Maybe it will be easy to forgive myself the silence of the past 8 months. Maybe I'll finally accept the fact our paths will never cross, I will just endlessly love you and never again fall asleep next to you, because maybe that's what the Universe wants.
Some loves you can't hold, can't kiss, walk hand in hand with, some loves are whispered to the wind and never get to the right ears. Some loves burn with us in summer, some loves are in the dark corner of the room in 3am when everything else hits you, and then this love holds you together. Some loves just exist in silence - you don't get the chance to live them, they just exist and grow inside you and eventually they become bigger than you.
I hope this love of mine won't be one of them for another year.