Updated na po. Sorry for the late update po. I'm having a hard time with the agency that's managing my papers. Kung kailan ipapasa na sa Embassy ang mga papeles ko ay doon lang nila sinabing may kulang. At yung document pa na matagal ang proseso, I was pissed off. I didn't have any strength to type an update.
Nagbanta lang si Chance na didilaan niya ako kaya may update na ako.
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Chapter 28: Preparations
(THIRD PERSON's POINT OF VIEW)
A month earlier before Mischa's arrival in the Philippines...
MALAKAS ang tugtugan sa bar kung nasaan si Kaislr, he was just counting the days before Mischa's arrival back in the Philippines. He wants to fight for her right now, tama si Chance. He shouldn't stop, titigil lang dapat siya kung manggaling ito sa mga labi ni Mischa. He sighed as he took another sip of vodka, it sting on his throat pero 'di n'ya gaanong pinansin ang epekto no'n s akaniya. He was getting drunk, getting drunk with the thoughts of Mischa being happy with Kevin. It was making him miserable, it should be him.
Siya dapat ang kasama nito pero mas pinili n'yang iwanan si Mischa dahil sa ego nito. "Sinong gustong mag-devirginize sa kaibigan ko?!" tanong nang isang babae sa crowd ng nagpaparty, napalingon s'ya at nakita niya ang isang babae na tila ba ginagawang bidding item ang kaibigan niya.
He shook his head at bahagyang natawa ng walang pumatol na kahit sino sa alok nito. "Tang'na alam mong 'di humans ang nagkaka-type sa akin e. Tumahimik ka nga d'yan, sungalngalin kita d'yan." Sagot ng isang boses, he went back on his drinking at saka inikot ang kaniyang leeg.
After a minute may babaeng tumabi sa kaniya. Napalingon s'ya rito, he finds her familiar na tila ba nakita na n'ya ito dati pa. "Dapat ata lagyan natin ng Viagra 'yung drink ng mgapogi rito tapos iwanan na kita dito. Sasama ko 'yung mga babae," saad ng babae na tila ba kaibigan ng tumabi sa kaniya.
"Gago you, you them to gangbang me?" tanong nito sa kaniya sabay sabunot. "Wala pa akong balak ma devirginize kahit atat ako. So just shut yourself up!" saad nito sa kaniya. Kaislr took another sip, shaking off the thought of familiarity. "Wow, tama ata ang grammar mo ngayon. Epekto ba 'yan ng China sa'yo?" tanong naman nito sa kaniya.
"Naging human salbabida ako ng baba doon kaya tumahimik ka."
"Hay naku itong babaeng ito. Tinamaan talaga doon sa niligtas niya," asar naman ng kaibigan nito sa kaniya.
"Shut down please! Shut down."
"Gaga, shut up 'yon."
"Ulol, mag shut down talaga ang ibig sabihin ko. Mag shut down ka nga na parang computer. Tumahimik kang gagita ka," anito at muling uminom.
Napatingin ang babaeng 'yon kay Kaislr, "Teka, kilala ko 'tong lalaking 'to ha?" tanong niya sa sarili niya. "Iwanan muna kita, may pogi doon oh." Muli natuon ang attensyon ng babaeng 'yon sa kaibigan niya.
He doesn't care if the girl was familiar to him, ang mahalaga sa kaniya ay si Mischa. All what he can think was her presence, memories, how it feels inside her, how special he feel whenever he makes love with her. It's the first time that he fell in love kaya sobrang takot s'ya sa maaring mangyari. He chose to left, he chose to left Mischa with the one who originally owns her heart.
"Fuck," he cussed.
'Mahal mo pa naman ako diba, Mischa? Hindi naman siguro agad 'yon mawawal a diba?' He asked himself. Napasandal na lang s'ya sa kinauupuan niya at saka muling lumagok ng inumin. "Ikaw, pamilyar ka sa akin..." lumingon s'ya sa babaeng 'yon at saka niya tiningnan.
