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"Love Is..... what ever you imagine it to be so dream BIG "
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I had to admit having a friendly McKenzie and Harvey relationship was a little too intense sometimes.
I considered this because she was kind of too over protective about everything , literally everything Yesterday I asked Harvey did he see my blue jacket and she totally lashed out on me screaming things like ' Don't talk to him like that' and 'Don't ask my boyfriend where your stuff is'
But through it all my only thought was 'Calm down Zendaya, do not rip her head from her neck'
I was relieved when McKenzie had left to go get herself a drink this morning because I honestly couldn't handle another second with her in the same room.
"She's a little over doing her role isn't she?" I asked him as I sat on the bed to slip on my gym shoes so I could meet up with Bella for real this time.
He shrugged.
"Well good luck with that." I nodded standing up to leave.
"She's just you know , because about you know , and what happened you know?" I didn't understand a single thing he just uttered to me and I didn't even want to find out.
"Uhh" I just simply nodded. " I know " and with that I left the cabin and started on my way to Bella's cabin
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"So it happened." Bella smiled stepping out of her cabin and closing the door behind her. " And I still have butterflies in my stomach."
Smiling back at her I gave her a firm hug. " Told you everything was going to work out, it always does."
She returned the hug with a quick pat to the back. " Actually No" She shook her head. " Trevor told me about what happened yesterday" she smiled this time. " Your badass act was amazing by the way, glad I'm rubbing off on you" Then she quickly straightened her facial features to her previous state. " But stop trying to push him away you moron!"
"I'm not pushing him away , I'm giving him the opportunity to leave because I'm not good for him right now." I informed her.
"Then Who is?" She asked me.
I shrugged. " Not me."
She rolled her eyes and sighed. " You need to pull yourself together because you surely know if you saw another girl on Trevors arm you would have a cow and pop out a couple chickens too"
I laughed as if I didn't care but I'd did , well I mean I would feel horrible and it'll just make the situation worsen.
"I don't know okay." I muffled. " I don't know what's wrong with me and why I don't want to be near him right now but I think it's going to be best if we do take this little hiatus."
"Well hiatus my ass." She shoved me into her cabin and quickly closed the door behind me and I couldn't for the life of me open it back she must have had Asher on it or something.
"Hey." I noticed Trevors presence and he simply gave me a head nod.
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BELLAS POINT OF VIEW
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" This ought to get them back together." I smiled to myself as I looked over at Asher who had just emerged from thin air.
"Why is there a chair blocking me from entering?" He asked giving me a small kiss on the forehead which made my insides spin with joy and excitement.
" Trying to help two friends out." I answered him.
"By locking them in there against their will?" He questioned running a hand through his long black hair that shined in the sunlight.
"Something like that." I replied. " Now let's go do something productive." I grabbed him by the hand and led him off to who knows where and I swear by the time I return those two had better solved their freaking problems for good.
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ZENDAYAS POINT OF VIEW
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Twisting on the doorknob it just wouldn't budge for a care in the world , how much have those two been eating? Geez.
"What are you doing here?" He asked not even looking up at me.
"Bella thinks locking me up in here will make things right between us , but I highly doubt that, don't you think?" I stated laying down on Bella's bed and pulling out my phone.
"At least she knows how to try." He spoke calmly.
"Come on!" I frowned at him. " Give me some credit , if I wasn't trying I would be out that window already." I rolled my eyes.
He kept quiet after that.
"You want to play a game?" I asked sitting up and smiling widely. " Its like 21 questions but let's reduce that to five." I smirked.
"I'll go first." I suggested. " Why did you walk away from me last night?" I asked.
"Because you weren't you" He replied. " Why are you acting like someone I hadn't known my whole life?"
"I still am her, just improved." I smirked. " Why aren't you giving up on any possibility of us yet?"
"Because it's still an us" He answered truthfully and straight forward while I just gave him a pity laugh. " What made you change?"
"Life did" I just blurted out. " What can I do to make you stop freaking caring about me?"
"Absolutely nothing" He admitted. " Why'd you go to the lake last night?" He asked me off guard which made my words leap from my throat and dodge from the room.
"That was five questions" I stated uncomfortably.
"Why'd you go to the lake last night?" He asked again not playing around.
"I needed some air." I lied pulling out my phone again but I hadn't even noticed he came closer to me until he snatched my precious phone from my grip.
"I know why" He spoke. " Because you haven't given up on us and neither have I so what's stopping you?"
"You are!" I yelled at him without warning. " Its you that's stopping me , I'm afraid that if I admit to myself that I love you all over again I'll just end up losing you just like everybody else in my life , everybody's gone because of me and If I lose you I wouldn't be able to bare life anymore"
"That's why I keep pushing you away , because that's what's best for me if I don't want to loose you."
"But your losing me by pushing me away." He said. " Day by day every minute I'm away from you I get that little feeling that we'll never be together again and that's what's making you lose me."
"Better that way , I'd rather see you walking around hating me than in a casket like everybody else that I love!" I retorted. " So if I have to push you away that's exactly what I'll do."
"Zendaya." He stated grabbing my hand in his." You're not going to lose me , you're not okay? I won't let that happen."
