i don't know sadness, but i just wanna cry.
-begin by bts
+++
i was really happy when i landed the job,
i was officially a stylist at bighit entertainment.
but when i saw your face for the first time,
i was extremely confused.
why were your eyes so red and swollen?
you looked like a little crybaby.
but i noticed the small cut on your cheek,
i threw away my absurd thoughts
and started to apply foundation on your skin.
you kept whining and pouting every second,
when i took more time than expected,
and i snapped, telling you to shut up.
your eyes teared up a bit,
and you pressed your lips in a small, tight line.
i felt really awful and guilty,
so i apologized for my short temper.
but you said it was all alright,
and you didn't budge for a long time.
you could've told me it wasn't okay, you know?
instead of lying right to my face.