the sea is too deep, but i'm alright.
-whalien 52 by bts
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i know i'm crazy, i am drowning in my own despair,
but what did you really expect?
i am part of korea's most famous family,
we were known as the perfect household.
i couldn't wreck our image and our reputation.
i already disappointed them too much.
how can i stop my dad's anger bursts?
how can i stop my mom's obsessive drinking?
how can i stop my younger brother taehyung,
from starving himself and smoking every day?
how can i stop the hole that's growing larger and larger in my heart?
i tried to stop everything, i really did.
but's it's too hard, i am stuck in hell forever.
were you really that surprised though?
to see the bruises lingering on my pale skin,
those marks that seems to never fade away.
while taehyung hugged me, trying to comfort me?
i already told you, i am the devil.
don't mess with me.