Lillians P.O.V
I regret saying anything to Niall.
All of this is going to blow up in my face. But I couldn't lie to Niall could I? I sat down on the sofa as the the boys and Eleanor barged in like they normally do. Thank god Elenaor was immediatly next to me asking me how the date went with Harry. I didn't want to go in full detail while the boys were there so I grabbed Elenaor, dragging her into my room. As soon as the door was shut and it was just the two of us I told her everthing about the lie towards Harry. She was confused at first so I had to add in the part where Niall asked me if i liked the kiss and said yes but in a way he won't be able to find out.
'What are you talking about? Niall could easily find out from any of the boys! He could know right now!' She exclaimed.
'I didn't mean to tell him that I liked the kiss. That was for me to know and him to never find out.' I said putting emphasis on never.
'I hope you know that you have just got yourself stuck in a big pot of honey.' She imformed me, being sure of herself.
Of course she is right.
I sighed. Eleanor and I decided that there was nothing that we could do about it now, whatever happens, happens. We both walked out in to the living room to be greeted but an empty room. 'Where did they go?' I asked. Eleanor didn't know either. She suddenly spotted a not on the coffee table. It was from the boys.
She read aloud.
Hey girls ;) We decided to set somthing up for us to do later. We will be back soon, 3 maybe? But until then do whatever you want...go shopping maybe. Whatever you girls do.
Love Harry and the lads.
P.S. Elenoooor I told them just to tell you how harry likes his notes :)
Elenanor looked like she read somthing more but she didn't say anything. I shrugged it off and we began to talk again.
P.S.S. Lil, I know what you lied about.
'What the hell? How did that get on there is Harry was the one who wrote the note?' I asked getting worried that Harry knew.
'Maybe Harry does know,' She said bluntly giving me a slight worried look.
I groaned 'This is the worst thing ever!' I told El. Eveything in my life is hitting me in the face like a brick. I started to relise that i would never be able to see my father again, never live under that same roof as my own little sister. I was dating Harry yeah, that was good and all but the fans thought I was ugly and will never be good enough for him. A slut. A trashy tramp. Sometimes I can't help but go onto twitter and read all the hate, all it does is comfirm how I feel about myself.
Tears were stinging my eyes but I didn't dare let them fall. The last thing that I need right now is sympathy. I instantly regained myself. 'How about shopping?' I mention falsing a smile. Eleanor shugged and gave me a smile comfirming she wanted to go. She already had her shoes on, black coloured leaver boots with rhinestones on the toes. She had black leggings with blue, pink and orange flower patten along her quater sleeve, button down, jeans material skirt that hung loosely off her body. Her hair was parted in the middle, was slightly curled and she had the normal amount of make-up on. She looked like a girl off a tumblr page, in other words she looked flawless.
I slipped on my gray and blue vans and we made our way out the door. I didn't take long for the lift to ding and tell us that we were in the lobby. I flashed Elenaor a smile and kept on walking. When we steped out side and the cold air surrounded us. The weather has always keot me in a good mood. I took in a deep breath and letting it out in a sigh, decided the kiss was going to be the last thing to worry about right now.
It was about 11:30 when we left. Eleanor took me into a cute little shop down the road and we both got ice cream. I looked at my phone sliding it out of my front troouser pocket gripping it in my hands, the white numbers read out 1:57. We still had a good two hours until the boys would be back at the flat, to be honest every ounce of me was dreading going out with everyone tonight. I really want to go and hang out with my little sister, anything beats the awkwardness of Niall knowing I liked that kiss.
I slipped my phone back into my pocket, licking the ice cream that was starting drip of the end of the cone. Eleanor did the same, opening her mouth the take the curled tip off, her mouth leaving a track behind. I laughed as the ice cream managed to go drip from her mouth and down her face. She hurried to grab a napkin, wiping the chocolate from her face but she was to late there was already chocolate on her shirt. She went to the bathroom to wash it out, and left me standing in the ice cream shop. I sighed as my phone started to buzz, my hand yet again taking hold of it. A little block showed up saying '50+ new tweets!' I entered the password and clicked on the little blue app.
It took a moment for Twitter to load but once it did, my thumb clicked on the mentions. The first tweets were saying that Harry and I were really cute together.... but one really caught my eye.
@Niallllller69: @LillianBear13 Listen believe me or not, i'm sorry but Harry is cheating on you...
To it a picture was attached. My heart told me never but, my gut told me somthing different. I clicked on it my heart sinking and the sight of him kissing a brown haired girl. I shook it off , decideing that I would have to see more than one tweet to convince him of his mistake. I scrolled past several, some with pictures and some with hashtags #LillianStayStrong causing it to be trending. I laughed at myself. How pathetic am I? Believeing that Harry Styles a world wide famous teenage, boy with the charming looks would love me? Lillian just a typical troubled teen.