"Oo tangina ikaw 'yung nang-irap sa akin. Yung may abs na jowa ni Mischa!" bulalas nito. Muli niyang inirapan ang babaeng 'yon at hindi pinansin. "Hindi mo ba ako naalala ha? Ako'to si Cordy,'yung nagligtas kay Kevin. Yung pinahiram mo ng T-shirt!" Bulalas muli nito sa kaniya.
"I don't know you, and I don't care." Sagot niya sa babaeng ito. "Suplado naman nito, akala mo gwapo e nasunog naman." Saad nito at saka niya inirapan ang binata.
***
KAISLR woke up, he had this unfamiliar head ache. Kinuha niya ang unan at saka tinakpan ang kaniyang ulo. "Fuck, ang sakit ng ulo ko. Tangina naman!" mura niya. He hates drinking pero iyon ang kailangan niya. Para mabigyan siya ng lakas loob at para makapag-isip.
Tuluyan na niyang ibinaba ang unan , he woke up in an unfamiliar room. It was a room with Kevin's posters on. Puro mukha ni Kevin ang nandoon. "What the fuck! Is this a nightmare?" He asked, hinawakan niya ang ulo niya at saka tumingin sa kanan niya. Nakakita siya ng nakakalat na kulay asul na bra sa may kanan niya, it was lacy at malaki ang bra cup nito. It seems like the owner has a healthy future. At nandoon din ang suot n'yang t-shirt. He lifted his shift on the left side at nakita niya na may katabi siyang babae.
It was snoring a bit, "Fuck! Fuck!" That when he realized that he slept with someone. He tried to remember what happened pero sumakit lang ang ulo niya. Inangat niya ang kamay niya at saka hinawi ang buhok ng babae sa tabi niya.
There he saw her face, it was her. The girl from last night, napasabunot siya sa buhok niya ng ma-realize ang pagkakamaling nagawa niya at mas lalo pa s'yang nanlumo ng gumalaw ang babae. Naging dahil 'yon para mahatak nito ang kumot at nakita niya ang isang bagay sa kama nito.
Bloodstains....
"Fuck, I had an unprotected sex with a virgin." Muli s'yang napasabunot sa kaniyang sarili.
No, no, no... Mischa, can't know about this. Hindi pwedeng malaman ni Mischa na ginawa ko ito. I need to forget this, I need to run away from here and forget this.
***
"KANINA ka pa tahimik, is there any problem babe?" Kevin asked Mischa as they settle down in Sofitel. Tumingin si Mischa sa kaniya ng may pag-alala. "I'm worrying about a lot of things. Ang pakikipag kita natin kela Papa, Si Ysabelle, at..." Hindi niya nasabi ang huling kataga, dahil alam niyang masasaktan si Kevin kapag narinig iyon.
"Si Kaislr, you're worried about meeting him again, right?" Kevin asked. Dahan- dahan na tumango si Mischa sa kaniya. "Would you hate it if I'm nervous?" She asked him. He smiled, "Kinakabahan ako pero kailangang mangyari 'yon. I took away from him forcefully, Mischa. I was a monster, I was obsessed. Hindi ako magtataka kung pipiliin mo s'ya ngayong nandito tayo sa Pilipinas. At hindi na ako magrereklamo kung sakaling mangyari 'yon."
Mischa looked at him, may halong pagtataka ang mga tingin nito kay Kevin. Yes, she loves Kaislr pero hindi siya nagawang maipaglaban nito. Unlike Kevin, tho unreasonable ang ways ay nagawa s'yang ipaglaban.
' It was not hard to love him again, I was falling for him again. And it hurts hearing that.'
"I don't think that he'll choose to be with me again, Kevin. Iniwan na niya ako at sa tingin ko 'di niya mapapatawad sa nangyari sa baby namin. Its better this way, mas gusto ko na kasama ka at si Ysabelle."
