Warning: SAD + emotional
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(Y/N) POV:
These years I've spent with my friends.... Ron Weasley, Hermione Granger, Neville Longbottom, Luna Lovegood,.... are the sweetest and the most memorable moment in my life. I am a proud pure blood, blood status are always important to me, which makes me Draco's friend and the other Slytherins, and all of those had been washed away by the only Harry Potter, he makes me feel better and realize that Muggleborns aren't so bad, Hermione Granger, the most brightest and brilliant girl I've known, kind and beautiful, and on the other side Ron Weasley, adorable dork and stupidly funny,..... all gone.
I'm a death eater now, Voldemort, force me,....force Draco, and the other pure blooded kids my age to do his dirty work, dirty missions. And you may wonder what's my mission? Yes, to assassinate my dearest friend.... no, my boyfriend, Harry Potter. Until today, I cried every night, I want to kill myself, I won't and never forgive myself if I ever hurt him, not to say kill him.
The Yule Ball almost coming, Harry asked me to the Ball and I of course, happily said yes. He knows, he knows that I'm a death eater but he said he doesn't care, (Y/N) is still (Y/N), the girl he always love. He has so many feelings towards me and so do I, he has always been supportive and faithful, he's the best boyfriend and I wouldn't dare asking for more.
~ Time skip to the Yule Ball ~
I was changing to my beautiful long white gown, with some flowery decorations on it, I built my hair up to a big bun, jewelry accessories hanging on my neck, wrists, and ear. I am beautiful. And this is the last day I will see him, I contain myself, not to let tears running down, I have to be strong. And you know what will happen to me if I don't finish this task? My death eater mark will spread and evilness will take over me, which means I won't be able to recognize anyone I know, I will be a killing machine and I..... I will probably die. So is it a good idea to kill him? Just him, then... then everyone will be ok, right?
I walked to the Ball, Harry looking at me with happiness while everyone else looked at me in disgust. I can't blame them, I am a death eater, and after this, I don't think I can be in Hogwarts anymore.
" (Y/N), you are so beautiful! " Harry said smiling widely
" Thank you... " I said with a sad tone
"..... Is there anything wrong, love? " he asked with concern
" Is-Is nothing " I faked a smile but of course that can't fooled him, he knows me better than anyone else.
" (Y/N)..... " he about to said something then I shut him down
" I said it's nothing! " I force not to cry, hope that he will stop this
" If you say so..... Ok, shall we? " he said offer me a hand, he is always so sweet, making this harder for me....
" We shall.... " just one dance will be ok, right? One last dance....
The music slowly starts as we dance, hah, my favorite song, I know just why... Harry.... I looked at him who is smirking and I giggles but why would he do this, do this to me.... I-I suppose to kill him, him! And of course he doesn't know which makes me feels like a traitor, which I already am.
Then the song goes on ( please read the lyrics )
" You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing
For only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feel alive.... "
" A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid my goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting,
Waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close.... "
Suddenly, he knelt down onto his knee, I gasped as he pulled out a small box, he opened up to be a beautiful flower ring, a promise ring... why now.... no.... I can't.
" (Y/N) (Y/L/N), will you be mine, forever? "
"..... Yes " I cried of happiness and sadness, I am always yours but, not forever. The thought driven me crazy and the crowd cheered but some don't.
" Harry... do you mine if I talk to you privately? "
" Always, dear "
We have gone to a private place to talk, I have to tell him... or else... I walked feeling the ring on my finger and smile I turned to face him
" Harry, I would love to be yours forever, but...."
" What, did i do something wrong? "
" No! No, you are the best thing that happened in my life just not that..."
" Then what "
" I I am a death eater.... "
" Did I said that I don't care, I love you for you "
" No.... my mark "
" What about it? "
" It, it will spread and-and I'll- I'll die "
" No! I won't allow that to happen! How can I stop it? "
There, there's the question, I teared up
" I-I will have to finish my task "
" Then do it! "
" I can't! "
" Why? "
"...."
" Because, I-I, my task is to kill you! You!"
" Then do it! "
I was surprised about his decision, no hesitation no nothing at all
" No! No! "
" Do it! I'll die, and you will live! "
" no,... no... n- "
" What is it?! (Y/N)?! "
" I know just what to do... " I said then smirk devilishly at him make him to step back.
Then I point my wand at him
" Do it (Y/N), do it! " he yelled close his eyes
" I love you... sent my love to all of our friends and my family " I said then directed my wand at myself
" AVADA KEDAVRA! " green beams shot out, hit me and I cried in horror, Harry rushed towards me, I can feel his tears falling down my lifeless face.
" No... no! ( Y/N) don't, don't leave me"
" I- I will get Mrs. Pomfrey,.... you-you will be ok "
Third person POV:
Harry was talking to (Y/N) lifeless body and he hold her tight, he won't let go... he now know that there's nothing he could do to save her, to bring her back to life. He blames himself for this, he blame the dark lord, Voldemort, he will get his revenge... he's now hurted, very very.... he returns to the room, full of lights and people, alive people, tears streaming down his face as his eyes now reddened from crying.
The song, her favorite song now almost over as it sings
" So close, so close...
Still so far.... "
She's gone, gone, forever....
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