Dear Diary
Feb 6 1999
7:40am
Hi im Lucy and this is my story. Im only 15 years old but I'm turning 16 this year. I'm suicidal. I hate life, I hate everything about it. I just wish people were there for me. I feel invisible, no one cares neither dose my family or everyone around me. I go to Zombskull High School. I know what your thinking "it sounds like a zombie video game" ya... I don't even know why the school picked that name for a high school maybe they want us to fight zombies or something like that. Now that I think of it, that would be so cool. I'm in the 10th grade I know it sucks. But hey life's life (which it sucks).
Ya I have friends at school, but they don't know a single thing about me will they do. But they don't know that I cut myself or that I'm suicidal. I try to act normal around everyone. Ooh ya, you know that people at school they have "labels" like the popular kids, the emo kids, the nerds, the gamers, the geeks, the otaku, the skaters, band kids, art kids, gothic kids, etc, etc. Ya it's still like that here at school. But hey my friends are the emos, gamers, geeks, otakus, and the skaters. I'm friends with only them cuz we all have everything in common, will not everything. But we all hang out together sometimes. But no one and I mean no on will replace my guy best friend.
Everytime I come back from school or with my friends, I'm at home with my family. We all don't really get along and when I mean all it's me, my mom, my dad, and my half older brother (my mom's other kid). Me and my brother were ok but when it comes to something stupid that's when we argue. My brother is the best but I don't really hang out with him. He's usually with his friends and getting in trouble a lot. My brother he's like a cholo (gangster) that's why I mean trouble. Drugs, alcohol, fighting, Stealing. I just wish he was better. Me and my mom we especially don't get along at all we hate each other. Me and my dad we just don't talk like we us to. Will know you know a little bit about me. Bye Future Diary.
Love
Lucy