"Pero s'ya ang mahal mo. Alam mo minsan naiisip ko, even though it hurts to let you go, sana 'yon na lang ang ginawa ko. Para nakakangiti ka pa rin sana ng totoo. I'm sorry, River." Malungkot na saad ni Kevin sa kaniya, there are time that his conscience was eating him up. Oo nga papakasalan na s'ya ni River pero ang pagmamahal ay wala na. Alam niya, hindi naman s'ya shunga para 'di maramdaman na napipilitan lang si Mischa na mahalin siya ulit.
Na natatakot ito sa kaniya. He used to be her Prince Charming but in one second he became the evil one. Inalis n'ya ang pagkakataon ni Mischa na maging masaya ulit. He made her terrible at nasasaktan s'ya ng dahil doon.
"Your ways might be wrong, pero binigyan kita ng pagkakataon. Hindi ko 'yon ginawa dahil sa napipilitan ako o dahil sa maari mo na namang ilayo si Ysabelle sa akin. Binigyan kita ng pagkakataon kasi gusto ko, I decided to marry you because I wanted too. I can give you a chance and not marry you but I decided to do it. Kevin Yvo Li, alam kong tama na 'tong ginagawa ko. I rather stay with the person who can fight for me." Saad naman ni Mischa sa kaniya.
'Pero mas maganda sana kung s'ya pa rin ang kasama ko pero 'di ko mabubura ang 'katotohanan na pinili n'ya akong iwanan kesa sa pakinggan.' She thought in her mind, Kevin leaned on her and gave her a deep kiss.
Wala s'yang nagawa kung 'di ang sagutin ito. Ang sunod na lang n'yang namalayan ay ang paghiga nila sa malambot na kama. He went over her and deeply kissed her again, his tongueknock on her lips which she gladly accepts. Pushing his body deeperinto her, entertaining the heat that their kiss initiated.
Bumaba ang halik ni Kevin sa baba nito pababa sa leeg ni Mischa, napasinghap ang dalaga lalo na ng pumagitna ang binata sa kaniya. Placing himself in between her legs, making her feel his hardness.
"Damn, were just kissing but he's already hard.'
Kevin rubbed his crotch on hers, making her moan while marking her neck, giving her hickey going down on her chest. Kevin's hands went on her chest, softly groping her boobs, playing with it. Flickung and thumbing her nipple while kissing the other one, sucking it like a hungry baby.
Mischa lifted Kevin's head for a kiss, pero nang tinuon ng dalaga ang attensyon niya sa gwapong mukha nito ay si Kaislr ang nakita niya. His face, "I missed you..." she whispered.
At that moment, Kevin knew that she's not thinking about him. It was a painful reality that he needs to accept. It was the equivalent of his actions. She can never have Mischa's heart fully like he desired. She grabbed him for another kiss, this time. She kissed him more passionately, he rubbed himself deeply into her while his hand went down on the hem of her white dress.
He started to caress her legs making her moan a bit. It gave him a sign that she wants what's happening between. "I love you, Mischa. I love you," he whispered in her ears as his hand travelled in between her legs. Touching her warmness through the thin fabric that covers her sensitivity.
"Mahal din kita, Kaislr..." She absentmindedly said.
"How I wish it could be me.' Naisip ni Kevin 'yon. But he'll make her feel loved, he will never stop until she moans his name again, until he's the one she can ever think of. Iyon ang naiisip n'ya ng mga sandaling 'yon. He softly rubbed her, tinabig nito ang underwear ni Mischa at saka kinapa ang slit nito, catching her clitoris. Unti- unting naging hard ang pag rub niya rito, mas lalong napaarko ang likod ni Mischa.
She can't stop herself anymore. He juices are slowly flowing because of his hand movement. Kevin stared at her as she gets pleasured. It was a great scene for him, seeing her pleasured was like giving him his orgasm. His hardness was getting suffocated inside his pants pero hindi pa niya kailangang palabasin 'yon.
"More..." her hips move forward for a better pleasure kaya naman mas diniinan ni Kevin ang ginagawa niya. Hindi nagtagal he placed his finger inside her. "Fuck, Mischa you're walls are clenching on my fingers." He cussed.
