i sat there, just looking at the wall.. this is how it feels.. i can't believe my mom, did she ever love me? or was she always looking for a way out? did she know how bad i want her here? does she know that i am having a hard time? who else could i talk to about my problems, yoongi? no.. i wouldn't dream of it.. he couldn't know how i feel.. he just couldn't.. after i'd tell him he'd leave thinking i was a ticking time bomb that may go off any second.. ugh i hate myself for feeling this way towards yoongi, he hurt me before, but he's trying now? i don't think i should let him do this any longer.. ah.. i may leave for a while and let things go down, maybe yoongi will forget about me and soon will be happy... everything will be better, i got up and started to pack my things, yoongi lives far from here, this will not take me long.. i jerked my shirts out of the closet and didn't bother to fold them neatly, just as i did the pants, luckily i don't have many clothes here, now.. where do i begin? ahh, i picked my phone up looking for the next train leaving, i got up and soon left.. this is the beginning for me and the end of us..
^time skip^
i made it to the train station and bought a ticket, i shuddered at the feeling of someone watching me.. but i shrugged it off and got on my train, soon someone sat next to me, it was kieoa's worker... ugh not again, kieoa needs to know boundaries ...
"what do you want" i asked sarcastically to the man in the trench coat
"kieoa said once you do this there can be no going back" he answered darkly
"how does he know what is going on?" i hissed
"he knows things jungkook, but understand the warning?" he said smoothly
"yeah, yeah come back and bad things happen, whatever, but i have a message for kieoa.." i said
"oh and what is that?" he said
"tell him that no matter how hard he tries, yoongi will never love him again, especially after what he has done.." i trailed off
"okay, i will tell him, he wouldn't like this message, but it seems important" he sneered and got up leaving me alone
here we go, now you'll forget me now you will have nothing to worry about, now you're free from my grasp and now you'll roam free.. i love you min yoongi, i am sorry for the pain i've caused and i'll be sure to never let this happen again.. i cannot beleive that i'm leaving you everything in my body is screaming DON'T LEAVE HIM JUNGKOOK HE ACTUALLY LOVES YOU...that's just it though... does he really?
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authors note...
hey there my fanfiction freaks!! i hope your as excited as i am about the next chapter... hmm.. who's point of view will it be in? enjoying so far? please recommend this :)) i want to at least get to 20 views from my very first (sucky) fanfic!
bye now bunnies :))