Getting To Know Him Better
After talking to him through Baybay, he decided he wanted me to text him by myself. Even tho I was still shy, I built up enough courage to text em.
BOY! Was he a sweetheart? Lol, Tyshon ( Ty ) has the best personality ; which is what attracted me to him. While I was texting him, the hurt & pain that Zay caused was gone. Tyshon made me feel loved, & he made me feel like I deserved better than what I was receiving.
At the time, I was feeling Ty. But still deep in love w/ Zay, he had my heart & I thought I would never love anyone other than him. Honestly, I used Ty as an excuse to get Zay out my head or at least draw him back to me.
Ty & I started texting daily, staying up late on the phone, & just getting to know each other better. As the days went by, I started feeling him. It wasn't love yet tho, it was more of a " strong like " lol. I really liked him, but I was in love.
I stayed in my feelings a lot & tried not to show em, but it was like Ty already knew wassup. When he sensed that I was feeling low, he would always remind me of how beautiful I was & how I deserved better. I knew Ty liked me more than I liked him because he started saying he love me & calling me bae. I thought it was a little to soon, but ain wanna seem mean or heartless.
Ty use to tell me how he always have gotten his heart broken, played w/, stepped on, & taken advantage of. I understood him, & I wanted to reach out to em. I knew I was still in love w/ Zay, but I wanted Zay to experience the feeling of seeing the one you love w/ someone else.
I started making promises & telling Ty I wasn't like the others, which I ain't. I was just young & dumb, but hey people makes mistakes.
Me & Ty got kinda serious, so one morning he finally asked me out. I agree & told em yes, but soon regretted it because my ex wanted me back....