Zenish
What would you do when your life is a total mess? When you have two options your life or your family, what would you choose? Basically I don't have a choice because in both the cases my life will not ant better, it wasn't easy to convince papa and mama but I don't have a choice. I cant stake their future knowing that I can only save it
"We can figure it out you don't have to take this decision" my papa insisted well literally begged
"Really papa what will we do get out of this that man will surely ruin us if we didn't decide anything" I explained
Seeing my papa helpless in this situation bleeds my heart. The more I see him helpless and defeated the more hate this man
"Papa please I know it is not easy for you both but it is also not easy for me as well. You always taught us Allah is biggest helper, if He put His people in trouble then he will give us a path to get out of it, it's a test papa. I trust Allah, everything happen if He wants. If this marriage meant to be then no one can stop it but if it isn't meant to be then that Shayaan Ahmed can't do anything. Trust Him please He will help us" I hugged him and give him hope that everything will be fine. He sighed and defeatedly accepted
"Earth to Zenish" I saw someone waving his hand, I looked up to saw my two best friend bit irritated
Well for starter I m back to university the vacation finally over
"Sorry I just spaced out"
"You okay Zee" Anum asked with concerned
"I m okay, you tell, you guyz are looking irritated what happened" I asked to both of them
"Ask your best friend that what she did now" My bestie Saad said gritting his teeth momentarily
Something I should tell about Saad is, he is also my childhood bestie like Anum, we trio grown up together and vowed to be doctors in different field and practice it. Talking about him he has bit short tempered, he canbe pissed off on very small things
"What is going on here will anyone tell me" I asked eying both. Anum started to say something but he stopped showing his hand
"Let me do the honor to tell you what our best friend did" He said looking to her
"Okay.." I nervously said seeing him angry mode
"She kind of accepted her fiancé wish to not practice more over she will complete her MBBS and do nothing after she got married to him" My eyes widened on this revelation
Among three she is the crazy person to be doctor, mostly when girls dream of their prince charming she dreams to be a doctor/ surgeon. Yeah she is that crazy
"Look Zenish he is right, after marriage I will be having lots of responsibilities which have to be my first prior and being doctor will not help me to fulfill them, I would be his wife I would prior him obviously right?" She explain nervously
Is she hearing herself?
"More like a puppet, one day he will say you jump from the cliff and you will happily do it because he is your husband right. Such a bastard jerk" Saad mocked
I glared him and he was like giving me 'I m not saying anything wrong'
"Puppet or wife or whatever, priority changes Mr. Saad Khan you know this better than me, we are getting late for class excuse me" With that she got up and my angry friend remained silent
"What the heck is wrong with you know she never likes when one of us say something to her fiancé idiot" I scolded him
"What please don't tell me you agree with this, he is controlling her even before marriage Think about it Zee what will happen when they are married, he wont let her do anything on her own, he is not good for her why cant she see that" He hissed
"Really than who is right last time I check she chose someone right but he straightly rejected her saying being doctor is his prior" I yelled and he remain silent
Oh sorry I didn't tell you their story, its complicated, my bestie Anum kind of love with Saad but when she asked him, he straightly rejected making his profession a reason but I know they both have something between them ofcourse my bestie still in love with him but after rejection she is in denial and on the other hand Saad god know what his problem is not to accept her
"You are going to apologies to Anum you hear that" I said
"Fine but only for the behaiviour not for what I said about her so called bastard fiancé" He said walked away
I sighed and headed to class, seeing both my bestie giving cold stare to each other making my day more worst. I thought about Anum situation
What if after marrying that man he wont let me study
The thought itself scared me no being doctor is my parent dream more than me. I cant let this happen I need to talk about this how did I not think about this, my studies
"Okay fine now tell me what is this new of your fiancé" I asked Anum, well Saad was nowhere and I need to talk to her regarding this new chaos of his fiancé
"You know Zaid lives in joined family, after marrying him, I will get some responsibilities to fulfill and I know I always dreamt to be doctor moreover cardiac surgeon but what we planned or what we dream is not important that it should happen according to us, everything changes, time changes and people do change so their dream, and now my prior is my parent what they will decide I will do. They want me to listen my future husband and I m doing this" She explained
This is not my bestie this is her anger. I just don't understand what they both are trying to prove to each other
"I understand the pain you are going through Anum but.."