He pushed his fingers making her moan aloud. "Oh give me more. Take me... Please, take me." She begged. Dali- daling hinubad ni Kevin ang suot na underwear ni Mischa maging ang damit nito para tumambad na talaga sa kaniya ang kahubuan ng dalaga. This was the woman that he dreamed of, the woman that he wants to be with forever.
And also, this was the treasure that he lets to get stolen. Isang kayamanan na 'di niya pinahalagaan kaagad ng dahil sa galit niya. Inangat ni Mischa ang kamay niya at saka binuksan ang suot na pantalon ni Kevin, pulling his massive hard on.
Umupo si Mischa at saka lumebel sa pagkalalaki nito, giving it a soft yet hot touch. Massaging it, pumping it. Kevin closed his eyes due to pleasure, his pre-c*m leaked. It was always her, everything was always about her.
"No one makes me cum like this, Mischa. Ikaw lang," he said. She smiled as she level her faced on his thing. Licking it's head before sucking it fully, he cussed softly. He gripped her hair to bob her head pushing his thing on her throat deeper.
Halos mabilaukan naman s'ya doon. Given that Kevin's thing is long like his chin. He was pretty thick too but nothing beats Kaislr's baby monster. Again, naisip niya si Kaislr. Kevin's orgasm came in her mouth. Nilunok n'ya ang essence na 'yon.
"Now, it's my turn again..." kevin whispered. He pushed her back in the bed, and he spread her legs. Muli n'yang pinatigas ang kaniya at saka maingat na pinasok ito kay Mischa. It was so warm, it was tight. 6 months without any sex made her seem like a virgin again.
Napasinghap si Mischa ng maramdaman niya ito sa loob niya. She moaned when he started to move slowly and her moans became a scream as he increased his pace. "Oh God! Oh! Deeper!" she begged.
"Yes babe, I'll do deep and hard..." he breathed, Mischa grabbed his butt, asking him to move deeper again. Hindi s'ya makuntento, she needed more... She wanted more.
"Kaislr, more..." again she whispered her name. He pretended not to hear anything until he reached his zenith. Bumagsak siya sa dibdib ni Mischa at agad n'yang inalis ang sarili niya rito. "I love you..." Mischa whispered.
Pero hindi na nakasagot si Kevin. He wants to think that it's about him, pero hindi. Hindi na s'ya ang nasa isip ng dalaga. "Sana sa akin mo rin sabihin 'yan, Mischa. Sana ako na lang ulit," he softly whispered as he kissed her cheek. He shed a tear, he loves her very much.
Sobrang mahal na mahal niya ang dalaga...
Mischa turned on his side. "I'm sorry, I can't help but to think about him, Kevin." Saad niya rito. "Alam ko... naiintindihan ko. Mahal kita, Mischa. Mahal na mahal kita..."
"Salamat...."
"Mommy... Mommy...my head aches po..." parehas silang napabangon ng madinig nila ang daing ni Ysabelle mula sa kaniyang kwarto. Agad na napatakbo si Mischa sa kwarto ng kaniyang anak at nakita nila ito. Dumudugo ang ilong habang umiiyak ng dahil sa sakit ng ulo niya.
"Kevin, si Ysabelle! Isugod na natin sa hospital ang anak natin!" saad niya rito at agad na lumapit sa kaniyang anak. Binuhat ito at sinundan si Kevin na nagmamadali ng bumaba para puntahan ang kanilang sasakyan.
"Mommy, I'm sorry but I think... I think I won't able to go at your wedding na po. My head aches so much, Mommy. I want to rest, Mommy."
"Hindi... gagaling ka ha? Mawawala rin 'yan. I'll kiss your head." Mischa kissed her head softly hoping that her kiss will take her daughter's pain away. "Mommy, I want you to be happy. Please, stop crying... H'wag n'yo na akong iyakan ni Daddy."
Ysabelle's breathing started to slow down. "Mahal ko kayo ni Daddy, Mommy. Mahal na mahal ko po kayo..."
"Ysabelle!" umalingawngaw ang sigaw ni Mischa at hindi na nito napigilan pa ang kaniyang emosyon.
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