*Jihoon's POV*
I went to class the next day.
SoonYoung was there.
And he was unbearably glancing at me the whole time.
I couldn't match out what emotion his eyes wanted to portray but it didn't portray happiness either.
*CLASS BELL RINGS*
I ruffled my hair
"Hyung are you alright?" Vernon asked as I nodded and I got my backpack and walked out of the room to look for Hoshi
*SoonYoung's POV*
+I'm so curious yeah!+
(Devil) Hoon :>
Where are you?
4:12 pm
My heart skipped a beat
"Who's that Hoshi?" A voice that came near the couch said
"It's just Woozi, Coups hyung"
"Why? is he attending the party later?" He asked as he settled some fine movies on the table and some snacks
I shook my head
"Awwww why not? Has our little boy given up that cute fairy?" Jeonghan said as he walked up to SeungCheol and gave him some beer and beverages
I groaned "Stop teasing you little shit..." I muttered
"Language my little boy. Language" Seugcheol said and with that I let out a scowl.
Hoeshi
9 pm at Jeonghan's apartment. Tonight. See you.
4:19 pm
+I'm so curios yeah!+
(Devil) Hoon :>
What are you planning you little shit
4:19 pm
Hoeshi
Oh wow, Look who's calling me small
Just be there.
4:21 pm
And with that I brought my phone back to my pocket
I let out a sigh
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"You know how our little boy Hoshi here has taken down another uprising gang in Gangnam awhile back" Coups hyung said with confidence as he wore his victory smirk
"Hmm... Well that's interesting yet his face still looks untouched and glorious as ever." Ji Hye said as she placed an arm around me.
"It sure is Noona! He took them all down in one blow all by himself" Dino said as he exaggerated his expression and then every one in the room burst out laughing
I took in the nicotine that my cigarette gave me and then exhaled the smoke not to soon when I felt the poison fill in me
We then heard a knock on the door
"Come in!" Mingyu shouted as Wonwoo cuddled into Mingyu's chest while he wore his signature bitch face
The door opened at the same time the loud music that came from the Living room seeped in the peace in the room.
"Woozi is here!" He said as he wiggled his eyebrows at me and fake coughs came all over the room
Jeonghan slightly opened the door to reveal Jihoon
As Jihoon bowed and went inside. Jeonghan doing the same but sitting next to coups hyung while Jihoon sat on a single empty chair beside Jeonghan and Coups
Ji Hye raised her eyebrow at Jihoon
"And who is he Hoshi oppa~~?" She cooed at me as she rested her shoulder on me
I chuckled and I faced Jihoon
"Close Friend?" I said
He shifted uncomfortably when I replied
"Oh really? So he's not your play mate either? Does that mean I have a chance?"
"Even Satan won't let you two be together. Burn in hell by yourself." Woozi said with a straight face
Gasps and chuckles crossed the room
I was shocked by it and Ji Hye was furious
"What did you say you little dwarf!?" She snapped at Jihoon
Most of us were enjoying the little show
"I said nothing you Flat Deaf Bitch" He said as he crossed his legs and his arms
Well, now I know he nows how to literally burn someone down
"Why you little-" She stood up and was about to lunge at Jihoon but I immediately grab hold of her wrist and pulled her down to her seat
"O my O my, Look at the party outside, it's wasting away as time goes by! You want to get a drink Jihoon?" The8 said as he stood up to break up the tension in the room
He nodded and both of them went out
I reacted with a 'tch'
"Some one's in ashes right now~" Wonwoo cooed as he still kept his smirk from awhile back
Ji Hye groaned and drank her tequila
I forgot... He wanted to talk to me about something.
I then stood up and excused myself to look for Jihoon
I squeezed in the big crowed who seemed to still keep raving in different parts of the room
I then spotted Jihoon at the kitchen with The8 and I approached them
"Oh hyung-" I cut The8 off as I grabbed Jihoon out of the room while excusing us
I dragged him outside to our backyard
"What the heck Hoshi" He said as I let go my hold on his wrist and lighted a cigarette
He immediately got it and threw it away
I was shocked by his actions
"I already have the answer to my question. I don't need to talk to you anymore" He said as he looked away
"Then tell me. What was it. And that little attitude of yours awhile ago"
He then shifted his weight and muttered "I was jealous. Happy?."
I tried to contain a smile
"Then... What was the thing you wanted to talk about with me." I asked him as he let out a scowl
"Why do you even bother, stop asking questio-"
"Tell me" I said as I grab a hold of his chin and made him face me so that I can look him in the eyes
"I... I... I wanted to ask you What am I to You. And what the kiss meant the other day... T-That's all." He said as his face flushed pink but immediately wore off as it was replaced with pain and sadness
"B-But... Now I know. That... I'm just a close friend. And you kissed me because you were feeling confused? Or maybe you might saw Ji Hye in me in that position because she makes you happy everytime right? Ofcourse that's it" He said as he painfully smiled at me
My heart dropped and he turned his back at me and he was about to walk away but I grabbed his wrist and hugged him
He sighed
"Why did you wanted to ask that.." I asked as I stared onto his back
"Because I like you. And you don't." He said as he tried to tugged his hand away from my grasp
I slowly draped my arms around his waist and back hugged him
"You have no idea." I said
"What are you talking ab-"
"You messed me up in different ways. And I don't know if I'm right for you. Or if you even like me the same way... I don't know how to express my feelings for you... And I promise I don't plan on playing with your heart or give false hopes on your feelings.. But I just... Am confused... And I know that I should act cold and things... You might not even like me because I'm not the same person as you see before and-"
"Shut up." He said
"You may be a gangster but you're soft inside." He said as he chuckled
"Screw you" I muttered as I buried my face at his neck
"I'm afraid to love you. And the consequences that you'll deal with when you start falling for me..." I said
He sighed
"You know what? I am too... But life's too short... Life's too short to waste things that might change your life forever, you know." He said
My heart dropped
"Life's too short... Life's too short..." I mumbled
"What was that?" He asked me
"Come on. I'll walk you home, it's getting late."
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