one thing you should know about jay is that he has the best voice in the world.
he won everything with that voice.
from countless school talent shows to the hearts of many MANY girls.
i'd always ask him to sing to me.
he would. of course.
god his voice.
...
um where was i?
oh yeah his voice.
it's definitely one of my favorite things about him.
of the MANY i have.
he wants to get out of this small town and make something for himself.
"come with me to california mae. i'd do shows for every city and you can come along and be my personal photographer."
he'd tell me this often.
i love taking pictures. i love the idea of capturing live moments that can last forever.
i have so many pictures of jay.
omg.
not in a creepy way i swear.
i just always have my camera with me and i can't help it.
he's so beautiful.
...
stop judging me.
anyway.
jay can seriously go far with his voice.
but with me?
by his side?
how can i keep on pretending like i'm okay with being just friends.
I love him.