"Which pain Zee I m not in pain" See I told you she is in denial
"Okay fine but I know you more than you, you are not happy with this. If you want to talk I always there for you" I hold her hand and squeeze her hand, she hugged me
She walked away but from distance I saw Saad approaching Anum and I can tell he is going to apologizing to her. I smiled and prayed for both their happiness
I was heading outside I heard my phone ringing, I saw the caller id and picked up
"You could see a black car, I m here get in"
Wow no greeting what type of man is he, and how dare he ordered me like that
"If you remember our first encounter, you wouldn't say me to get in the car" I sternly said
"I never met this much annoying girl in my life" He muttered
"I heard that"
"Well great meet me at café right in front of your university" With that he hunged up
I saw the busy road with automobiles running with speed. I tried to take one step but backed away, I m not person who can cross the road easily especially when I saw accident on roads. I have this fear sine I was a kid. I closed my eyes to build courage to cross road
"Ma'am" I open my eye to look man in black suit standing in front of me
"Sir is waiting. This way please" One of them said I realized they are helping me crossing the road. I let them escort me
I reached the café and saw him sitting on his chair giving order. Upon looking me I gestured me to sit
"So miss what you decided" he asked keeping his eyes straight to me
Why this guy cant lower his eyes
"I have a condition" I bluntly said
"Excuse me" He arched his one brow
"I will agree but u have to agree to my condition" I said
"If you are forgetting so let me remind you, you are not in a condition of making demands" He sternly said
"But its matter of my life when you are making a deal to my father then I do have right to make a deal" He remained silent
I wasn't prepared for making deal but upon realizing about my studies I cant stake. I have worked hard to be in medical collage when I m near I wont leave. Call me mean but I cant help it
Ya Allah please forgive me for this. I never wanted me marriage to be deal but hear I m also doing the same thing please forgive me
Waiter served our coffee and me tea
"For your peace I can at least listen so please go on"
"You know I m in medical collage and two years left to complete my studies" He nodded. I took a deep breath
"I will not stop perusing my dreams even after my marriage, it had always been my dream, moreover my parents want me to be doctor" I said
He just stared me as if thinking his next attack
"So u are trying to say, you will agree to marry me if I agree to not stop you from your studies" He said, I nodded
He again remained silent for few second, his silence was killing
Comon say a word
"What will you do for me if I agree to your condition" He asked
"Obviously agree to marry you"
"Nah that you will do whether I agree or not" I stared him. I wanted to blast a bomb on his head
I hate him
"We are agreeing to marry for our means, till now it was even now you are putting this condition so in return I ll also get something" He said putting his arms on table, putting his face in his hand
His something felt scary, what does that mean I need to pay for this as well
"And what is that" I asked
"I need to know what you can do for your dream" He asked again arching his brow
"I can do anything for my dream unless it is not something I cant do" I said maintaining my confidence. I don't want him to see my fears
"I can bet you can do this I wont ask you something you couldn't do, just don't back away when I tell you my return condition" He said smirking
This is a bad new, Ya Allah Help!
"Tell me what you want" I demanded
"Be patient dear fiancé I will tell you this but not now have you heard about creating suspense is great feeling, watching the other person feeling nervous and scared" He smirked again
"I am not nervous or scared just tell me" I shot a glare to him to which he chuckled
"As I said be patient fiancé you will get to know just don't forget your words"
"I m Zenish Shah and when I give my words I mean it I wont back away from it, try me" I said with confidence
"It will be worth watching you, when I will tell you my condition and this confidence of yours will be crushed into pieces" He laughed
"See you soon Zenish" He walked away
Why do I have a feeling he is gonna ask something worst
Perpare yourself for the worst Zenish
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Hey my readers, Aslam o Alaiqum
Forgive me for my error you see english isnt my first language so pardon me in this, i m trying on to make error but we are human we make mistakes
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