Could I pretend to be happy?
Should I pretend everything is okay?
Will anybody believe it?
Just fake my feelings like there's nothing to say?
Lie til its just secind nature,
Cry till theres nothing left.
Act as if nothing's wrong,
Cause the one thing i havent done was wept.
Stay quiet til someone asks if I'm okay,
But just say "I'm okay".
Though, I'll never truly be that way.
It's all okay cause nobody's that kind.
Constantly helping others,
Not letting them help me.
Just walking, living, drained,
Hoping they'll let me be.
Maybe I am a goner,
But nobody needs to catch my breath.
I'm always depressed,
I even wish for death.
But don't worry, dear friend.