youngjae's pov:
after our kiss we shared i finally realized what that warm feeling i've been having this whole time meant.
it was love.
that was the feeling i had this whole time.
i love jaebum.
we walked hand in hand together in the carnival trying different snacks and playing games. it was one of the best days ever. i think it made it even better having this good day with jaebum.
is this what love does to you?
does it really make you think of that person 24/7?
after a bit i asked to go to the restroom because i had drank a lot of water.
"be back soon youngjae," he says
"i will don't worry!" i say
i quickly gave him a kiss on the cheek and headed to the restroom.
It was a pretty nice bathroom for a carnival i had to say. it was so clean and it smelled so nice.
i went into a stall and did my business.
then i heard some people come into the bathroom. so i decided to stay in the stall i was in.
"hey, guys that fat fag has a boyfriend now, did you see it," one guy said
why was this guys voice so familiar?
did i know him from before?
"yeah, i saw the fag. what was his name? youngjae, yeah youngjae. i wonder if he remembers the beating we gave him?" another person said
i covered my mouth in shock.
it was them, i thought i would never see them again.
then i made the worst mistake i've ever made.
i accidentally made a noise.
"HEY! WHO'S IN THERE!" one guy yelled
one of them busted the door open to reveal me eyes wide and trembling in fear.
"oh, well doesn't this look like history being repeated. huh, youngjae?" the leader says
"looks like you've gotten fatter to? dang, i really doubt your fag of a boyfriend will like you for long," he says
one of the guys roughly pulled me out of the stall and throws me onto the ground.
"WOAH! did you guys feel that? it seems like youngjae has gotten so fat that he makes the ground shake whenever he falls! HAHA!" the leader laughs
everyone with him laughs at me.
i could feel my eyes tear up.
i would cry at anytime now.
i really am weak.
the leader then picked me up and threw me against a wall.
my legs already noodles by now couldn't support me so i just sank against the wall.
tears were running down my eyes now at this point.
the leader walks up to me slowly. he then kicked me with great power in the stomach.
the kick caused me to cough up some blood and at this point i couldn't breathe.
everyone with him started to kick me.
my legs, arms, and stomach were aching. begging for them to stop hurting me, but i couldn't say anything.
i couldn't breathe no matter how hard i tried i could not get any air to breathe.
why am i so fat?
why am i so weak?
why am i so hopeless?
then i finally managed to get a tiny bit of air in my lungs. with that tiny breathe i managed to squeeze 4 words out
"someone....... please........ help me......"
then it went dark.