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Chapter 1
I stood at the entrance of my master's door, I carry a tray that contains his meal. I wait for him to be ready for me. I hear a ring from the bell above the door. I place my hand on the door, I take a few deep breathes before I enter. His majesty is in the middle of his king size bed, two other naked servants are on either side of him. They all look at me enter, when the two woman saw who it was they quickly turned their heads to our master to try to entertain him. However his eyes still lay on me.
I feel sick with his actions, always doing the same routine. Sleeping with all the maids, servants, and cooks that are in this castle. All of them agree happily to sleep with him, all but me. I never wanted to be here, I was forced by mother whenever the village got the news they were in need of new fresh young options.
Mother told me it would be a brilliant idea for me to go out and put myself out there, to please the lord. I however was disgusted, I didn't want this. I never asked to be another slut for him. I wanted to be home with all my friends, I was barely 15 when I started doing chores for someone who has money. I am now 17 and still trying to be in the dark.
He doesn't care about what he does or the village he is suppose to rule. He is truly a foul man.
I set the plate of food next to the nightstand, turn my body his direction and bow slightly before making my way out. Before I could however he called out to me " Maid, why is a beauty like you leaving so soon, turn around" I sigh silently and do as he says. I turn and look in his direction.
I never wanted to do things with him nor did I beg like the others. I am still a virgin and do not wish to lose it to someone so dirty. He waves his hand towards him, signaling that I make my way over there. My heart was beating fast out of fear of what he has in mind. I stand next to his bed. "You are always bringing me my breakfast, lunch, and dinner. I see you everywhere I go, a beauty like you I just couldn't take my eyes off of you when you first walked in two years ago." He pushed the other two women in his bed to get out, they quickly squirmed to get up and pick up their clothes that were scrambled on the ground. They both stared daggers into me, jealousy. But why? I didn't want this. They could have him for all I care.
He looks at me up and down. Taking in every inch of my body, I hated how he made us wear such revealing dresses just to please his own needs. He patted a space on the bed next to him. I do as his commands and sit next to him, his arms wrap around my waist and I felt an uneasy chill run through my back. His hands started rubbing my stomach slowly and I quickly felt uneasy, unfortunately I could not do anything to stop him. "Why, after so long of serving me do you not ask to sleep with me" He finally spoke.
"You are so stunning, do you really want me to beg for you?"
He forced me to look at him as he placed a kiss on my lips, I tried not to show any emotion on my face even when I felt so uncomfortable. It is not like he was ugly or old. No quite the opposite, he is only two years older than me, 19. He was very handsome, my type to be exact, but because of his actions I could not accept. He was crowned real young, because of the early death that came upon his parents. I am sure he acts this way because he wants to live his life but he needs to know that he should grow up. Next thing I knew I am under him. " Why?" I finally ask. He looks at me confused, "why what?". "Why do you do this" I question. He looks at me and then shows annoyance in his features. "Shut up" He then undoes my clothing as I struggle under his grip. "Please stop no"
He ignores my pleads and continues his actions. I struggle to remove his hands from undressing me further but nothing he manages to do so. I beg him more, I yell louder but nothing seems to faze him. Many hot tears roll down my cheeks as he starts undressing himself. I'm weak I can not do anything. I don't want this but no one will help me, because he is the king. So I just stare at the gold ceiling, emotionless as the bed creaked loudly with every thrust as I feel blood drip down my thigh.
I sat up quickly from the covers. I harshly breathed in as I look around my room. I held me forehead and tried to calm down, it started working as my heart beat slowed down. Dammit, why do I keep having dreams about that. I wondered. I touched my phones button to check the time, 6:10. 20 minutes from my usual wake up time, I was already awake so I might as well start getting ready. As soon as I was calm and I had collected myself, I took off the covers from my body. I stretched as far as my arms could until I heard a few bones cracking.
In relief I sighed and sat up from my bed, I moved my feet to the side of the bed and felt the carpet underneath. I thought for awhile debating if I should really go to school. It was only Thursday I could do this just two more days and it's the weekend. I stood up from my bed and walked towards my wardrobe. I opened the drawers and grabbed a plain blue shirt, black jeans, underwear, white socks and a bra.
I headed to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror, my bright green eyes, that I inherited from my moms, my petite nose that I surprisingly got from my dad. After looking at myself in the mirror for awhile I put my clothes on the toilet seat and turned on the water.
When it finally reached the temperature I liked I hopped in. The warm water helped the tension I had on my shoulders.
