TBH since I've been an adult Christmas time has been shit.
Fake friends want fake things and around this everyone is talking about shit New Years resolutions. Oh and people tend to leave me around the holidays.
My parents bitch that I'm a loner. To nice. Independent. Different. So I try to move out. But they won't let me. Yet when Their mad they tell me to pack🤔
People bitch that nobody cares but when I do it's clingy and I scare you.
I'm tired of being me being told I'm good enough and then the next I'm not
I'm tired of helping people? Buying them food, loving them, walking them home, caring for them, being respectful, and kind
Just to be fucked over I'm tired of it all. I'm tired of lifeu