hurting me every single time.
I should've been ready for this. I know this day would come. I know my so-called fairytale would end. Niall is going to wind back to his world, while I, be left in mine.
But it came to me sooner than I've expected. And it hurts more than what I thought it would feel.
I let out a choked sob. I couldn't help myself.
What are you to me? Nobody. I was nobody.
"Ella?" his voice snapped me out of my hurting. For a moment, I hoped again that I heard worry in his voice. But what's the use of it? I don't matter to him. "Ella wait, I'm so-"
I held back the sobs and tears for a while, trying to form a coherent sentence without sounding pathetic. "Sorry for bothering you. Goodbye."
I ended the call.
It felt like I didn't just end a phone call. It felt like everything good within me, ended.
My tears were streaming down like a raging river down my cheeks, sobs and coughs coming out of my mouth. I grabbed my phone close to my face, opening the Twitter app again.
9:44 a.m.
@kingniallol: lou you owe me
@kingniallol: im crying rn fuck the world
@kingniallol: lou it fucking hurts
@Louis_Tomlinson: Fuck.
@Louis_Tomlinson: I'm already on my way. Peppermint, you said?
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dRAMA DRAMA DRAMAAAAAAAaa oh dont you just love drama? im so mean im sorry pls still love me x
question time again (sorry if i kept bothering u i like asking): what do u think will happen between ella and niall now? DUN DUN DUUUUUUUUUN
btw pls read Faking Destiny it's a Harry Styles fanfic and i try to write professionally there lolol