When I finished my shower I grabbed the towel that hung on the wall, dried myself, out on some lotion before I started to put on my underwear. I first put on my long socks that passed my ankles, I preferred them this way since I found them more comfortable then normal ankle socks. As I put on my jeans I noticed they were a little tight on me this morning and I wondered if it was bc they shrunk or I gained weight. I ignored it and put on my loose shirt. I brushed my tangly wet hair with my comb then grabbed three creams that helped my curls. As I applied each one separately, I scrunched my hair in the process, started from the ends all the way to my scalp, my hair color is black at the scalp and towards the end, it turned into a dark brown.
People always ask me if I ever dyed my hair because of how it blended into a lighter color, like an ombré look, but I never touched dye in my life, it just was my natural color. Personally I liked it, and I will probably never dye my hair.
Once I was done scrunching, I grabbed my hair diffuser, put it on the dryer, turned it on the lowest setting, and started scrunching my hair once again. This was always the longest and most tiring process in my opinion. After a couple of minutes, I turned off and unplugged the dryer. I grabbed some baby oil and placed it on my hair, so it would look shiny and not so poofy. After approving my curls. I grabbed my toothbrush and started to look for the toothpaste but it was nowhere to be seen. Was I high? Where is it?
I opened one of the mirrors on the side and there it was. Sneaky little thing.
I put water on my toothbrush, put on the paste, and then put on more water before I put it in my mouth. I brushed for awhile than spit out the foam, rinsed my mouth with water, and looked at myself in the mirror and did a crooked smile, "nice" I rolled my eyes and flicked myself off in the mirror. It was a routine I did every time I saw a mirror, I opened my bathroom door and headed to my nightstand.
I grab my phone and put it in my back pocket, I grabbed my blue shoes, put them on and opened my door. Before I stepped out I grabbed my dark green backpack from the entrance of my room. I closed the door behind me and looked in the hallway. There were five bedrooms in total, 2 master bedrooms. I had the master room other than that four rooms were unoccupied. Just in case there were guests.
Which are my friends or other family.
I headed downstairs and into the kitchen. I opened the fridge and grabbed some milk. I went on the tip of my toes to grab the cereal from the top of the fridge then went to the cabinet to grab a bowl. I poured the cereal and then the milk. I slid open the drawer and grabbed a spoon, I proceed to sit down in the dining table. I pulled out my phone to check the time 7:00, huh I took a little longer than usual.
School starts at 7:25 so I still have plenty of time. I ate my cereal as I scrolled through social media. Once I finished, I put the bowl in the sink and poured water into it. "Eh I'll wash it later" I went to the cabinet to grab a glass of water and grabbed both my bottle of pills. One was labeled "Adderall" and the other "Almotriptan". Stupid migraines. I placed them in my mouth one by one and drank water. Time for school.
I grabbed my keys from the doorway and opened the front door locking it behind me. I walked to driveway and there was my baby. My 1962 Ferrari 250 GTE now you may ask how did you even get this? Well my aunt gave me the option of a quince or a car. Can you guess what I picked? Did I also mention my aunt is filthy rich? I opened the door and sat down in it's leather seat.
"How was my baby Ace, sleep well" I jokingly talked to my car.
I put they keys in, started the engine, and got out the driveway. Junior year is the worst year and I am not excited to go to school. Once I parked, I stepped out and locked my car. I looked up at the tall building and sighed. I walked to the entrance many teens were outside the school, probably waiting for the first bell. I looked down at my phone 7:10, just five more minutes till the bell. I sat down under a our usually meet up spot, under a huge tree. As I waited, a pair of feet appeared next to me. I looked up and there was one of my friends, River.
"Hey nerd" I smirked, he jokingly gaped at me as if he were offended by my remark. Honestly there was nothing nerdy about him, he was on the football team for god sake. He was muscular and had a shirt that obviously showed his biceps. Show off. He has dark brown curly hair that he tries to keep short at the top and shaves off the sides.
"Well look who's in a good mood" he responded, I only shrugged "Anything new?" he asked me as he sat down in front of me "Just the usual. Have you seen Walker? or Quinn? or Miracle?" I tried to change the subject. " No I just got here and you were the first person I saw" he looked down.
"Que? estas triste porque no vistes tu novio, Walker?" I giggled, he looked at me his eyes wide "I might not know Spanish but I heard novio in there and you know that I'm not even sure if he is gay" He scowled at me, I only laughed at his blushing cheeks. Neither of them know it yet but they both are totally into each other. Even though I want to reveal their attraction towards each other I respect them and will not tell. After teasing him for awhile, I sat in silence a bit lost in thought.
