Jin,
1. Why start this now? Because it was easier to do this rather than come face to face. It's easier on me.
2. Have you seen your ex-girlfriends? They're the epitome of good-looking and model material. You'd be a laughing-stock next to me.
3. I wasn't at the library the other day because I was convincing my parents that I was working my very best to keep my grades up, so I studied at home where they could see me - they don't believe I'm actually at the library when I'm there. We don't get along much, my parents and I.
4. My dreams for the future are to fly. But maybe I can never fly. Maybe I'm doomed to being on the bottom forever. I want to be happy.
5. The library is better than my bedroom. You're here for a starters.
6. Maybe soon.
(sorry for the depressing answers, I'm being truthful. goodbye cute boy)