Peeling his hand from mine I shook my head. " I never thought I would lose my brother and he's gone, I never thought I would lose my father but what happened?" I told him. " Its like I'm jinxed or something."
"But you're not going to lose me" He stated once again. " And I can promise you that"
"Stop it okay?" I spoke. "Stop putting promises into my head, especially ones that you can't keep"
"Listen to me Zendaya" He firmly grabbed ahold of my hand again. " Listen to me right now , I'm not going to leave you."
"Talk to me." He later said.
"Trevor " I mumbled. " I'm sorry "
He pulled me into a hug that I very much needed and very much wanted since forever.
"I'm sorry that I said I didn't love you any more." I gulped. " And I'm sorry that I kept pushing you away everything you tried to help"
He just stayed silent as we both embraced the hug that warmed me all over.
"And I'm sorry for all the pain I've put you through." I cried. " I'm just so sorry for everything."
He held me so close to him I'd thought we were one.
"Sorry that I didn't try harder." He stated. " We could have been passed this already because I hate seeing you cry."
I wiped at my eyes then smiled at him.
" Mostly happy tears." I told him as I bought my lips on to his and didn't let him go until we both desperately needed a breath.
"Hm" Trevor mumbled as he faced me on his side and so did I. " Missed your kisses."
Kissing him again I smiled into it and he ended up tickling my side's causing me burst out in laughter. " Hey, " I swatted his hands away. " Don't do that."
"Definitely missed that laugh." He smiled tickling me again as another string of laughs erupted from me.
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We've been trying to leave for over a hour now but the door was still jammed and turns out Bella blocked the window with something also because it wasn't moving either, she really wanted us back together for sure.
"What's to do now?" I sighed giving up and collapsing on Trevors bed in defeat.
"You never answered my question." He spoke. " About why'd you go to the lake last night?"
I smiled really big then sat up. " I needed some fresh air " I continued on with the lie.
He smirked. " Yeah okay"
I bit my lip and studied him as to figure out what was happening or what was he thinking.
Getting up I walked over to him and whispered the same thing I told him yesterday in his ear. " But I promise you the new me is so much better." I smirked as I kissed him.
Without warning Trevor moved me away gently and had a lacey smirk on his face in the process. " Don't push anything" He eyed me.
Just then the biggest smile appeared on my face as I got back up and sighed pretending to try and unlock the door again.
"We're never getting out of here" I sighed again making him face me.
"Bella-"
I cut him off as I crashed my lips onto his as we both fell back onto his bed and me , I was enjoying myself to no limit.
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BELLAS POINT OF VIEW
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" It's about time we head back" I told Asher as he let me hop onto his back.
"You're like 5 million tons " He snickered when I thumped him in the head. "Okay like 10 million then"
"Very funny you dumbass" I smiled playing in his hair.
"Don't touch the merchandise" He spoke as he starting running with me on his back scaring me half to death.
"Asher!" I screamed holding on to him for dear life. "Asher!"
I just heard him laughing the night away at my misery , I was literally so scared I could fall off at any minute and crack my skull wide open and then bleed to death ohmygosh this is going to be my last day on earth, Goodbye-
"Bella?"'Asher knocked me from my death wishes and I looked around at how my feet were plated firmly on the ground and I just wanted to thank the lord and anybody else who helped me live today.
"Live a little."'He smirked hugging me.
"I live a lot." I stuck my tongue out at him. " Don't touch me " I pushed him away from me.
"Wait this isn't our cabin." I examined the area which I've never seen before. " Are you going to rape of kill me first?" I cried out stepping away from him that just made him roll over in laughter.
"Definitely kill." He smirked grabbing me so that I was facing the same way he was. " Jump " He ordered.
"Whaaa?" I tried to back up but he wouldn't let me. " I thought we were joking here."
He moved me to the side and took off his shoes. " Stay up here then." He shrugged as he just basically jumped to his death and I watched him as he fell down.
"Bella!" Asher screamed in agony. " Bella! , My leg!" His voice echoed again.
"What!" I yelled down to him. " You idiot!" I panicked taking off my shoes too because that's what he did. " I'm so breaking up with you " I tilted my head as I looked down to the bottomless nothing, it was pitch black down there. " Because you're stupid!"
For some reason I closed my eyes as I let myself fall.
A few seconds later I was met with the icy cold water of the lake and my butt was freezing off at the touch.
Asher was laughing like everything was an so got damn funny while I was drowning in fear and I glanced around to see that we were on top of the rocks that were above Lake Dulca.
"Were over you asshole!" I screamed at him and tried to swim away but he was faster.
"Babe!" He called out grabbing me by my waist sending volcano explosions throughout my whole entire body. " C'mon that's was the only way I could get you down here and you know that."
"So." I scoffed wiggling his hand off of me. " You scared me you loser."
"That's good." He kissed me gently.
"How in the hell-" He kissed me again.
"Did you-" Kissed for the third time.
"Babe." He looked down at me. " When someone kisses you while you're talking that usually means shut up " Then he kissed me again.
"Don't tell-" Kissing me again he brought me in closer and even though the water was cold every inch of me was burning like a bonfire and I finally gave in and shut my mouth only opening to kiss him back as passionately as he was kissing me.
"Be-" I cut him off as I put my lips on his and wrapped my arms around his neck.
"Shut up Asher."
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