" Hey Elie, you doing ok with... your split personality disorder" River shyly questioned, I look up at him.
His dark brown eyes scanned me to see my reaction. He seems a little nervous that he asked but I know he means well and is only trying to comfort me. He and the others know that I suffered a lot especially when I lost both my parents and I'm glad that he cares about me. "I'm ok, I visit my therapist every week and she says I'm doing better than ever so thank you love. Besides the 'other me' never appeared after that night." I finally respond and smile. Before he could say anything the first bell rings and we get up from our spot. "I'll see you later" River waves. I wave back as we walk in different directions.
I head to my first period and I sit down in the back. As I wait for class to start one of my friends appear and I hear my name "Lorelie!" I look up and see Miracle wave at me. Seriously it's already the first month and she is still hyper? She walks to her desk next to mine and smiles "Hey Miri, I see you're as happy as ever" I giggle.
"Of course who is going to cheer any of you up whenever ya'll are down?" she exclaimed, I only shook my head and agreed. She had black hair that reached her shoulders, she liked it short, she says long hair is too much work. She always complains about my hair saying it's too long and to cut it. I always agree but never do so. Her glasses were round and huge compared to her face, knowing that it still fit her very well. She has bright hazel eyes, she always complimented my eyes but I honestly prefer hers, in the sunlight they turn green as well, but she complains that mine were way brighter. She was always so cheery and I loved that about her, I'm always grateful that I met her because if I hadn't? I would be such a depressing person right now. Our teacher entered the classroom and told all of us to settle down, and started the class.
Soon lunch came around. I stood in line waiting to grab some strawberry milk and tray, even though I hated school food there is some decency to a few of the options.
Once I grabbed my foods and payed, I looked around the cafeteria to try and find my friends. Unfortunately they were nowhere to be seen, I was about to give up when I felt my phone vibrate. I put my tray in one hand and grabbed my phone from my pocket with the other. I had a message from River telling me that they were outside. I rolled my eyes because now I had to walk extra.
As soon as I walked outside I saw my friends on the stairs leading to the football auditorium, only my friends would eat on the floor.
When I got close enough for them to see me, Miracle was the first to land her eyes on me and her eyes lit up. She waved her arm so fast I thought it would brake off, I just shook my head and smiled a little. "Well look who decided to show up" Walker smirked. He had striking blue eyes that I honestly don't blame River for falling for them. He had light brown hair that is also curly, the difference between River is that he keeps it long so it covers his forehead and ears. He wears baggy sweatpants almost everyday and honestly I'm about to start doing so as well. "Oh whatever flirty boy" I rolled my eyes, "Niña Chiquita" I ignored the remark and sat down in front of the group. I might be the shortest one but he still has no right to make fun.
Walker was also hispanic, and since we were the only ones who spoke Spanish in the group we do so a lot just to mess with them, and their reactions never disappoint. Especially when we talk fast.
I looked at my group of friends. River sat next to Walker, of course then it was Miracle and Quinn. Usually I'm in between but they took all the space before I got here. "Guys did you hear?" Fallon came from behind us, which startled all of us but she completely ignore our complaints and started talking "There is apparently a mysterious killer out there".
We all looked at her confused at what she meant by that. She's the one in the group that likes all the gossip and always come to us with tea. She always surprises us because she comes out of nowhere. Her dark brown eyes always seem to have a spark in them as she talked. Her light wavy brunette hair reached a bit passed her shoulders. She was the palest out of all of us, and all the guys seemed to like her socializing personality. "Well no one has evidence, as in there are no break in, footsteps, or any signs of injury no one knows the causes of death. Weirdest part is that it is only little kids"She speaks up.
"Ok honestly I'm glad I can not be a victim" Quinn remarks. I gasp at how selfish she can be and everyone just laughs. She's the laidback one of all of us, she is an albino. Her race is black but she has white skin and blonde hair. Her big brown eyes had a spark in them every time she heard the juicy gossip she was so into hearing, but she'll never admit it. Honestly so gorgeous. Not like any of my other friends aren't as well.
"I hope they figure out what is causing this because I don't want to be having a kid in the future just to have them die earlier than me" River states, Walker just nods in agreement. I shrug "If it's their time to go, then it's their time. God knows what he is doing" I say. "Ah mirala, being all religious" Walter teases. If I earned a penny every time I roll my eyes. I would be rich.
"Jokes aside, this is actually really serious. We should still be careful" Miracle states. We all assure her worry mind that we will.
School passed by rather quickly, before I knew it the final bell rings. All the students head out, before I could reach the exit I feel a vibrate from my phone. I decide to ignore it for awhile but it continues, I check and see the group chat from my friends is blowing up. I open it up and see that they decided all of us to go and get food. I type ok and start heading to my car.
I start up the engine and wait for the address to the place they decide to pick. I hear a ping and see that they ended up picking a fast food restaurant. I pull out of the parking lot to the school and make my way to eat. I enter and see my friends have already picked a round table that sat next to a window. I make my way over there and greeted them.
We all picked burgers, chatted for a bit, ate, and left our own ways.
It was a daily routine that we agreed to always eat after school ended so we never eat too much at school just so we can still eat at home with family.
Once I entered my house I sighed loudly and stretched as far as I could, making a weird noise in the process. I put my keys on a hanger next to the door way and sat on my couch. I turned on the tv and went straight to watch cartoons. I didn't have any homework to worry about so I was glad I had the afternoon all to myself. When I got bored of watching tv I went to my kitchen, grabbed snacks, drinks, and headed upstairs. I closed my bedroom door behind me. I set my food down and jumped on the bed. I turned on my game system and tv in the room and decided to play games for a bit. At first it was just fighting games and I soon got tired of that and decided to put on Mario games. Even though I beat all the levels it was still fun to restart and play again.
I checked my phone and saw a text message from my aunt.
She told me she was going to bring my little sister and come visit me tomorrow, I wondered why she didn't decide to come today when I check the time and saw that it was almost 10:30pm. Ok makes sense.
I responded with "ok, I'll see you guys tomorrow" and turned off my tv and system. I plugged in my phone to its charger and got up to change into more comfortable clothing. I laid down on my bed and pulled the covers over me. I laid in thought for awhile. Always wondered what it would be like if I still had my parents alive? What if they didn't die the way they did would I be normal and not have to have treatment for my personality? These thoughts always somehow made it into my mind when I was alone in the dark.
I hated it. I didn't like being lonely sometimes but I decided it would be best when my aunt gave me the decision to leave or stay. She adopted me whenever she found out who I was, she said she would pay for my jail time because she trusted me. I found out I had a sister whenever I first entered her house I was greeted by her warm smile. I was only 13 at the time and she was 8, I didn't know about her, because my aunt took her in as well because my parents decided that it was best instead of putting her up for adoption. I still didn't know the full story and I don't know if I ever will.
I'm glad I have a supportive aunt who is there for me. I lay there for a little bit more, my thoughts sneak in again, alright I can't do this it's too much for me to handle at this point.
I'll just move in with my aunt. It has only been a year since I decided to live on my own and so far I can't do it, I grabbed my phone from the counter and told her my decision. She Was completely fine with my decision and told me I can move in tomorrow and that I'll just have to skip school and she will call to tell the school. I smiled. I was glad she agreed. I turned off my alarm and went to sleep.
When I woke up the next morning, I looked at the time 9. What the heck? Why didn't my alarm go off? I have to get ready for school!!
I jumped up with a start from my bed, grabbed a towel, and headed straight to the bathroom. Once I was clean, I got out did my daily routine, did my hair, brushed my teeth as quickly as I could and went to grab clothes. In the middle of trying to put on my pants I paused. I'm moving in with my aunt today..
I finished putting on my clothes and socks and went to my phone. I texted my aunt to ask her what I needed to pack, while I was waiting for her response I headed to my closest to grab a suitcase for my clothes. I took out them all out of my drawers and hangers and laid them down on my bed. I went to check my phone and she responded that she had my room the way I always have it so I wouldn't have to bring any covers and blankets and to just bring clothes and anything important to me. I decided to grab two more luggages.
I managed to pack all my clothes in one. My important things like my art, electronics, and instruments in another. All my jewelry, makeup (even though I never wear any), and random items in the leftover one.
I placed all my luggage in the front of the doorway. My aunt soon opened the door with her spare key. I greeted her with a huge hug." Hey kiddo, how have you been?" she laughed, "been living, now come on let's leave already" I pushed. She laughed again at my eagerness and asked why I decided to move out? I explained that it was because of my recurring nightmares, and my thoughts.
"Again?" she questioned.
I only nodded in response, she rubbed my head and grabbed the suitcases. Before I left I went to the kitchen cabinets and grabbed my medication. I stuffed them in my backpack and put my bag around both shoulders. I grabbed the keys to my car and closed the door behind me locking it in the process. My aunt assured me that if I left anything behind that they will call her before they throw anything, I only nodded. I gave the house once last look before I smiled and got in the car.
Once I made it to my aunts mansion. Hm huge house, I parked in the driveway and grabbed my backpack. I locked the car and walked to my aunts car, I saw her taking out both my suitcase and I tried to grab one to help her but she protested and said that she "Got this, I'm not old yet"
I giggled a little at her response, grabbed the last one that was left in the car and pushed a button that lowered the trunk until it closed. I headed to the doorway and as my aunt was unlocking the door I admired the tan and black color the house was painted with. I walked in with her when she finally managed to open the door, I smiled from the familiar scent of her home. I looked around. The kitchen was on the left there was an island that had the sink, then the dining table. It was a black color that matched the sinks and matched almost everything. The stairs in the middle separated the dining and living room.
I heard tiny footsteps run down the stairs, I looked in the direction from the sound and before I could see who it was I was greeted by a hug.
"Welcome Home Sissy!"She exclaimed.
I looked at her, she was already 13 and hasn't changed a bit from her energetic spirit. Her bright green eyes shined with glee, her black hair already passed her bum, and tan skinned that made me wonder if that is just natural for hispanics to have. Even though I saw her last weekend she was still so happy to see me.
I headed the direction of the room I use to have before moving out. It was also a master bedroom but somehow my aunt still has the biggest room. I went upstairs and turned a right to a hallway. I open the door and was greeted with light grey walls. My dark green bed and my two black marble nightstands at the side. I smiled just as my auntie promised.
I look on the left of the door of the entry and see that my aunt had already set my two luggages inside. I decide to set my other luggage next to the others. I dropped my backpack to the side, walked towards the bed and laid down. Still as comfy as clouds, I laid there for a bit, texting my friends back and explaining why I wasn't at school, until my sister came in and told me that lunch was ready. I was surprised. I checked the time and saw it read 1:50. I haven't even had breakfast yet. I went downstairs and sat down at the dining table, it's been awhile sense I've had a meal that I haven't prepared myself. My aunt sat down and I listened while they chatted, occasionally I would join in the conversation and laugh at their remarks. I smiled as I missed how it felt to eat with family again, instead of feeling lonely all the time.
Once we finished eating I waited a little for time to pass by until my friends got out of school.
While I waisted time I sat with my sister to watch tv with her, she was watching cartoons and we laughed at the silly animals and their actions. I felt the vibration of my phone and knew it was them. I checked and saw they already picked a place to meet up and I told my aunt I was heading out, she told me to be careful. I kissed my sister on her forehead and told her I will be back, she cheerfully said ok and continued watching tv.
Our usual hang outs with my friends, talking, eating, and still more conversations. They kept reminding me that they missed me at school, and that there was a fight. How come I miss everything when I miss a day?
I told them my reason for deciding to move in with my aunt again and they all nodded their heads and smiled at me for making the decision and understanding I still wasn't ready to live alone. Miracle felt bad for not seeing it sooner and not being there for me but I kept assuring her that it was fine. We said our goodbyes and headed our separate ways. When I arrived home I hung out with my little sister a bit more before I headed to bed.
My clothes and personal belongings haven't been unpacked yet but I had the rest of the weekend to start and maybe finish.
As I lay in bed, different thoughts come in my head. This time they were happy ones, ones were I can spend time with my family and be closer with my sister, I closed my eyes and fell asleep. Deep in my slumber I felt taps on my shoulder, I groggily opened my eyes and looked up. It was my sister. She was holding a small bear in her hand and looked a little worried.
"You ok?"I worried, still very sleepy.
"Can I sleep with you tonight? I usually would ask auntie but I don't wanna disturb her anymore and I was hoping you would be ok with it." she told me. I move aside and pat a spot on my bed. "Of course you can Emily. Anytime, don't worry about disturbing me ok?" She nodded her head and went under the covers with me. "Can I hug you?" she asked, I nodded my head. She quickly put her arms around me and closed her eyes. I did the same and fell back to sleep. No nightmares this time.
| | oooo wow my fingers are tired, so many words. Do not worry, Ben will come soon i promise. it's only the first chapter. there might be errors but can you blame me it's 2 in the morning, well I hope you enjoy thank you for reading | |